Live like there is no tomorrow♥

And, as anticipated, just when a came to a halt at my stop and looked up i saw his beautiful face. I couldn´t stop the smile that formed on my lips. He smiled too. Gosh, i was cooked. And i didn´t even know his name. I do net to change that. Tomorrow would be the day, where i finally speak to him. I mean, all these smiles need to mean something for him to? Or not? As i was getting, only minutes later, into my bus to work, a full plan for tomorrow was formed in my head. Speaking with him, finally finding the courage to do that. And so, when the next morning came, i was getting myself ready. All i needed were a few minutes of pure courage, i could do that. So with enough nerves on the edge i was walking, faster than needed, to my bus stop. And i waited. And waited. And waited. But he didn´t show up. And so it did go on for the next day. And the day after that. And the following week. On Wednesday, two weeks after our latest encounter, i was a total wreck. The weather seemed to have the same feelings since it is rather cold and cloudy the morning i was standing on the bus stop. I gave up to the thoughts that told me he probably moved into a different town or something. So my smartphone was my new companion on mornings. Instagram shorts have a very time consuming tendency i found to like in the latest days. I was so entranced with my phone i nearly didn´t hear the cough on the other side of the street. But i did. And as i looked up i saw him. Standing there. As he never been away. And gosh… he was beautiful, more so than in my imaginations. He smiled tentatively. All it took was this goddamn smile to get my legs moving. Not caring a single thought about the soon to be approaching bus. I walk-sprinted to the other side of the street. And as I came to a stop right in front of him, he mustered me rather surprised. “Hi” “Hi” Come on! You can do it. Courage! Come on! “Do you want to go out with me-“ “I was ill the last few days-“ We started talking on the same time and stop nearly simultaneously. I blinked a few times. OHHHH. He was ill! Of course! That’s why he hasn´t been here. Gosh I feel like an idiot. “You want to go out? With me?... Like a date or like a friendly meeting?” His voice was warm and a little raspy. My stomach turned into a complete zoo. And, embarrassingly I needed a few blinks until I understood his question. As it seems I took so long he turned unsure. “I… I didn´t mean to make assumptions… I mean… i… uh” “Like a date! Totally and completely like a date! If you are willing!” I rushed out to say. He blinked. Once. Twice. And smiled so fucking bright some could think the sun just appeared. He has the absolute potential to knock me out with that smile. “Yeah. I would very much like to.” “By the way. I´m Eric.” “Very nice to meet you Eric. I´m Kade.” And I smiled to. Brighter than I think I ever did.