Anthony Bridgerton x fem reader.
â Summary: Anthony and you have similar stories, and maybe that's why you connected so quickly, some will say it was the circumstances, despite not romantically seeing each other, little by little that will change. Without you realizing it, a love story begins to weave between you, very slowly.
â Warnings: Angst, mention of Death, death, Little fluff, no use of Y/n. (I think that's all)
A/n: English is not my native language, sorry if something is written wrong, I hope everything can be understood. :)
As Viscount of the Bridgerton family, Anthony was forced to attend all the balls this season accompanying his younger sisters, Eloise and Francesca. This gave rise to his mother, Lady Bridgerton, in addition to finding husbands for her daughters and introducing him to several of the debutante girls that seemed suitable for her son. Since they were children, Violet expressed to her children her wishes for them to marry for love, not for the benefit of one or the other, like her and Edmund; however, that illusion for Anthony had ended since his father died and he was left as Viscount and head of the family, he saw how his mother suffered for the loss of his father.
At the beginning of the season, Anthony had warned his mother that he would marry this season, a woman who is nice, who is good company, he would have his children, he would continue with the Bridgerton line of succession, and that perhaps over time he would fall in love with her. Violet tried to convince her son to get that idea out of his head and take the time to meet the girl he would spend the rest of his life with, however, her son ended the conversation by refusing what his mother was asking of him. But Violet would not give up so quickly, she would give her son his space, of course, but she would continue to introduce him to some other girl, Anthony was aware of that, but he hoped his mother would not insist so much this time. After dealing with Eloise a bit, the Bridgerton family, except for the younger siblings, headed to Lady Danbury's Season Opening Ball.
As they walked towards the entrance, Francesca was on Anthony's arm, Eloise was on Benedict's, and Violet was on Colin's. Violet advised her two daughters, as well as reprimanded the jokes her sons made, once at the entrance, all eyes turned to them, all the girls, went to the three Bridgerton brothers, quickly greeted them, and extended their dance cards towards them, and how could they not? The Bridgertons were one of the most respected families the girls who managed to win the hearts of these brothers would be the luckiest, and how not to mention how handsome the three of them were. Once settled in the living room, Violet was talking to the boys who asked her daughters for a dance, while Eloise moved the boys away, Francesca who was a little shy had agreed to dance with two boys, although she had not been attracted to any of them. Violet didn't want to pressure any of her daughters, or sons, she had done it with Daphne and even though Daphne was now happy with the Duke of Hastings, the road was a little hard, she didn't want to make the same mistake with her other children.
Anthony who had managed to avoid his mother a little, was now trying to continue the conversation with a girl, he didn't even know what she was talking about, so he simply nodded or smiled with her from time to time, the only thing he knew was that he would kill his brothers when he returned home, they had gotten him into this, out of the corner of his eye he could see them approaching him, notoriously mocking him, once close Benedict spoke.
"Brother, miss" He greeted. "I'm very sorry to interrupt your conversation, however, our mother needs our older brother," Benedict said to both of them, especially to the girl.
"Oh, I'm so sorry miss-" he didn't even remember her name "But I must go, as you heard my brother, my mother needs me." The girl nodded with a smile that Anthony returned, once he turned around the smile disappeared.
âThank you for saving me, but I will kill you both once we get home,â Anthony said to his younger brothers who continued to make fun of him. Once reunited with their mother again, he heard Eloise insisting their mother go home, arguing that Francesca must be very tired after dancing with the two boys.
âWe will leave until you dance with someone,â Violet said, to which Eloise responded with a shocked face, her older brothers began to make jokes to Eloise, about Violet's response, Violet simply shook her head and repeated to herself what she would do with her children. âThis goes for you too Anthonyâ Violet said, Anthony quickly turned to see his mother, with a shocked face.
âBut I have already danced with a mother⌠It was not pleasant but I have done it.â Violet shook her head. âYou must excuse me Anthony, but I have not been able to see you.â His younger brothers made fun of him, he was going to kill them when he got home.
âMy dear, your father told me that they have not yet met the Bridgertons, one of the best families in Londonâ You shook your head a little tired. âI promise I will leave you alone for the rest of the evening, once you meet them.â You smiled and took Lady Danbury's arm to walk with her, your father walked behind you. After going around the great hall, you approached a family, you saw the three gentlemen who whispered something to each other and tried to run away.
âStop gentlemen,â Lady Danbury said raising her cane. âI have seen you, do you not think it is disrespectful not to greet your hostess?â The three gentlemen turned back to you.
âLady Danbury!â They all said at the same time, which made you laugh a little, with your right hand you covered your mouth so that your laughter could not be heard, however, one of them noticed it.
âLord Bridgerton, Lady Bridgerton, let me introduce you to Mr. Rothschild and his daughter Miss Rothschild.â Your father, like you, made a small bow towards them.
âIt is a pleasure to meet you.â Lady Bridgerton said, your father nodded. âWhat brings you here, to visit London?â You asked. Both your father and you exchanged a glance.
âWell, Lady Danbury invited us to this grand event, and coming from her, we definitely couldnât miss it.â Your father replied with a smile. A small laugh came out of your mouth, earning a glare from the Viscount again.
âI apologize for my manners.â You said. The reality is that they came to find suitors for you, after having scared away almost all of your suitors in Switzerland, there were very few left who were still interested in you.
âDonât worry, my dear, but please allow me to introduce you to my three eldest sons.â Violet said. âMy eldest son, Lord Bridgerton, Anthony.â He bowed slightly to you. âMy second son, Benedict, my third son, Colin, my youngest daughters, Eloise and Francesca.â Anthonyâs action was repeated with the younger siblings, a small bow to you.
âIt's a pleasure to meet you all,â you said, the others nodded. Then they went into a wide conversation about suitors of all kinds, advice that Violet, Agatha, and your father gave to all of you, to find your perfect partner. Although from all that, the jokes of the Bridgerton brothers stood out, as well as your attempts to keep the three brothers away from you.
âThis is not a place for a lady to be alone,â a voice spoke behind you.
âLord Bridgerton,â you said while making a small bow. âOh don't worry about that, my father is nearby,â you pointed behind you, Anthony turned to look in that direction, and once he located your father he greeted him.
âHave you enjoyed the evening?â he asked.
âOf course, it was an excellent evening⌠although I would have preferred that Lady Danbury not introduce me to every man in front of her.â You said with a smile, Anthony smiled too.
âWell, I think we have the same problem, my mother also introduces me to every young man that seems right for me.â You smiled. Both of you fell silent.
âWhy doesnât she want to get married?â You asked. There was a short silence.
âMy mother always told my brothers and me to marry someone for true loveâŚâ He was silent for a few seconds. âBut when my father died, I could see how she suffered with his death, she lost the love of her life⌠So I just want to get along with my future wife, have a cordial relationship, one that deserves to be called Lady Bridgerton.â Anthony was surprised by how honest he was with you, since his fatherâs death he had never shared how he felt with anyone.
âI understand⌠my mother died when I was very young, and everything I remember about her is starting to disappear, my father has been my everything⌠but I have always noticed the sadness he carries with him since my mother passed away.â You turned to look at Anthony, who was listening attentively. Another silence arose again.
âAnd why donât you want to get married? I noticed your attempts to keep me and my brothers away,â Anthony asked, you laughed, and he smiled at you.
âWell, the same thing happens to me as to you, I have seen since I was a child the suffering of my father at the loss of my mother, so I have never been a fan of marriage, I have driven away all my suitors in SwitzerlandâŚâ You smiled. âHowever, I must get married.â Anthony noticed the change in your mood.
âI suppose your father wants his daughter to have a good life.â He said to comfort you.
âOf course⌠but the interest of my suitors is different⌠it is for a fortune.â You said.
âThe dowry?â He asked incredulously. You laughed.
âAs you know, I am his only daughter, so my father a few years ago made an arrangement in which when he dies I can inherit all his assets⌠he does not want any relative to take it, most are gamblers⌠but to access the inheritance I must be married, so most of my suitors go after that inheritance.â Anthony looked at you surprised, he had never heard of a father doing something like that, and less with a daughter specifically. You noticed the surprise on his face. âI guess youâre wondering how my father managed it.â He nodded. âHe got his most influential friends to vote in his favor, promising them that I would marry one of his children⌠however, I have managed to displease them, but unfortunately for me, they are still after that inheritance, so they wonât leave me alone.â You both laughed. A pleasant silence arose again.
âMy dear, we must return⌠Lady Danbury must be looking for us,â your father said behind you, both of you turned to see him. âLord Bridgerton,â he greeted Anthony.
âMr. Rothschild,â Anthony greeted. âIf you allow me, I can accompany your daughter to the hall.â Your father nodded. âMiss Rothschild,â Anthony said, offering you his arm. You nodded and took his arm, beginning the short walk. Your father walked behind you, leaving a small distance.
âI have an idea.â Anthony spoke, breaking the silence, you turned to look at him. âLady Danbury and my mother want the same thing, that you and I have at least one dance tonight.â You nodded. âWhy donât we give them what they want?â he asked.
âDo you want us to have a dance together?â You asked, he nodded. A part of you wanted to reject the offer, Mr. Bridgerton was a stranger, however, you had talked to him more than you had talked to another man in a long time. âIt will only be one dance, right?â You told him with a smile. Before entering the room Anthony asked your father if he could have a dance with you. He happily accepted, and you smiled at his happy face.
The doors of that room opened, and all eyes turned to you. Including those of the Bridgerton family and Lady Danbury. Anthony led you to the center of the dance floor, while your father met with the Bridgerton family. The musicians began to play the waltz, this was one of the most intimate dances of the night. You and Anthony began to spin around the dance floor, everyone's eyes fixed on you. Neither of you said anything, your bodies moved in sync with the music. Once the dance was over, everyone present applauded, Anthony gave you his arm to walk next to him, and as you approached his family and your father, you could notice the big smile on his lips, you couldn't help but smile too.
âThis will appear on Whistledown tomorrow.â Eloise spoke, followed by a scolding from her mother.
âWhistledown?â You asked.
âDon't worry darling, it's nothing,â Violet answered with a smile.
As expected, the next day, Lady Danbury's hall was full of suitors who came to court you, some brought flowers and others very pretty jewelry. However, you only expected to see one, Lord Anthony Bridgerton. However, he didn't come, and you didn't feel attracted to him, however, his company the night of the ball was charming, and he gave you a confidence that you hadn't felt with anyone else. You wanted him to be your friend and if you could choose him as your future husband, he would be your first choice, however, five days had already passed since the ball, and there were two days left until your father and you left for Switzerland again, every day you waited for Anthony to arrive, however, you never saw him in any of the long lines you saw since the beginning of the day. And no man caught your attention enough either, but you knew that at this point you could no longer choose or wait to find the right one, your father had had a relapse with his illness two days before, so they had to advance his departure date, but you knew that Lady Danbury would not let you go but not before choosing your fiancĂŠ.
The last day of your stay in London had arrived, and after that day at the ball, you hadn't seen Anthony, you started to believe that maybe he was just an angel, an angel that your mother had sent to take away some of your sorrows, and you were grateful for it and you always will be, he was an angel in your life.
From the beginning of the day your father and Lady Danbury were giving you the names of the suitors that they had thought were right for you, you still had the option to choose him, however, the two of them were starting to get desperate, because you didn't choose any and your father started with the threats of choosing him himself.
âCome on dear, of all the suitors that came, none of them made you feel anything?â Lady Danbury asked in a flirtatious tone. You shook your head and sighed, you were about to choose Baron Larrey, he was French, came from a good family, and at least from what you could see he was sweet and kind, and he was young, there was not much age difference between you, but a voice interrupted your conversation.
âLady Danbury, Lord Anthony Bridgerton, accompanied by his mother Lady Bridgerton.â The housekeeper announced, and two minutes later the two entered the room where you were.
âLady Danbury, Mr. Rothschild, Miss Rothschildâ They both greeted with a small smile followed by a small bow.
âLord Bridgertonâ You greeted with a smile on your face.
âMiss Rothschild.â Anthony greeted me with the same smile as you. âI wanted to invite you for a walk in the gardens.â Anthony said leaving a small pause. âIf your father allows me of course, you can even accompany my mother.â He said now looking at your father and Lady Bridgerton.
Your father gladly agreed, however, he preferred to stay inside, because of his illness he couldn't get too excited, not even with a short walk, adding that winter was coming to London and the next day his return trip began, he had to save energy.
You took your cloak to begin the walk, both Lady Danbury and Lady Bridgerton walked behind you, leaving a convenient distance, so that you had a little privacy, but not without losing sight of them. Both Anthony and you were silent for most of the walk, you shared some other comment about the flowers, the trees, or some other bird that crossed your path, but both enjoyed the silence between you, there was peace, there was trust, there was brotherhood, there was complicity. A few meters before you reached the entrance of the home Anthony broke the silence.
"You and your father have something to do tomorrow, my mother and I would be honored to receive you in our house." Anthony said with a smile. A short silence fell, leaving the question hanging in the air.
âI'm afraid that won't be possible, Lord Bridgerton.â You answered, looking at the ground. âMy father and I are returning to Switzerland tomorrow.â Anthony looked at you, strange and confused.
âI thought you would stay longerâŚâ Was the only thing Anthony managed to say after a few minutes.
âMe too⌠however, my father's cancer is getting worse, and he prefers to return to Switzerland. It's a relatively long trip, and with his condition, it will probably take us a little longer to get there.â You rebelled at Anthony, and he remained silent. What could he say to comfort you? That everything was okay? That your father would get better? He only gave you a nod, saying that everything would be okay, although you both knew that he didn't have much time left.
Once inside the house, Lady Danbury extended her invitation to the Bridgertons to stay for dinner, which they gladly accepted. Both you and your father felt at home as if after so much time you belonged to a family, you wanted to enjoy the evening, the conversation, the jokes, but in your brain, there was a constant reminder that from tomorrow it would only be you and your father, and a while later it would only be you.
Three months had passed after you had arrived in London and had met part of the Bridgerton family, for a month your father could no longer leave his room, the cancer in his bones was taking him little by little, so you could increasingly perceive the loneliness throughout the house, there were many memories throughout the house with your father, but little by little they began to be overshadowed by the word death.
Anthony and you had exchanged a few letters during that time, you talked about your desires to meet again, however due to the state your father was in you did not want to travel, and Anthony's duties for his title of Viscount never ended, so he could not travel either, so that meeting only remained in wishes or at least that was what you thought.
Both Violet and Benedict noticed Anthony's desire to be your company at this moment, to be the shoulder you could cry on and tell him all your troubles, they understood that until now the affection you felt was "philia", it was because in a certain way, your stories were similar and connected. So Benedict began to prepare to replace Anthony during the three weeks that his visit to Switzerland would last. When you saw them enter the living room of your house, a big smile appeared on your face, you could even confess that you shed a few tears too; even your father went out a few hours a day to attend to his guests, things that you would always be grateful for. During the first week, you and Anthony spent the whole time talking about any subject, numbers, history, or grammar, and there he noticed how well your father educated you, he knew that you would be one of the best "Lady" that any family could have, from there he began to consider the idea that you would be the new Lady Bridgerton, you would put him on high.
The second week was halfway through when your father had a relapse once again, and since then he had not left the room again, once the doctor evaluated him again he gave you the news that your father had no more than one or two weeks to live, the news destroyed you, and then there was both Anthony and his mother to comfort you.
On the second day of the third week, your father called you to his room, when you entered you saw him much better than the other days, he had a big smile on his face and his skin was no longer pale like before. You talked with him for a few hours, something you two hadn't been able to do for a while now, one reason he didn't leave his room anymore was that he didn't want you to see him in that state. After a while he convinced you to take Anthony and his mother to see the surroundings of the mansion, you refused, excusing that it was already very late and it was about to get dark and you preferred to stay a little longer with him, however, he convinced you saying that he wanted to rest a little and telling you that you shouldn't be rude to his guests, despite whatever you were going through, reluctantly you accepted and left his room after he lay down on his bed again, entering the living room with a smile and extending your invitation to accompany you for a walk to your guests, they couldn't refuse. Again silence accompanied your walk, sometimes there were small comments from Anthony or Violet, brief explanations from you in certain places where you walked, some memory or anecdote. Just as you told your father, it was already starting to get dark when you arrived back at the mansion, the silence it hit you, after hearing the trees, the birds returning to their nests, even the air. One of the servants picked up your and Violet's cloak and Anthony's coat, as you walked inside you noticed that the silence was different from the one there had been the days before, you knew what it meant, Anthony and his mother knew it too, just like you now, they knew that silence perfectly. You started running towards the stairs to the second level, to get to your father's room, your heart began to beat a thousand times an hour, those stairs had never seemed eternal and infinite to you as now, with Anthony and his mother running behind you, you reached the hallway of your father's room, you began to walk towards the door of his room, that hallway like the stairs had never seemed so infinite to you, a few steps before you could leave the room, the housekeeper came out of it and only with the look and the bow she made, you confirmed that your father had left this world. You entered into a kind of trance, very distantly you began to hear the footsteps of the servants running from one side to the other, you looked back and saw the understanding looks of Anthony and his mother, but behind them was a man who was telling you something, however, you could not hear very clearly what he was saying, you closed your eyes, you swallowed the sadness you felt, you could cry to your father later, you sighed and opened your eyes.
âExcuse me, I could not hear what you were saying to me, could you repeat it to me?â You asked to which the man nodded.
âLady Rothschildâ The man spoke, that fell on you like a bucket of cold water. âWe need to take your fatherâs measurements to make his coffin.â He spoke. âWe need to know who we should send the letters to to send them the news.â
âOf course, you must call your doctor first, I want him to be present when you take the measurements.â The man nodded. âYour closest friends and associates must know about the newsâŚâ You paused. âYour brothersâŚâ You hesitated for a few seconds. âThey must know too.â The man nodded, and after a small bow, he was about to leave when you spoke again. âPlease, the family lawyer must be here, before my fatherâs brothers come, send a carriage to bring him.â The man nodded and then he left.
âLord Bridgerton, Lady Bridgerton.â For a few seconds you forgot that they were there, you noticed how affected they were. âI apologize for this, I will ask the cook to prepare some tea, you can go to your rooms or the living room, I will not be able to accompany you, I must go to my fatherâs studyâŚâ You hesitated. âI must go to my study to catch up on my fatherâs business.â The two of them nodded slowly.
âDonât worry, dear. If you need anything, weâll be here to help you.â You nodded and then headed to the other end of the mansion, where your late fatherâs study was. He believed that being away, he could forget about his business matters so he could give his attention to his little daughter.
Both Violet and Anthony admired the way you carried this moment, it seemed like a perfectly rehearsed play. There was not a single trace of tears or sadness on your face, there was no doubt or sadness in your voice, it was serene, and you transmitted confidence, giving orders to the maids and when receiving the condolences of your fatherâs friends, how you thanked them for being there.
These types of things, being unexpected, took a little time to be done or announced, for this reason, the funerals did not begin until the night or day after the person died; as in this case.
It was starting to get dark, you and Anthony were talking a few meters away from the room where everyone was, until this moment you were able to vent a little of what you felt, Anthony listened to you attentively.
"I admire the way you handle all this," Anthony said. "It was the way I should have acted when my father died too."
"Anthony, you must think that the context is different, I am 24 years old, you were 19 at that time, and my father prepared me all my life for this moment, in your case, your father's death was unexpected. Also, you should not compare yourself with anyone, we all act in different ways." You gave him a small smile. Anthony was about to answer you, when they began to hear that the murmurs were gradually getting louder, this generated curiosity between Anthony and you, so you approached to see what was happening, quickly you could see three of your "uncles" asking about you. Anthony quickly noticed how your demeanor changed again, to a rigid one, one that conveyed self-confidence, your face once again became serious.
âDear niece, we are sorry for the loss of our brotherâŚâ The eldest brother spoke, and you murmured a low thank you. âBut we also need to know when the reading of the will will be.â He said indifferently, your father warned you that this would happen this way.
âIf you wish, it can be right now.â You answered with a somewhat friendly and even innocent tone, you called your father's lawyer, who was in charge of this. You could notice a big smile on the faces of the three brothers.
âVery wellâŚâ The lawyer paused as he took the envelope. âZurich, January 8, 1814âŚâ He began to read the will, you noticed how the smiles of the three brothers began to diminish as the lawyer read the will. Once the will was read, the three of them began to refuse, claiming that this could not be fulfilled because you were a woman. Your father's friends quickly jumped to your defense, but one of them was smart and noticed something that the others didn't.
âShe doesn't wear a ring, so she's not married, she can't claim anything.â He shouted, pointing at your right hand. Everyone turned to look at you. How had you not thought of that? How had you forgotten something as important as this? Anthony noticed the fear and nervousness in you, then he spoke up.
âShe hasnât worn a ring, because I havenât been able to give it to her before. I planned to ask for her hand after her fatherâs burial, who permitted me to marry her, with my mother Lady Bridgerton, and Miss Ashton, her housekeeper, as witnesses. However, thanks to you all, it wonât be a surprise.â You looked at Anthony in surprise. Then you saw him kneel in front of you. âMiss Rothschild, will you marry me? To form a family where the foundation of this is love and unconditional support.â Your fatherâs friends smiled at this scene, some applauded, you slowly nodded, then said yes with a smile. Anthony smiled back at you, putting the ring on your right ring finger. Seeing your fatherâs brothers again, anger took over their faces, with a dramatic turn and heavy steps they quickly left the room. The rest of the people present congratulated you and Anthony, with hugs and wished you the best.
In the afternoon of the next day, after the mass, tribute, and burial of your father, you returned home, you felt exhausted, the mix of so many emotions in a few days was beginning to affect you, and you needed to rest.
âI appreciate that you are here, I donât know what would have become of me without you.â You said to Anthony and his mother.
âDonât worry dear, the pain of losing a loved one never completely goes away, but you donât have to face it alone. We will be there for you, today and always.â Violet replied, during the time you had lived together, you had noticed how Violet always had the right words for any situation.
âIâm going to my room, I need to rest. You should too, you need it.â The two of you nodded. Violet approached first, wrapping you in a warm hug before retreating to her room. Anthony did the same, but their hug lasted a few seconds longer. When they separated, he too began to walk towards his room.
âAnthony?â You called out to him before he could walk away completely. He turned to you again. âCan we talk now?â You asked in a soft tone. Anthony nodded and walked back to you.
âWhat is it? Do you need anything?â He asked while watching you intently. You sighed and looked down at your hands, fiddling with the ring on your finger.
âI want to thank you for what you did⌠for the proposal. I appreciate it, but you donât have toâŚâ you began to take off your ring, but Anthonyâs hands were quick to stop you.
âNo⌠I want you to be the one to wear it. Out of all the women I know, you are the only one who is ready to wear this ring and the title of Lady Bridgerton. Please⌠I know there is no attraction between us now, but I have always thought that my wife should be someone like my best friend, and that is what you are to me. Maybe love will come with time, but⌠please marry me.â
âAre you sure?â You asked him still with a little doubt.
âAbsolutely,â Anthony said with a small smile.
If anyone asked you, you would tell them that from that day, from that moment, you began to fall in love with Anthony.
You wouldn't tell anyone, but from the moment you saw him run away from Lady Danbury, you knew that this was the man you wanted.
Anthony wouldn't tell anyone, but from the day he saw you walking arm in arm with Lady Danbury, he knew that you were the woman he needed.
After two more weeks, you were back in London with the Bridgertons, Violet and Anthony preferred to stay two more weeks with you to accompany you in your mourning and help you with whatever you needed with work to adapt to your new titles.
The news that the libertine Lord Bridgerton had returned engaged, hit all of London, the news spread quickly, and everyone wanted to meet the woman who had managed to change his mind. For his brothers, it was also a surprise, but they also knew that behind that rigid and libertine character, there was a man who wanted to love and be loved.
Unlike how you thought you would be alone after your father's death, you now had a new family, one that truly appreciated you and not just for the inheritance you possessed. Daphne and Eloise became your best friends and confidants. Benedict became your partner in pranks and mischief, Colin was the best company for a chat about countries of the world and history. Hyacinth and Gregory became your younger brothers.
You were writing and finding a new life, and among it, a new love story, forever.
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