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a/n ; i feel so bad for being inactive and not writing a lot in this part, im gonna make another one, okay?

> 'hey, are you okay?'

you blankly stared at rens text, from your phones notification banner, not wanting to open it since he'd know you wouldve read it—letting out a quiet sigh before plopping your head down onto your pillow. youve been more distant towards him since, well, you didnt know what to do with your feelings, and instead processed them alone.

your eyes wandered over to your cabinet drawer when you moved your head back up, silently thinking of how to do sort out your situation. would it be better to tell him upfront? or keep quiet until you eventually lose feelings? your phone vibrated again, indicating another message had been sent to you from ren, but you just tossed your phone into the depths of your duvet and stood up to go get something to eat instead.

for distraction of course!... and now youre eating your comfort food whilst ugly crying to a sad scene in a romcom k-drama, which weirdly resembled your situation, just with more miscommunication and dramatics.

and then you tried to distract yourself the next day by going on a date with yourself, until you kept seeing things that reminded you of him: the black cat you sometimes feed when it crosses near your house? its not your fault you almost mistook it for morgana! seeing a popular cafe you went into? the atmosphere felt like le blanc's... eating curry that could never rival against ren's, passing by a clothing store where it had a shirt thatd fit his style or whatever—everything just felt connected to him in some way.

so now youre going home having failed to direct the attention to something else, mood drained and slightly more in love with idiotic ren amamiya.

is it really that hard to forget about your silly little crush?

If you need more time to make it tho, thats fine :3

like i said in the other ask, im not entirely sure if i can write another part to it and im not sure how long it takes as im rather a slow writer && busy irl but i'll try my best !! ^^;;;

i will link it here if i do tho (⸝⸝> ᴗ•⸝⸝)

goro akechi was a guy you knew, he was in your class during your second year and certainly was the guy popular with the girls and other people around him with how he was an oh so amazing 'detective prince'—helping solve the crimes surrounding those psychotic breakdowns and whatever he did in his job with the police force.

but man does he annoy you! he always acts humble not to stand out more than necessary, yet he still acted so smug around you, like he was just that better than you in terms of academics.

so why did he just keep on appearing where you were every time??? at first, you thought you only recognised him in the crowd at some points outside of school, but now its gone to the point where hes just... everywhere you go; the guy even tries to make conversation with you if he 'spots' you! as if he doesnt know what hes doing.

you try not to be swayed by his fake attitude, although it seemed as if he liked it like that, bothering you more and more, but still keeping distance inside of school—you seriously didnt know what was going on with him. he was half-likeable in the beginning but that had turned into a thin line.

you got partnered up for assignments, had teachers ask him to help you in certain subjects within classes you werent as well memorised in, and somehow even had him sitting next to you this school year, your third year, which felt really weird since this never happened last year—and albeit in certain ways, he'd actually 'bribed' your homeroom teacher to do this ( he just used his face, is all ).

days soon blurred into weeks, and then months of this ongoing one sided affair, it was a bit agonising to say the least. akechi had now started to hang out with you during school time, hiding up at the rooftop as you both avoiding his avid fan girls ( though it was always you wanting quiet time and him inviting himself along for the ride ); and at some point you stopped forcing the internal hate against him, but you still didnt like him enough to call yourselves friends: just acquaintances, nothing more, possibly everything less though.

maybe your heart would soften up for him one day, is what he thought, until then he'd continue troubling you through these means.

(If you want ofcc!!)

-M.P

tysm omgg 🥹 im lowk not sure if i can make a pt2 since im bad at writing things out && good w ideas but i'll link it here if i do !!! ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )

masterlist !

troubling matters, goro akechi : P5/R

series ;

unsent letters (1) (2) (3), ren amamiya : P5/R

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you told yourself you'd never fall in love with ren amamiya, who labelled as a 'dangerous criminal' when he first transferred over to shujin high, but with how things were going—you werent even sure if you could keep that promise to yourself, how foolish.

the way he speaks to you in a soft tone, how he conducts himself around you by acting silly, even his stupid glasses made his smug face look cute and innocent! it wasnt even your fault you felt this way, it was that idiotic charm of his that ( for some reason ) he has.

or gained.

you swear he randomly just became charming one day.

well even so... the only good thing about him is his cute cat, right? although, morgana always meows nonstop sometimes when you came over to his 'house' ( could you really call it that if he lived in an attic inside a cafe? ). i mean it feels like he can understand you two sometimes with how he paws at either you or ren, clearly displeased when either say hes adorable.

but nevertheless, forming a small crush on him wont matter anyway! you could probably forget about it and keep the friendship the same. if you dont confess.

although, valentines day was coming up. maybe you could discreetly slip a love letter into his locker or desk drawer and avoid him forever after?

so you wrote, and wrote... and wrote—all in many different ways to convey your feelings about him, alas being in vain in the end; opting to seal your failed attempts deep within your rooms cabinet, almost flowing out of a cute-patterned box.

you tried your hardest! maybe it was better to keep them in your heart rather than potentially having those same thoughts break it.