** { ** &.** LINCOLN CONWAY: CONT. FROM ( X ) ! ** }
“I’m positive.” His gaze hardened with his affirmation. The viperous grip on his notes only increased, as Lincoln spoke on the topic more. “This is your first-time leaving District Four, isn’t it? There’s a big difference between seeing the other districts and the Capitol on television and actually being there in person.” Anger caused his stomach to bubble more than it had in months, perhaps even years. “Is that what you want? You want to see me cry when I could be giving you the advice you obviously need? I’m not going to cry in front of you.” Lincoln bit back, ignoring the baseball-sized lump in his throat. His clouding eyes hardly helped either.
The pamphlet of notes continued to shrink in his large hand, as his vise-like grasp threatened to tear the papers into shreds. “No, Kayla was important. She might not be here anymore, but she’ll be important until I die. I made sure of that.” Interviewers frequently inquired about the moments with his young ally during the 72nd Games. They questioned the emotions he must have felt, as he desperately plunged his spear into her chest. “That’s where you’re wrong. You and I weren’t tossed in there. We both chose this. I volunteered for the wrong reasons, and I’m betting you did too. Kayla didn’t choose this. She didn’t want to be thrown into an arena with tributes twice her size. It took strength to kill her, but it wasn’t the twisted type of strength you’re thinking about.”
While his grip never relented, Marina’s answer caused his brow to furrow. “Charlatan? Is that what you think they are?” A disbelieving chuckle escaped his lips before he could stop it. “They’re kids. I mean, shit, Marina, you act like you were never twelve. I doubt things were perfect growing up, but that beats knowing you’re probably going to die on television. You’d really kill a kid without a second thought for what? A crown? Money? Fame?” He responded, also knowing he volunteered for the same reasons.
❛ YEAH , SO WHAT ? ❜ her response to his question comes out more arrogant than she’d intended for it to . leaving the districts was a privilege in itself , one that even marina reyes had come to appreciate . although she’s not one to be muzzled , lincoln’s next remark has her speechless . it was true , he had the upper hand when it came to the intricacies that surrounded the capitol . no matter how highly she thought of herself , she’d always be district filth to the capitol residents . and though she’d never admit to it , marina could have sworn that she absent-mindedly muttered an apology under her breath .
❛ the wrong reasons ? ❜ marina furrowed her brows . that was a rather bold statement for the other to make . a couple of hours in the train together and what ? suddenly , lincoln conway knew everything there was to know about her ? preposterous . he knew nothing of her motivations for volunteering . ❛ lincoln . ❜ her voice is soft but methodical now . ❛ we have trained our whole lives with the sole purpose of learning how to murder other human beings . ❜ marina continued . ❛ i don’t have the luxury of moping around like a wounded puppy after every kill that i make in that arena , whether it be kids that are younger or of the same age . ❜ the brunette responds in a visibly frustrated manner , setting down the piece of fruit that she’d been nibbling off of .
❛ crowns ? money ? fame ? none of that matters to me . i’d kill a KID without a second thought if it brings me one step closer to striking back at the bastards that threw minnow fry into that arena . ❜ marina scoffed . exactly how materialistic did lincoln think she was ? wealth wasn’t something that she lacked back in the districts . sure , it wasn’t the capitol’s definition of wealth , but it was wealth to her all the same .
❛ they need to pay for what they did to her . ❜















