Never The Good One

i know i am unbelievable, never take serious talks, more laughs and jokes but that doesn't mean I am not sure of everything, that whatever comes in my mouth is just a waste. Millionth times i am misunderstood, misinterpreted and misheard. I am the person who speaks a little but with thousands of meaning. You just have to listen carefully. A person with a rock solid heart but can be easily melt with a touch. You need to find my soft spot. A person that everyone didn't expect me to be. Always see me as the opposite. The person full of spontaneity. You just gotta ride 'em! I am not a pleaser and yet i pleased people. I am not a warrior but i fight to win life. I am not the good one nor an angel in disguise. How unfair! I dig deep to know people. I scar myself just to understand people. I tried and took all the possibilities to see life in everything. And still never enough! I'm tired, burnt, emptied and over used. I don't want to say it but i want to feel it at the moment. ✝️ Not a goodbye but a comeback! ; #thoughtsandprayers #keepgoing #positivevibes #rejoicealways #lifelessons #love (at Philippines)