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Sorry to disappoint, but I wanted to inform everyone that I am not sure when I will have the time to write an update for this story. Please know it's not abandoned and will be on a temporary HIATUS. It will definitely be update before the year ends.Â
I was in a car accident earlier this month and am dealing with the consequences of the accident. I'm mostly okay for the most part. I am just dealing with whiplash and a head injury. (My airbags didn't deploy because the other driver cut me off, taking my bumper and not triggering the sensors.)
I am currently pushing myself to complete my assignments from school, because I only have one more week to go.Â
Car insurance is a headache. I am emotionally attached to my car because it was my first car and the best car to have (people have tried to buy it off from me multiple times). It extremely saddens me that I am being forced to give it up to the insurance. (At least the settlement is accurate to the value of the car, so I can't complain.)
I am dealing with that along with working my full-time job and on top of university assignments. I am delaying my graduation date because of the accident and lessening the work course for next semester.Â
Now I am not mentally doing well dealing with anxiety and paranoia after being hit. Â
I just wanted to provide an update to everyone and inform everyone. This story isn't abandoned.Â
I will keep the poll up for the milestone (2k votes on Wattpad and close to 500 Hearts on Quotev) . Thank you for all of your support.
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Sorry to disappoint, but I wanted to inform everyone that I am not sure when I will have the time to write an update for this story. Please know it's not abandoned and will be on a temporary HIATUS. It will definitely be update before the year ends.Â
I was in a car accident earlier this month and am dealing with the consequences of the accident. I'm mostly okay for the most part. I am just dealing with whiplash and a head injury. (My airbags didn't deploy because the other driver cut me off, taking my bumper and not triggering the sensors.)
I am currently pushing myself to complete my assignments from school, because I only have one more week to go.Â
Car insurance is a headache. I am emotionally attached to my car because it was my first car and the best car to have (people have tried to buy it off from me multiple times). It extremely saddens me that I am being forced to give it up to the insurance. (At least the settlement is accurate to the value of the car, so I can't complain.)
I am dealing with that along with working my full-time job and on top of university assignments. I am delaying my graduation date because of the accident and lessening the work course for next semester.Â
Now I am not mentally doing well dealing with anxiety and paranoia after being hit. Â
I just wanted to provide an update to everyone and inform everyone. This story isn't abandoned.Â
I will keep the poll up for the milestone (2k votes on Wattpad and close to 500 Hearts on Quotev) . Thank you for all of your support.
(PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF THE LINKS AREN'T WORKING)
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loving katsuki is loving his determination and drive. loving him is being patient. loving him is knowing that in some ways, ways he might not admit, youâll be second to his priorities. loving him is knowing his cockiness is a result of impossibly high standards heâs set for himself, ones that heâs scared to admit felt too high at times. loving him is telling him to humble himself and fighting, even as he knows his anger is hot to touch. loving katsuki bakugou is loving the hero and the person underneath, each spark and explosion that comes with it.
loving shouto is loving all the hurt in him. loving him is holding his hand after he walks out of the therapists office. loving him is sitting with him while he unpacks years of trauma and pain he himself doesnât fully know how to navigate. loving him is knowing that you canât take away his pain even when you try too. loving him is waiting through his emotional distance, reminding him that its okay to feel and that heâs safe. loving him is assuring him that he isnât going to make the same mistakes, because you wonât let him. loving shouto todoroki is loving his inner child, too.
loving izuku is loving his brain, and all the puzzles and equations that are being solved inside. loving him is loving all his dreams and giddy ambitions, even when the world heâs living in plants small seeds of guilty doubt. loving him is loving his tears and beaten down moments, and trusting heâll get back up afterwards. loving him is loving his selflessness, his desire to help people with no regard for himself. loving him is loving his kindness, his positivity and his tears. loving izuku midoriya is loving him through every step of the way that got him to where he is, now.
loving eijirou is loving his dopey smile and corny jokes. loving him is loving him through appreciation, loving his red eyes that hold red droplets of doubt in his eyes. its loving every part of him even though he secretly envies others (his quirk envy is so bad). loving him is the people he loves and is inspired by, one of which is you. loving him is being the person to remind him itâs okay to be tired, because heâs a rock to so many people and often doesnât let his smile down. loving eijirou kirishima is loving all his colours, the ones heâs proud of and the ones you love him for, nonetheless.
loving denki is loving his bad jokes and and fucked sense of humour. loving him is seeing beyond what people characterize him as- just an electrified idiot who is the punchline of every joke. its loving his insecurities heâll hide behind sarcasm or laughter, gently reminding him that youâre here. its allowing him to seriously talk, learning about his dreams and love and soul that he may not get to share with many other people. loving him is doing dumb errands together and spending time, even in silence. loving denki kaminari is making sure heâs laughing just as hard as you are.
loving hitoshi is loving him through depression and anxiety. its loving the days in him that havenât slept, his scars, and his nightmares. its loving him through all the walls heâs built up, because they canât call him a villain if he doesnât give them a reason too. its spending nights up with him, talking about nothing and being wrapped up together, telling him to go to sleep and that youâll be there when he wakes up. loving him is loving his resilience, getting him through to where he can say he proved everyone wrong. loving hitoshi shinso is loving a true hero when everyone sees otherwise.
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If you guys want to check out @touyasmuscles, it is going to be centric with Touya ideas with random post. I felt like I would spam people here.
That's the place where I would post all my thirst and random idea blurbs of Touya there. Occasionally Tenko...
Keep in mind, there will be unfiltered shit on there and smut.
My ask box is open for any thirst or anything really.
If you guys want to check out @touyasmuscles, it is going to be centric with Touya ideas with random post. I felt like I would spam people here.
That's the place where I would post all my thirst and random idea blurbs of Touya there. Occasionally Tenko...
Keep in mind, there will be unfiltered shit on there and smut.
My ask box is open for any thirst or anything really.
If you guys want to check out @touyasmuscles, it is going to be centric with Touya ideas with random post. I felt like I would spam people here.
That's the place where I would post all my thirst and random idea blurbs of Touya there. Occasionally Tenko...
Keep in mind, there will be unfiltered shit on there and smut.
My ask box is open for any thirst or anything really.
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contents: smau, band!au, rockstar!Touya x pro-hero!reader, crack, fluff
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ââa/n. thank you @areyouokhoney for the request! i apologize if it's ass i would've loved to turn this into a series but unfortunately my schedule and other fics i'm working on keep me from developing this into something fuller. HOWEVER i really love this au so perhaps i'll write some related drabbles? who knows
A Second Chance at Life (Touya Todoroki X Fem!Reader) Chapter 19
Masterlist of ASCAF
Previously Chapter 18
Cross Posted: Archive of Your Own | Wattpad | Quotev
Word Count: 2.8K+
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Present Day
Earlier in the day, he didn't miss his parents sitting in the back listening in to his court case this time around. He almost missed them seeing the amount of news reporters and journalists in the courtroom with their notepads ready to scribble notes. He didn't look at them, especially his mother, Rei.
Touya was still dressed in his court outfit. A suit fitted to his body with quirk canceling restraints connected to his wrists on the table. He had a migraine from listening to his new lawyer, Miori who worked under Reika for years and was the only one Reika trusted to handle his case without judgement.
He had seen that lawyer before in the meetings with Reika before the court proceedings started. He had assumed she was an assistant. Unknowingly, Reika was actually preparing Miori to take over if the public ever found out the connection between her and Touya.
Miori and the opposing lawyer talk all day. It was basically foreign language to him, but he tried to follow along. There was also an intern from Reika's law office who always provided sparknotes version of the court proceedings afterwards so he could understand what was happening.
Touya had been thinking of Sugar's pastries all week, looking forward to his traditional yap session with Mia Sugars over some pastries. Unfortunately, it had been canceled due to his lawyers requesting a meeting at the last minute. At least Mia still left the pastries for him.Â
Touya was already in a foul mood after spending hours sitting in the most uncomfortable chair imaginable while looking forward to speaking with Mia. She was the only one who provided updates on everyone he knew what they were doing now. He could ask her anything related to you or the kids, because you gave her permission to tell him whatever he wanted to know.Â
Today, he had actually worked up the courage to ask about you to only lose the opportunity, which pissed him off.
He was mindlessly munching on pastries and nonchalantly offering them pastries to his lawyers who each took one. He was quite surprised to see Reika present at their private meeting.
"Before you start cursing us out. I personally believe you should have the plea deal being offered through the HPSC. You would still be within the rehabilitation program for the next 20 years, but you would be able to live among society after transition instead of being locked up in this same building for that double amount of time with only limited privileges." Reika said, causing Touya to slowly chew and narrow his eyes suspiciously at her.Â
He looked at the folder that was oddly thick being slid over to him as if it was a trap.
"We don't trust them." Touya stared at her knowing the history between HPSC with Renji and (Y/N).
"I don't either, but the fine print within the contract doesn't lie as long as you meet your side of the agreement. A lot of people have taken this plea deal." Reika says as if it is to ease his skepticism.
Touya swiped his hands against his clothes, before reaching out to open the folder to immediately be greeted by large colorful words across the flyer.
Criminal to Hero Route Rehabilitation Program.
Immediately Touya started to cackling into laughter, "This is fucking joke."
However he quickly quieted down when he realized no one else was laughing to actually realize this is a real and legit document.
"Are you fucking being serious right now?" Touya asked, looking at Reika who merely shrugged.
"I am a war criminal, a murder." Touya points out the sheer insanity of this offer being given to him. "I am a part of the organization that dismantled the whole hero society."
"You were given the offer, just the rest of the league. All of you have potential." Reika says before taking another bite of her pastry.Â
"What is the real reason? Because this is batshit fucking crazy for the government to allow this shit. There has to be a catch." Touya asks bluntly.
"In short, we are still facing a hero shortage after the war. There is still an enormous gap left to be filled. Many of the older generational heroes are retiring, because they can no longer keep up with the demand of the job. Other heroes have moved overseas to work. A lot of the heroes in training left the profession entirely due to trauma or personal reasons after graduating and found work in other fields. The statistics show there is a strong potential for a new generation of heroes but that would be a couple years from now. They need people in the streets now as quickly as possible." Miori explained, showing Touya the data on her tablet indicating that the amount of people who wanted to become heroes dropped significantly.
"So their brilliant idea was to rehabilitate criminals into heroes to fill that gap. That's what you are saying, right." Touya deadpanned at her.
"It originally started with the petty to low profiles, before expanding to higher profile cases, but not everyone is being offered this plea deal. The real crazy bat shit psychopaths, they weren't given this, because that is just asking for a disaster. Everyone who gets offered this plea deal undergoes psychological evaluation before the final decision is made. "
Touya quietly listened while reading through the flyer, before lifting it. It reveals the thick stack of papers that made up the contract.
His eyes automatically landed on the salary causing him to freeze with his eyes widened, before letting out a low whistle.
"Let me guess. The reason a lot of criminals accepted this plea deal was because of the salary. Bunch of money motivated bastards." Touya comments, staring at the enormous number.
⊠That has to be close to his father's salary as the number two heroâŠ..
"Yes, but that isn't the official amount." Reika explained."The salary can increase depending on your abilities shown throughout the training program. You are already given a higher salary on paper due to showing your combat skill, and how powerful and effective you can be with your quirk⊠well when you want to be. When you are being reckless as if you were still a newbie and burning yourself alive." Reika says, raising an eyebrow at Touya who shot her a flat look before returning to the contract and continuing to read.
"Techinallly, you would serve as a hero for 10 years and remain under supervision of another hero willing to take you under their wing. You will continue attending therapy twice a week until your therapist determines otherwise. You will be evaluated every year for the following 10 years to ensure you are mentally stable and capable of marking your own decisions without outside influence. Any other rehabilitation services, you will continue to receive it for the next 20 years beyond your service of 10 years. You will receive the traditional salary and vacation time as the hero would."Â
Reika leans back on her chair watching Touya flip through several pages.
"What is the catch? It sounds too easy."
Reika gives him a disbelief look. "Being a hero isn't easy. You will also receive PR training which I know for damn fact that's where you are going to struggle the most with that damn mouth of yours."
Touya deadpanned and clarified. "I mean what happens if I don't follow their rules. I know being a hero isn't easy. I lived with one."
"If you violate the agreement, You will be sent back here and serve your original sentence for however many years you are supposed to have. You will be cut off from society again with limited visitation privileges. That is the original plea deal we are currently fighting for." Miori says.Â
Touya glanced back down at the contract. "Am I going to wear a monitor or something?"
"You will be wearing an ankle monitor most of the time. Once you have demonstrated that you can follow the law. It can be removed after 5 years or earlier. It heavily depends on your prohibition officer who will be the hero. You will also live with them for the next 5 years as well." Miori said.
Touya couldn't help but be disgusted, yet uncomfortable knowing he will be watched that closely for 5 years which would be halfway of his sentence if he were to take this crazy plea deal. It made his skin crawl.
YetâŠ
The offer was tempting. He can eat whatever his heart desires when he is out instead of hospital food that surprisingly tastes good, but no junk food or sweet treats.
"Has anyone in the league taken this plea deal?" Touya asked, before getting a nod from Reika. He knows she couldn't tell him who.
"Can I have some time to think about it? Because it sounds like the government is desperate to close that gap with criminals." Touya looks down at the document in complete disbelief, before looking at Reika
His eyes lifted towards Reika. "It's hypothetical and outright fucking absurd."
"There have been a lot of changes within the system over the last five years."
Reika says, feeling the stare from him. " I agree with you about its hypocristal and its batshit crazy."
"Yet it is also an alternative where you are still able to interact with the outside world, instead of spending decades locked away and trying to adjust to society afterwards." Reika says, glancing at the folder in front of him.
"Read over it and think about it. Sleep on it. You have about a week before you'll need to make a decision if you are going to stay within this faculty or take the weirdest plea deal I've ever seen." Miori says before collecting her things to pack up. "Feel free to write on it. That's your copy if you have any questions or don't understand."
Reika stands up before looking at Touya. "Before I forget. Your probation officer will be Shouto if you decide to go through with it."
Touya didn't try to stop the groan that left from his lips.
How wonderful ... being babysit by his younger brotherâŠ
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Over the next couple days, Touya found himself reading through the thick contract which was pretty much indirectly exploitative in a lot of ways, yet he kept reading it whenever he was bored which was majorly of the time.
He hasn't earned any additional privileges yet and his case is still ongoing. Aside from the television in the common room, he is still disconnected from the outside world.
He kills time by doing his physical therapy exercises daily, and slowly introduces his body to other exercises when nurses aren't watching him.
It irritated his soul to feel so weak and pathetic, but knew recovery was going to be slow. It is going to take time to be remotely close to the strength he had before.
Most days, he sat at the desk in his room and he would scribble notes on the margin of the document at the sections where he would need to get more clarification on or questions.
From what he had gathered while reading the contractâŠ.
Anyone who accepted the plea deal would receive the same privileges and benefits as a licensed hero. The person would get hazard pay depending on the level of case or mission given to them.
The contract is a 10 year commitment but there are circumstances that allow for early termination. If they permanently lose their quirk, suffer life threatening injury, or become disabled due work related incidents. They would no longer be required to complete their sentence as a hero. They would only need to continue their rehabilitation requirements such as attempting mandatory mandatory therapy sessions.
For the first two to five years, the participants would live with their assigned probation officer and wear a quirk-suppressing tracking device in the form of ankle to wrist bracelets depending on the user's quirk.
With approval from their probation officer, they could temporarily remove the restraints for up to twenty four hours, but would need to remain in contact during that period of time.
Yet, Touya is actually contemplating on taking it despite already believing this batshit crazy plea deal. He could have life outside of these walls as long as he stays out of trouble and just does his part of the job and goes home along meeting the requirements of participating in nonprofit organizations.
He could perhapsâŠ
He could reconnect and amend his relationships with his rest of the family and apologize.
He could be an active fatherâŠthe thought alone was terrifying, but it's better than being a deadbeat father.Â
He could actually be there instead of relying on letters and phone calls, especially with Renji who recently started sending letters together with Seishiro. Some drawings that Touya has no clue what he is looking at, until he reads what you wrote in the back to explain what it is.
Seisihiro already informed him that you were forced to tell little Renji the truth because he is going to find out through someone else or a parent being hateful towards him due to him being the son of a murder. It was better for him to find out by you than a classmate or someone else.Â
Supposedly, Renji is already having a hard time at school because of the news being public knowledge and actively being isolated by his classmates due to their parents not wanting their kids to be around him anymore.
Touya can't imagine the hell you are experiencing and trying to take the blunt force of the hate instead of the kids.
A couple kids tried to pick fights with Seishiro but he just ignored them because it always pissed them even more when he was not acknowledging their presence. Seishiro kinda enjoys it⊠cheeky brat from what he read from the letters.
Seishiro definitely learned or inherited that, because you would ignore someone and pretend they don't exist if they are trying to pick a fight with you. Because you thought it was a waste of time and energy in your eyes.
⊠Atleast, his oldest isn't impulsive like him from what he has seen and readâŠ.
Touya is aware that you have hired them multiple bodyguards after the news was publicized which is a smart move.Â
He is more than aware that he has made a lot of enemies and victim's families hatred towards himâŠ.
He is more than aware. He knows you are surrounded by good people, but the thought of it doesn't ease his guilt.
He should be doing something. He should be there and take it instead of you or the kids.
Sometimes thinks he should have kept his mouth and died in that cold dark clinic, alone. It would have spared you a headache.
But now, someone is handing him over a contract and implying that he could have life as long he follows the rules.
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Bonus Scene
Seishiro attempted to help by using his quirk to knock Renji out of sheer panic because his little brother kept engulfing himself in flames while screaming for you.
The fire extinguishers weren't doing shit.
Renji was crying and panicking because he couldn't turn it off. His panic was only making it worse. The water from the shower is starting to stop working, seeing the water turning into a stream. Seishiro could feel the flames getting hotter.
He heard you, you raced up the stairs with multiple fire cooling blankets while speaking to an operator on the phone.
How was he supposed to know his quirk would be a bad match for his brother's quirk?
He had never experienced pain fromabsorbing energy from someone else before. The intensity of it was too much. It felt like his body was burning from the inside out. Within seconds of activating his quirk was enough to throw him into dangerous high fever. Everything went black for him before he collapsed onto the bathroom floor.Â
The sight of Seishiro unconscious only made things worse. Renji's flames grew larger from seeing his brother on the ground because of him.
You immediately abandoned any thought of using your quirk on Renji.
You have to work with what you had with a different type of fire extinguisher, and soak the fire blanket wrapping it around him until help arrives.
You could feel yourself getting burned, but you kept talking to Renji trying to calm him down. The more scared and panicked he was, the worse the flames became.
His flames reacted the same way as Touya's, which is the worst possible outcome.
The fear intensified as the little flames started burning through the specialized blankets as if they were ordinary blankets.
You were forcing yourself to remain calm talking to Renji and responding whenever the operator spoke through the speaker from your phone.
It reminded you too much of Touya's panic attack all those years ago.
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A/N: Before I get stoned, I would like to mention if Touya chooses to take the plea deal. It is not going to erase what he has done. Touya is aware that he will be facing scrutiny as a hero, because he agrees that it is crazy and shouldn't even be given this kind of deal.
But the cost of freedom is to take accountability and face the consequences of his actions on a daily basis instead of being locked up in a faculty which is essentially protecting him. He has to show that he has changed by action by serving 10 years as a hero.
As for little Renji got finally his quirk and OOF!! Poor baby
What do you guys think of this chapter? Do you think he will accept or reject the plea deal? Please let me know, or share any predictions for the next chapter.
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Iâd love you forever if you wrote 33 with fem reader x shoto please
Like it would be really cute if maybe theyre not dating yet so he gets really loveydovey when heâs drunk and kind of confesses his feelings to her, but however you want to write it is fine!
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todoroki shĆto ; taking care of him when heâs drunk
you couldnât drink much tonight because you have a significantly important meeting and patrol in the morning, but you still wanted to go out and celebrate shotoâs birthday. you wouldnât miss it for anything, really, as long as you could help it. your friend group went out to his favorite sushi restaurant in the evening, followed by some of tokyoâs best clubs that were actually relatively easy to gain entry to with kirishima making the call and verifying that yes, japanâs second ranked pro hero would be celebrating his birthday there that night.
it was a great night. shoto felt so loved and appreciated, and lucky to have friends that care about him this much. everyone was saying their goodbyes and splitting off into their own smaller groups to walk or ride home, but shoto, the birthday boy, insisted on staying with you.
you could tell that izuku was a bit wary of shotoâs intentions â only because he was very evidently drunk and you were completely sober, but he knows todoroki better than that. so, only somewhat reluctantly, izuku hugs both of you and gives shoto his last birthday wishes for the night before hopping into a cab with bakugo, kiri, and uraraka, telling you to text him if anything comes up.
you nod, waving them off with a smile and a very cute, very sleepy shoto hanging all over your shoulders, with his chest pressed to your back.
âthanks for tonight,â he mumbles into your neck, reveling in your scent. you just smell so pretty. âoh .. youâre welcome, sho, but I didnât really plan anything, it was mostly kiri and mina.â
he shrugs, turning you around and pulling you into his arms. âI know, just thanks for being here. I know that youâre busy tomorrow.â he says, and his weight is starting to pull on you, so you steady him with your hands on his strong, muscular core.
âof course Iâd be here, sho.â you reassure him, placing your hand on his face and gently rubbing his cheek. he gives you the cutest half-lidded, lovesick gaze and it makes your heartbeat pick up. âyou ready to go home?â
shoto nods, taking his phone out of his pocket and texting one of his fatherâs drivers to come and pick you up. the ride is quiet and uneventful, but shoto is cuddled up into your side the entire time. you hold his hand, running your fingers over the scars, wondering whatâs gotten into him.
the driver drops you off at shotoâs place. you thank the older gentleman for getting you both home safely, and you help shoto out of the car even, though heâs so much taller than you. he lives alone in a traditional style house like he was raised in. itâs massive, and it can feel a bit lonely. luckily, youâre there with him tonight.
you have to baby him a bit, which you really donât mind. you help him take off his jacket, and you both take your shoes off at the door. you hardly turn any lights on because you know the way to his bedroom. there, you help him into some comfy clothes, then lead him into the bathroom to wash and moisturize his face, and then you brush his hair. you love his hair. the two tones are gorgeous, and itâs always so soft and silky. you find yourself playing with it, humming, and heâs in heaven, just letting you pamper him. it is his birthday, after all.
you tuck him into his massive bed and he clings to you, whining and trying to pull you on top of him. you shush him, letting him know that itâs okay, youâre not leaving, youâre just going to the bathroom to clean yourself up. he lets you go, pouting, and you steal one of his t-shirts for the time being, uncertain if youâre going to stay the night. youâve seen him tipsy before, but never like this. you had no idea that he could be this touchy and needy. itâs cute.
when you come back, he has his bedside lamp on and heâs still awake, waiting patiently for your return. his eyes are big and glittery, looking up at you as if you could fix all of his problems, all of his loneliness, and it breaks your heart.
âhey,â you say quietly, running your fingers through his hair again.
âhi.â he responds, and you finally settle into bed with him. he couldnât be happier, and he doesnât even have any untoward intentions. he just wants to be close to you.
âyouâre so warm, nâ smell so good,â shoto hums, nuzzling into you like heâs a cat, resting his head on your chest. you donât say anything because youâre tired too, and he starts to worry that heâs making you uncomfortable.
he looks up at you again, and his eyes are shimmering. âmâsorry ⊠is this too much?â
âno, itâs okay, Iâd tell you if it was. donât worry,â you pause, but then you speak without thinking ; âI like you, sho.â
his face lights up for a moment, but itâs quickly overshadowed by his insecurities, and he looks away.
âd-donât say that.â
âwhy?â
âbecause I want you.â his gaze meets yours for just a moment, but heâs unable to hold it after finally admitting that out loud.
youâre silent, just trying to process his words. you canât say that it was out of the realm of possibilities, but itâs still a bit unexpected. you want him, too, but you honestly always thought that he was far too good for you. he probably is.
you donât know what to say, so you softly kiss his cheek. itâs something so innocent, but it makes him feel wanted, and his heart is pounding.
âcan we talk about it tomorrow? you drank a lot, love.â you ask, brushing his silky hair out of his face, your thumb gently tracing the scar around his eye. he looks so handsome.
âyeah, of course. I just want you to be comfortable.â
âI am. thanks, sho .. and happy birthday, angel boy.â
âgoodnight, pretty.â
you both fall asleep feeling so cozy and content. needless to say, you were late for your meeting in the morning, but it was worth it.
notes. hi this isnât proofread so I might make some edits !! tysm for the request, I hope u liked it !! and if you want some better shoto smut, please read my headcanons :3 pro-hero!fwb & pro-hero!nsfw đ«¶đ»
THISSSSSSS!!!!!!! curate your own internet experience. block them because theyâre allergic to peanut butter, block them because they have what you donât, block them because they dislike your favorite food, block them because you donât like their layout, block them because you can.
blocking is NOT a personal attack against someone. itâs you curating your own internet experience and catering for your comfort, and you have every right to do that.
you, yes, you!!! you CANNOT tell other people to censor themselves for your own comfort and personal likings. you CANNOT tell them what they can or canât post. you CANNOT tell them what they can or canât write. you CANNOT tell them what they can or canât draw. BUT you CAN block them for whatever reason.
that block button is offered to you for free. use. it.
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