Everyday,
Before sleep takes my hand,
I meet my dream lover.
And he tells me all the things,
I‘ve longed to hear all day
‚You‘re beautfiul‘
‚You‘re smart‘
‚I‘m happy you exist‘
I catch myself smiling
My heart‘s beating fast
But just as fast
The words leave
And take my ghost with them.
Everyday,
Before sleep takes my hand
Tears leave my eyes and my heart
And I say all the things
I‘m scared are true
‚You look hideous‘
‚You‘re an idiot‘
‚You don‘t matter anything to anybody.‘
And I catch myself believing.
- Afraid.












