Why does this acc exist? Idk

Kaito loved to sweet sound of your voice. It was smooth, gentle and full of emotions. He clicked on your page to explore a little to learn more about you. You had posted a few videos from your concerts. He played the video that was pinned on top. There you were wearing the most beautiful outfit as you sing and dance to, “Self Portrait.” 

The way you held confidence and style to your performance. He loved it all, so he followed your account. Kaito even bench watched all of your concert videos. Taking notes of each of your songs so he can download them onto his playlist. He listens to them on repeat, day in and day out. Your voice was so angelic to him. The time you published the soft-core album. BAM, that's now his song for when he tries to sleep. Now that he is your friend. He has become more of a diehard fan of yours. He brags about how amazing you are. Often makes you blush at his sweet dorky compliments.  

Now you might be thinking, he couldn’t possibly get worse? You are wrong, once you and him become a couple. He would burn holes in his pocket to support you. Got a concert coming up? Bought the tickets and will drag Luca with him. Upcoming interview on TV? Set a time and date on his phone. Want him to be there for your rehearsals? You can count on him to make it. If he doesn’t need to take extra classes. Other than that, he’s pretty normal. Just a normal boyfriend supporting you while standing in the coward. Tears and snot running down as you sing your heart out.  

Your voice is so heavenly to him. 

Lyca: The Night We Meet: Lord Huron 

You took a break from your career. Of course, part of it was due to you being at Darkwick.  Although, you still sing or hum to yourself. Being around the Ghouls and all, has inspired you a lot. So, here you are writing and playing on the guitar. Your friend, Lyca always enjoyed the stories you and Subaru would read. Sure, it has a lot of pictures, but it helped him understand. So, you came up with an idea. What if you came up with songs that were easier for him to understand? Lyca isn’t stupid or anything. You just thought it would make him happy if you wrote the books he likes in song form. Therefore, that's what you are doing. 

Lyca sat next to you as he glances from his drawings every now and then. As he looks over to your pages. He can read a little bit of what you wrote down. After you wrote down the chorus part. You played the melody on the guitar. Even though it was a small bit. You have played, he liked it. He can tell that this one will be touching, but soothing. 

After an hour of working, both of you decided to show case what you’ve worked on. He showed you, his drawings. It was few pictures of the things that were around the room. One of them was you writing. In the drawing, you were seated by the table writing down the music notes as you stick out your tongue. Lyca has placed in every detail he saw. From the tongue sticking out, your eyelashes, your side hair neatly tucked behind your ear. Everything, this of course makes you feel warm. After he showed you, his work. You played the song,” The night we met.” 

Hearing your voice sing the song. He finds himself in some kind trance. His entire focus was you and only you. The rest of the room becomes a blur. Now he was met with these strange feeling. He wanted to be closer to you. Not just physically, but emotionally too. But of course, he wasn’t sure of that until he asked Subaru. Right now, he felt calm but nervous. He felt warm but cold at the same time. He was lost but confused about every single thing he was feeling. 

Once, you have finished singing. You have asked, him what does he think. He didn’t respond due to all of the confusion in his head. Lyca finally snaps out of it after you called several times. After repeating the question, he answered. He really liked it. It makes him feel calm.  

Just like you do for him when you are around

Jiro: Six Pills Rosendale(warning: mental health topic: small theme of depression, anxiety and coping mechanisms)

As an Idol, comes a lot of hate too. You’re not pretty or handsome enough. Your music sucks and so and so, is better than you. Your outfit is ugly. No one watches you on tv, or even care if you die. You even hate extremely vile comments under your posts. Disgusting comments you wouldn’t dare to read again or repeat what was said. You know that people are mean, and it isn’t you that’s the problem. People are simply, nasty. Yet, it really hurts you. As an Idol you began to compare yourself to other Idols. Little by little, your self-esteem crumbled. Late at night, you decided to go on a walk. Things started to get into your head after reading some of the comments on your last post. So, you decided a walk to clear your mind. Your feet took you wherever it wanted. You ended up in front of mortkraken. Jiro was seen by the window with his back facing you.  

Slowly turning around, the front door opens. “MC? What are you doing here?” the sound of a deep voice was heard. Turning back around to face the voice. It was Jiro, no surprise there. “I was just walking around.” You played it off with a nervous laugh. The cold wind passes by, and it sends shiver down your body. He then asks you if you wanted to come in since its cold. With hesitation, you ended up agreeing. Jiro left to fix tea for Yuri and you. As you looked around, you saw medicine bottles. One of them had red colored pills. It reminded you of all the medication you were taking. They were for your mental health. Six different medications, you were off of them due to extreme reasons. 

As you were looking at these pills. You have begun to realize that you were okay. Maybe not fully mentally okay. Yet, you were seeing a therapist about it. You last half a year without those medicine. You thought about what each of them were for. 

“One to numb the hurt, two to ease the pain 

Three to clear your mind, forget all the hate 

Take as I advised, not more than prescribed 

Several weeks ahead, you’ll be fine again.” 

Which quickly changed to, 

“One to stop the chills, two to ease the pain 

Three to wash my guilt, forget all my shame 

Five could never hurt, six couldn’t be worse 

Seven days it been, here we go again.” 

After to close call you had back then. You switched doctor and left the medications behind. Life got a little easier after each session with your therapist. You were still unease about using medicine again. But as Jiro enters the room again. You asked him for pen and paper. He hands it to you, and you began to write. You wrote out your struggles and hinted about the incident that took place. Once you have finished writing. You stood up quickly and kissed Jiro on the cheek. Thanking him as you walked out with the paper. Confused on what happened, he shrugged it off. Later in life, he walked the halls only to hear a few students talk about your new song. He hears one of the students play the song. 

“Six Pills hm?” 

Haku: Dirty Dishes by King Mala

When it comes to this man. He is a total flirt. Yet, he makes you feel so good. So, of course you wrote about him. This man gives you a reason to clean up. Not only your act, but literally your room. He gives you reasons to look forward the next day. As you both spend time together. You noticed him admitting he’s a little lazy. You took notes of that. Even took notes on how he treats you. How respectful he is. He calls you “princess/prince.” He’ll save you a seat. Hand over his jacket when you are cold. Checks up on you daily. 

The list goes on forever. So, there you are sitting on the bed. Writing all the lyrics down. You couldn’t wait to record this. This song was different than your usual type of music. It didn’t matter though. You were excited for this song. Once you have finished the song. You quickly recorded the song. It took a while for the song to be published. But you knew it would be worth it. 

Meanwhile, your attitude changed since you came to Darkwick. At first you were anxious and scared. Now, you feel a little relax. That is all thanks to Haku. Your room was mess and so was you the whole building. You used to use that as an excuse. Clothes on the floor, bed isn’t made, dishes in the sink and so on. When Haku started to come around more. You became self-conscious about your mess. The ones you’ve created, not the ones that were here already. So, then you began to clean around the place. 

“Got dirty dishes in my sink 

So many filthy memories 

I can’t even think, don’t got it figured out 

But you wanna come over now.” 

All the way to, 

“And it’s not me, but I wanna be 

A better version of you 

That’s why I’m tryna be cool 

But I’ve never seen a promise through.” 

You had made Haku promised that he wouldn’t listen to the song until you were next to him physically. So, he kept the promise to you. You both decided on a lunch date. He got the food and you brough the blanket and pillows to lay on. After you guys ate the food and chatted. He begs you to allow him to hear the new song. Giving him a smile and light laugh. You gave in and pulled up the song. Before pressing play, you told him it was about him. Haku raised a brow in curiosity. Then you played the song. 

“Won’t you please take it easy on me? 

Just go easy on me. (3x) 

As the song ends, you smiled at him nervously. He smiled and rubbed the top of your head. If only you knew that you to make him clean up his act too.

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This took me so long to write because I was too indecisive on the songs. I do however hope you all enjoyed this one. I’ll be making the other characters too.