Unspoken

I’m a truly messed up individual...

Life is hard when you don’t believe in yourself...

Who am I when I’m alone?

False Happiness

I am not human ...and I am not humane

Sometimes I’m just a blank slate...

Let be known I am not ok ... I am the guts of a disimbowled soul...I don’t make since... but it doesn’t matter much to me at this point... I must countine on to countine on for the better parts of me , but that doesn’t mean I still don’t hate... that I am not till this day still filled with rage that if you were to come two steps too close I would explode into a million pieces, the shrapnel hitting you on your way out ...let life bleed out all the color from my face... leaving me a shadow a ghost of the person I’ve never known myself to be ... let me live but please first just let me learn how to breath in this shallow water that all but consumes me... I don’t know where I’m going, but I know where I’ve been and let me tell you that I’m getting closer to the place I want to be ... just not today

I’ve always wanted to be something more than I am ...

Nothing lasts forever ...

This is MY story . You can not take that away from me...

What is beauty...

If I fear.. I fail.

I’m not allowed to fear

This is not my home

I wish I was someone different ... I do not like this body ... I do not like this soul.