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New pinned post bc I think I've finally decided on what to do with this blog.

This is going to be basically an internet diary of sorts.

I'm Aya/ Kaya

Here I'll talk about my interests and my struggles, and will use this as a place to rant/ vent.

Topics I'll most likely talk about (in a trigger-y way.) my ed, sh, OCD, school struggles, friend issues and family issues. (I think that's all?)

My interests keep switching so I don't really see a point in listing them ig.

17 year old.

She/ Them btw.

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See, I'm trying to stop thinking about it but it feels like everywhere I go (on the internet) people talk about su!cide and don't put trigger warnings on their posts.

Like, I'm seriously trying to stop at least that, but it feels like the universe just won't let me.

#tw sui mentioned #lowkey #crashing out

I seriously need to stop lying to my therapist.

#sorry #I don't want to lie #really

Idc AroAce Grace is canon.

Trust.

#phm

I feel so stupid why am I physically unable to bring myself to drink from cups??

And water bottles only sometimes????

I hadn't properly drank in like two weeks.

#ocd

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Gazing upon something the human consciousness was never meant to see

#Spotify

I wish I didn't automatically assume the worst when someone doesn't answer to my texts/ calls.

And I wish I could dismiss these thoughts instead of panicking.

#ocd #intrusive thoughts

"Why do you keep touching your collarbone?"

Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck uhhhhhhhhh

#wtf do I say to that #tw ed implied

heartinvoid

currently possessed by the urge to delete everything and disappear

I want to post a rant/ vent but my wording doesn't make sense and no matter how much I try to reword what I'm trying to say it doesn't work :(

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I can't stand these headaches man.

Genuinely no painkiller fully helps them wtf.

#ouch

Tbh idk how much longer I'll be able to do this

#tw sui implied

It's always like this it will always start feeling ok and then all come crashing again.

I hate it so much.

x3i

straight up "larping it". and by "it", haha, well. lets justr say. My ed

I think I'm dehydrated

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It's very likely that it's because I just really really liked alnst, but I can't find myself wanting to watch zomst.

Ik it's just an au, and it literally doesn't affect canon at all, but I still just don't want to watch it.

I watched round one, because I thought I'd change my mind after watching, but no.

#alnst #zomst

#Spotify

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