alisha Xx

You can be in a relationship for 2 years and feel nothing; you could be in a relationship for 2 weeks and feel everything. Time is not a measure of love.

Be alone. Eat alone, take yourself on dates, sleep alone. In the midst of this you will learn about yourself. You will grow, you will figure out what inspires you, you will curate your own dreams, your own beliefs, your own stunning clarity, and when you do meet the person who makes your cells dance, you will be sure of it, because you are sure of yourself.

People get tired of you being sad all the time.

Closing your eyes isn’t going to change anything. Nothing’s going to disappear just because you can’t see what’s going on.

Loving you terrified me. When your touch reached my skin and it shot through my entire body, when your lips pressed against mine and my heart jumped, when you looked into my eyes, it terrified me. Because all good things have to end. And knowing that there is an end to all of those things, to that feeling of loving you, that terrified me.

You fell in love with the pretty girl, the funny girl, the happy girl. You didn’t want the lonely nights that I spent thinking too much, you didn’t want the insanity, you didn’t want all of my sadness and all of my hatred towards myself. You didn’t know that came with the pretty girl. The moment you found out it did, you left. You wanted the best parts of me but weren’t willing to accept the worst.

have you ever been in one of those moods where you don’t really know whats wrong but you feel really irritated with everyone and everything