jenna ortega sorry its so jarring to me

ty for the spam! hru??

i rly like ur theme:)

i love him so much im so happy i got a hug you guys dont understand . i actually got a billion hugs my ex was there and genuinely pulled me so hard in for a hug in the middle of the mall it was insane :C and then when i got to the venue saturn gave me a hug and then i got one from eddy aswell and then chihiro came in and i gave her a huge fucking hug and her boyfriend was there . before the show started vans came and greated up with a big smile and instantly pulled me into a hug , like , walking up with one arm out and i thought he was going for a dap but then he hugged me :C it was so nice . so so nice . hes still breathing hes so happy and hes breathing . then lot and alot of side hugs with saturn and eddy . lego was there and a couple times i almost threw up i felt so anxious and scared and at one point he was next to me in the crowd touching me cuz hes the photographer and has to be up front but ue was so close and genuinely my body couldnt hold me up and i felt so sick i just sat on the floor till he left playing it off to people other than saturn that i was dizzy . but i was too happy for vans that as soon as he was out of my sight and space ect i was back to dancing so so so happy . i was dancing and screaming the whole show i got a billion videos i . i was so happy . vans had this big grin on his face the whole performance it was amazing . and jesus christ the guitarist , we'll just call him ' boat ' , was amazing . he was fucking insane it was . like holy shit . BUT OH MY GOD VANS IS SUCH . A . GOOD . FUCKING . DRUMMER . if you know drummers , elder drummers , which my moms ex is ( 26 ish yrs ) , it takes alot to impress them . and when we walked out he said , " fucking insane to see vans shred drums like that " . so . vans is a good fucking drummer . he did a solo and thats when i screamed his name i think cuz fuck he . is SO SO GOOD . and then he hopped off the stage and gave this girl a fistbump who was right next to me and started talking to her n her friend , and then i bumped in when they paused and gave him a big big hug , chin on shoulder hug , like when u have a second to see your hands on their back before pulling away . he just was smiling and talking to a bunch of people , getting swept away from crowd , i think boat was crowd surfing lol . and then my moms ex and i went to another show at a venue pretty close and i saw my little ( 2yr ) sisters friends parents there lol nd the mom gave me a hug . then i shook a bunch of peoples hands in between bands while secondhand smoking weed and cigarettes cuz thats what ya do when ya mingle with punk bands lol . but that was really cool i had a really really nice night .