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Does anyone have any information on ritual abuse and speaking backwards?
Discovered an alter that I canāt reach yet, they speak backwards. The only think I have heard them say is āI am Satan, I can. I am sevenā and something like āyou can control me.ā But its all backwards. Idk what it means.
Hi there, we have been taught to listen to words in reverse. Especially in music. It's a common programming method in satanic ritual abuse survivors
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is it possible to be a victim of a ritual abuse but not remember it? are there any signs? i don't have access to a therapist atm :(
Ritual abuse is just as subject to memory repression as any other forms of abuse, if not more so. However because itās relatively less common than some other forms of abuse, Iād consider other possibilities first. Religious and sexual trauma can sometimes produce similar feelings. Iād be really, really careful about working to uncover trauma memories- if youāre not in a safe and stable place, just leave them repressed for now. Recovering memories can often make people suicidal and very, very overwhelmed. Take it slow, work with a journal, and please donāt force anything.
Hereās a quote from this site about signs of ritual abuse. Itās pretty vague and kind of general to cPTSD but thereās not a good source with common signs of having been through ritual abuse.
āSometimes survivors have a fascination with or a phobia of particular objects, events, times of the year, or places. There may or may not be a conscious memory connected with childhood events, but such objects or events may trigger strong and disturbing feelings and thoughts, or periods of āzoning outā ā forgetfulness, and/or a lack of awareness of the passing of time, known as dissociationā¦
Sometimes a person who has suffered ritual abuse may find themselves experiencing intense fear, dread, or audiovisual sensations āout of the blue,ā and as if it is happening in the present ā this is known as a flashback. Flashbacks are fragmented memories rising up into consciousness.ā
What is programming in a system?
In very basic terms programming is conditioning to respond in a particular way to triggers, eg to a certain word, phrase, noise, song etc. The triggers areĀ āinstalledā by abusers, often in ritual abuse settings, and can trigger particular alters out to carry out the programming installed in them, for example, an alter may be programmed to report back to abusers or otherwise influence the personās life. That happens through abuse, torture, use of drugs etc followed by suggestion which can be used to implant directives into specific alters.Ā
Because of the nature of DID and dissociative barriers this means programmed alters areĀ ādesignedā to act without the host or other daily altersā knowledge. A common example is self harming/suicidal alters being activated when the person begins to try and speak out about their trauma - that protects the abusers from being found out essentially.Ā
This is a very brief explanation but I hope it makes sense - if you have more specific questions about different types of programming Iād recommend asking @unwelcome-ozian, who are very knowledgeable on the topic. Hope that helps!
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MK-ULTRA was aĀ experiment by the CIA which was basic mind control. The CIA wanted to control the minds of soldiers and citizens to undertake assassinations and attacks and not remember what happens after the attacks. They basically create a second person inside of you, by means of torture. They waterboard you, they stick needles underneath your fingernails and this brings you so much pain you blackout but they hook IVās to you so you cant blackout. Your body has 2 choices, either you die or you create a second person, a superhuman person who can withstand pain, who has superhuman strength, and speed. Now you might think im making some nonesense up but believe me its real. Its also through hypnosis that you control the actions of the candidate. You put them into a deep hypnosis and you say that when you call them and you say a word, they are to take out a said targetā¦..and when they call back a second time and say the word the person you where before is to come back out. When the first person the person who you really are comes back you have no clue what the second person did, and you live life with flashbacks and nightmares which you think are only that, but what it really is, is your mind is trying to piece together your past. The second person is superhuman and goes back to sleep until the code word is said againā¦.many soldiers have this done to them even to this day and they do not rremember whats happened on certain days in their lifeā¦.that they remember everything but certain days they cannot piece together what happenedā¦..our government is trying to make a super soldier who can take anyone outā¦ā¦2 primary examples of these candidates are Sirhan Sirhan Ā the man who killed RFK, and Mark Chapman the man who killed John Lenin. Sirhan doesnt remember killing RFK even to this day and Mark killed John but he had the perfectĀ opportunityĀ to escape but he just sat there reading catcher in the rye right where John Lenin was shotā¦ā¦.he doesnt remember killing John Lenin even to this dayā¦..
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please make sure youāve drank some water and eaten something nutritious today! your body needs that stuff to survive! youāre doing a great job buddy! you deserve good things and happiness! have a lovely day!Ā
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Art is about creating, expressing, and yourself.
It should never be to present as comsumable, it is made not for consumption but to simply just exist just as people are. Youāre existance is not for anyone else just as how people, in a sense, are an art form, often corrupted by ideals.
Art is about being your true self, telling a story in the rawest form, whether it be through word of the mouth, writing, drawing, painting, sculpting, etc. Just creation in itself is what art is. You are art.
Never let yourself feel otherwise.
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