☆We're Still Alive☆

it's all fun and games, Till I'm actually having a good time And be myself - And fuck up.

I feel like if I don't think of it, it's not there. Then somehow it comes crawling back. Out. Of. Nowhere.

i try not to think too negative of myself. to think i'm broken. i just need to remember, so is the rest of the world.

i used to not believe the idea that causing yourself pain to distract yourself from other pain worked key words: used to

when will I wake up? I feel like a ghost...

huh. forgot I still existed.

Will this day ever end ? Will the next day come ? I'm not sure if I want it to or not ...

Wash a dragon down the drain// Pick the blade up, try again// Paint until your vessel screams// Art is cutting up your dreams//

I wanna hug my best friend till I die

It is not beautiful to hear you crying at 2 in the morning because you do not believe you’re skinny enough. It is not lovely to see the scars on your thighs and on your stomach because you didn’t want it to be visible for others. It is not artistic to see your pale skin yearning for life. I am not going to romanticize your mental illness. It’s not beautiful and it’s not lovely.