EscapeVanilla

When you’re a suicidal person. People will call someone selfish when they commit to it. O he/she just gave up and didn’t care about everyone else they left behind. 90% of the time the only reason we are still here is because of the people around us. “Please don’t do it, we need you!” Well okay.... I’ll just be miserable so all you can be happy. I guess that’s a good trade off. Man what it would be like to not feel.

O and the “well you can always talk about it with someone” shit. 90% of us can’t even begin to phrase the shit going on in our heads into actual words so if you want to turn that persons frustration up 100%, that’s what you do. Finally get the person out and trap them in your car and say “we are going to talk about what’s going on” I’m sure that will be the last time you get them out. And 7/10 times if they do tell you something, it’s going to be a a twisted version on what’s really wrong because trust me if we really knew then we could at least focus on the problem instead of living in mental chaos.

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