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A low smolder – seeping into the cracks of his veins; the lack of Joshua’s remorse kindles it – something expected of him, yet igniting a stir within Hazuki all the same. The rejection is impossible to ignore – defiance so open that he feels his chest burn. No, there would never be a moment when Hazuki would find Joshua dull – and this was another reason why. His grin blooms before he could help it.
“ You didn’t give the impression, “ he says in a slow exhale, “ nor did I think you would be. “ Hazuki’s hands wring in his pockets – canting his head. “ And if I were honest... there’s also no reason for you to apologize in the first place. “
you are haunted by the inferno. you just couldn't help yourself, could you? the flame was so alluring in its warmth and brilliant colour. their warnings fell on heedless ears. maybe one day they'll understand. consumption is all you know now. the only thing left in your wake is charred remains. you never wanted destruction, not like this, but all you can seem to do is burn. it's agony and ecstasy in equal measure. you know that it is destroying you, and once the flame goes out you too will be gone. it's too late for you. at least what is left over might nourish some new soil.
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@abstractreign said: ❛ knowledge is power. ❜ + As he walks the rooftop's ledge, the ever roaming Composer stretches his arm out, feeling the cool breeze glide off his palm and between his fingers.
"And I intend to amass as much of it as possible." He closes his hand into a fist, and looks over his shoulder.
Joshua's eyes narrow. "Would you say the same for yourself?"
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Amethyst glint with the sunrise, a metaphorical beckon that attests to the knowledge Joshua speaks of (Joshua would question it – why dawn begets the beginning, and heralds to dusk; Hazuki would observe it – acknowledging its factor into their ceaseless cycle, and turn his gaze). A hand beckons to the warm winds that come in tune with the sun, and Hazuki can only blink, slow, as he mulls over the other Composer’s words. He wants it for himself, is what Joshua says – yet aurulent eyes refract against the sunlight in stark contrast, and trail in a slow crawl to the bustle beneath them both. The wind whistles past him – through him – fanning at his near-faded hearth.
And yet, the embers still yield to a trickle.
“ Not quite, “ comes his response – a low hum riddled with smothered thought, “ it’s never been particularly significant – not to me. “ His now dead heart still rings hollow at the mere notion that knowledge would ever hold meaning to him.
Bloodied knuckles | Tear stained cheeks | Rust | A busted lip | Claws | Fangs | A bloody nose | Chattering teeth | A dark space underneath the bed | Scratching noises on a wall | Creaking metal | Fog | Dancing under moonlight | Blood dripping lips | Heavy breathing in the dark | A feeling of unexplained dread | A figure in a dark corner | Dirty peeling wallpaper | A bloody handprint on the wall | Sobbing in the dark | Bite marks on the skin | Eerie whispers | A hood covering a stranger’s eyes | The growl of a hidden animal | The sound of a blade being sharpened | A deep, dark forest | Walking on the streets alone at night | A cobweb-filled, abandoned building | Eyes darting in paranoia | A heavy beating pulse | The feeling of being trapped | Struggling to get out a scream | Boards covering broken windows | A quiet graveyard | A gas station in the middle of nowhere | A road that never ends | Heavy fog rolling in | The scent of blood in the air | Eerie old photographs | Walking along train tracks at night | A chill going up the spine | Gathering crows | A dusty, dimly lit study | Mist over a deserted cobblestone street | Ghost towns | Shadows around a campfire | The sound of chanting | Church bells tolling | An orange harvest moon | A broken down carnival | A dirty stuffed animal abandoned | Wiping bloody hands on fabric | Nightmares | Waking up in a panic | A power outage | Heavy lightning storms | A secret trap door | The feeling of being watched | Fear from trauma | A Ouija board set out on a table | An eerie doll | A scream of anguish and pain | Withered plants | A room that’s been forgotten and gathered dust | Owl eyes in the dark | Curled, dead tree branches | A ritual altar | Flickering candles | A lantern held up in the dark | Fear of being followed | Creaking floorboards | Repressed, horrible memories | Clenched teeth | Soft, echoing piano keys | An old book covered in dust | Many pairs of glaring eyes | Stumbling in pitch black darkness | Being stranded in the middle of nowhere | Tarot cards on a table | A trail of blood
How it singes – how it burns... Hazuki cannot help the slow breath that comes out of him – like he has to let the smoke billow out lest it choke him from the inside. In contrast to the muffled torrent within him, Hazuki appears calmed – politely sitting down from across the counter. His hand spreads, and unclenches just besides – before pressing softly against the countertop.
“ Because you didn’t want to be found, “ comes his answer, as though it were always something so simple (it always is, to him: dig into impulse and its compulsion will spring him into flight), “ at least not by me, in any case. “ Hazuki props up his elbows – a thumb running over his wrist as he looks around with an easy smile. “ Did you think it would be hard? “
ACKSHUALLYYYY while I’m here... I’ll do a bit of a ramble under the cut because I can’t exactly jot my stuff down on a doc for some reason so this’ll be the next best thing
It is no secret music is the main motivation to my characterization with my muses (especially with TWEWY, seeing as music is fundamental to its gameplay and themes), so with Haz... given that most of his songs in his playlist are dreary, I knew I wanted him to have a pretty sinister start.
Where Joshua (and Neku in that regard) were misanthropists, my direction I’m angling for is that while Haz is also a misanthropist, he teeters on the deeper end of that spectrum by being a nihilist. Nihility is a theme I ADORE exploring, and have been seen delving into with several muses (ie. Lucilius from GBF, my WOL from FFXIV), and given Haz’s general lack of understanding about anything regarding purpose (”what makes this city so great” “why do these people mean anything to you” “why do you struggle for things that shouldn’t matter because the end result is the same” “why is it that I hoped for you to be a risk taker”), it seemed interesting to try and jump into his characterization, especially considering the fact he’s an Angel (it’s completely contradictory to their purpose).
To that end, my Haz is a little bit more sinister than he lets on or even realizes. His apathy goes beyond his lack of faith in humanity, and extends into his lack of faith in existence itself. It’s moldable and malleable, and he figured this out solely from the fact he knew it wasn’t normal to be so unfeeling as he was. He wants to see just how far these things can change, and whether it can hold his interest long enough before he eventually discards that too. Yet, he’s a part of the hivemind all the same – willing to discard his humanity because in spite of that emptiness, nihility is usually born from a deep innate anger that’s so dark – you’d rather not feel it altogether.
So, my path with Haz’s nihility in particular, is that it breeds so much contradiction.
In NEO, it’s stated Hazuki is someone unsympathetic, and yet he also gives in to the sheer impulse of helping Rindo for the hope he would see Joshua throw himself into intervention.
With that, I decided to feed into it and give it sustenance as a habit Hazuki cannot help. It’s adrenaline – it makes his heart race. His life was driven by adrenaline because at the time, it was the only means that could quell his anger because he loved to feel thrill in spite of the stagnancy he believes is a constant. Nihility = stagnancy. Adrenaline = unpredictability. He was eager to be reborn from the stagnancy, and ironically, doing just that lead him back into it because he decided to join the hivemind. The only reason he isn’t wallowing in nihility again is because it won’t allow him to.
In spite of everything he’s done to lead himself to the position he’s at, it left him vulnerable to being touched by the unpredictability of love and what it makes you do by the end of NEO.
SOOOOOOO all in all, the direction for Hazuki I’m angling for is that he’s someone who wallows in his apathy, but in that same vein is weak to something as simple as his impulse (he feeds into it even as someone as adjudicative as he is). His goal when he died was to be reborn into something grander than life, so as an Angel, he believes he achieved that – but what he doesn’t understand is that people could be reborn more than once.
Rebirth baby. I try to write it with metaphorical flames (his heart) in his chest (the flames are his heart) that change depending on what thrum of an emotion he can vaguely feel (the flames are his heart guys it’s his emotions bc he’s a phoenix). He’s walking that thin line of it constantly.
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@musicalities said: ❛ it’s very rude to stare. ❜
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He can feel the sharp edge of the words – intended to cleave into his attention to hack it into slivers. But for a moment, there’s no indication he even hears a thing – a golden pyre brimming with knowing as he stares at her – past her. Within her.
Then, a smile blooms. The hearth quells.
“ My apologies, “ comes the calm hum, as though finally registering his intrusion, “ I wasn’t really trying to stare at you, moreso... observe. “ A hand nestles itself within his pocket as he cants his head slightly. “ That said, I can turn the other cheek – if that’s what you want. “
@salafire said: ❛ i’ve seen you before, walking by. ❜
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Amused is the hum that dithers out in a soft breath – Hazuki regarding what should be a passing stranger with quiet regard; it’s no secret that he frequents this place more often than not. What is surprising, is that his frequency shift seemed to be off kilter in a world so foreign to him – leaving him vulnerable to discovery (ah, well... he shouldn’t be too surprised, given the difference in realities).
“ So you have, “ comes his response – eyes lidding as the golden torrent gleams with idle curiosity, “ and it just so happens that I’ve been watching you too. “ Hands tuck into open pockets, and Hazuki can feel the thrum of flickers. “ Tell me – this place... does it hold any meaning to you? “
we are but chickens, spinning in the rotisserie of the cruel, uncaring, and unforgiving universe,
“ Precisely! That’s why we should be funny little chickens and observe the mayhem around us while it’s in constant flux – gifting us the motivation to find intrigue in this otherwise listless plane of existence. Don’t you agree? “
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@the-composer said: ❛ you’ve been so quiet. what’s on your mind? ❜
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Gleaming gold trail along the skyline – tracing the invisible sound of the city’s meshed keys. It should be grating, really, but Hazuki cannot help but listen in to Shibuya’s composition all the same – intrigued by how something so near-cacophonous can somehow please the ears. When it’s composer speaks to him – questions his silence – something deep within the yawn of his chest begins to kindle. Embers begin to singe at his lungs.
“ ... “ A pause – a moment to parse the question, and mull it over, only to find... “ ...There’s nothing on my mind. “ Hazuki’s confession is tinged with a confusion directed towards himself – brow quirking as the corners of his eyes crinkle, “ I couldn’t help but listen to your city’s melody right now – that’s all. “
❛ close your eyes and hold out your hands. ❜
❛ what are you smiling at? ❜
❛ i can’t leave you alone for one minute, can i? ❜
❛ was it you? did you do all this? ❜
❛ i don’t know how you do this every day… ❜
❛ that is not an appropriate question to ask a lady you’ve just met. ❜
❛ i’m not sorry. ❜
❛ i did warn you not to trust me. ❜
❛ do you remember anything? at all? ❜
❛ you’re lucky you’re cute. ❜
❛ why don’t you just kill me? ❜
❛ did you hurt yourself? ❜
❛ i could show you the way. ❜
❛ i don’t feel so good. ❜
❛ you owe me a dinner. a very nice dinner. ❜
❛ don’t go. please. ❜
❛ you wanna know what your problem is? ❜
❛ i’m here to drink alone. ❜
❛ don’t run away from this. ❜
❛ i’m just saying, murder is an option. ❜
❛ i didn’t realize you were in so much pain. ❜
❛ i guess it runs in the family, huh? ❜
❛ you wouldn’t understand. ❜
❛ we’ve been through a lot. i think we should just lay low and take it easy. ❜
❛ dangerous to be out so late. ❜
❛ i hope you haven’t been standing out in the cold this whole time. ❜
❛ i made a mistake. ❜
❛ am i not good enough? ❜
❛ i’m going to get you out of here. ❜
❛ why did you bring me here? ❜
❛ aren’t we in a good mood today? ❜
❛ don’t shut me out. please. ❜
❛ the storm’s getting worse. ❜
❛ i never meant to hurt you. ❜
❛ you’re about as intimidating as a butterfly. ❜
❛ have you come to laugh at me in my miserable state? ❜
❛ here, take this. you’ll catch a cold. ❜
❛ this is the part where you leave. ❜
❛ why are you talking like we’ll never see each other again? ❜
❛ you stepped on my foot! ❜
❛ you’re not a very convincing liar. ❜
❛ we’re in completely different leagues. ❜
❛ how did you find me? ❜
❛ i don’t need you anymore. ❜
❛ rough day today? ❜
❛ snap out of it! ❜
❛ you look better in my clothes than i do. ❜
❛ why are you still here? ❜
❛ can i ask… what happened? ❜
❛ are you saying you care about me? ❜
❛ i won’t let anyone hurt you. ❜
❛ it’s not stealing if it was mine to begin with. ❜
❛ well, this is where i live. ❜
❛ we’re not so different after all. ❜
❛ how long have i been asleep? ❜
❛ no more lies, no more secrets. ❜
❛ can you forgive me? ❜
❛ i thought you… i saw you get shot. ❜
❛ why are you really here? ❜
❛ i wish we never met. ❜
❛ you look like you need a hug. ❜
❛ would you run away with me? ❜
❛ see? i’m not just a pretty face. ❜
❛ we can stop them. i can help you. ❜
❛ what now? i’m tired. ❜
❛ i didn’t want you to see me like this. ❜
❛ i can’t do this without you. ❜
❛ if you tell me yours, i’ll tell you mine. ❜
❛ are you threatening me? ❜
❛ did you ever care about me? ❜
❛ treat me like the princess that i am! ❜
❛ i’m not leaving you. ❜
❛ why did you come? ❜
❛ i need your help… and you need mine. ❜
❛ i wish i could hate you. ❜
❛ i see you don’t recognize me. well, it was a long time ago. ❜
❛ you’ve lost a lot of blood. ❜
❛ i had my suspicions, but until now i wasn’t sure. ❜
❛ there’s nothing left for me here. ❜
❛ that is… literally illegal. you’re describing something illegal. ❜
❛ wait. i’ve heard that sound before. ❜
❛ just try to hang on. ❜
❛ so why’s it so important anyway? ❜
❛ i’ll stay in tonight, thanks. ❜
❛ we can’t keep going on like this. ❜
❛ in about a minute, you’ll be sorry you didn’t listen to me. ❜
❛ is this seat taken? sorry, it’s a bit crowded here. ❜
❛ you can’t leave me here alone! ❜
❛ i’ll believe it when i see it. ❜
❛ why are you laughing? this is a very serious situation. ❜
❛ i bought two. here. ❜
❛ i’ve seen you before, walking by. ❜
❛ why can’t i come with you? ❜
❛ c'mon. aren’t you worried what might happen if we go? ❜
❛ walk with me? ❜
❛ it’s very rude to stare. ❜
❛ how many times have i told you? you can’t visit me here. ❜
❛ we can’t fix this. can we? ❜
❛ are you going to kill me? ❜
❛ it’s not like you can stop me. ❜
❛ it’s not safe for people to see us together. ❜
❛ take me with you. ❜
❛ some risks are worth taking. ❜
❛ let them go. take me instead. ❜
❛ what do you want in exchange for it? ❜
❛ is being drunk an excuse? ❜
❛ promise me you won’t overreact. ❜
❛ how can i possibly trust you? after all you’ve done. ❜
❛ how long have you been standing there? ❜
❛ why did you wake me? ❜
❛ i’m not here to talk about my feelings. ❜
❛ you were going to leave without saying goodbye? ❜
❛ for some reason, i’m attracted to you. ❜
❛ promise me? ❜
❛ it’s nothing, i’m just tired. ❜
❛ i feel safe with you. ❜
❛ i don’t need your help. ❜
❛ i think i have a bit more experience with this thing than you do. ❜
❛ no way, i’m not doing that. ❜
❛ i do care. ❜
❛ you snore in your sleep. it’s adorable. ❜
❛ i have a spare bed. ❜
❛ you’re very kind. some day it’ll get you killed. ❜
❛ you’ll always have a home with me. ❜
❛ of course i care. you’re my family. ❜
❛ you shouldn’t insult people that are bigger than you. ❜
❛ i never wanted to hurt you. ❜
❛ i swear it wasn’t me. ❜
❛ we can just sit here, you don’t have to talk. ❜
❛ did you miss me? ❜
❛ this isn’t just about you. it’s about what’s best for all of us. ❜
❛ you can never admit when you’re wrong! ❜
❛ is this what you wanted? ❜
❛ what are you doing out here by yourself? ❜
❛ sorry to put you through that. i guess i owe you one now. ❜
❛ the only time you talk to me is when you need something. ❜
❛ i’m still learning. ❜
❛ if you have something to say, spit it out. ❜
❛ you… don’t like me very much, do you? ❜
❛ i’m on your side. ❜
❛ i risked my life for you! ❜
❛ whatever you’re going to ask, the answer is no. ❜
❛ you can stay with me. ❜
❛ i just need time. ❜
❛ please don’t do this, don’t act like you care. ❜
❛ who the hell invited you? ❜
❛ what? no witty remark? nothing clever to say? ❜
❛ i just wanted to say i’m sorry. ❜
❛ think of it as a compliment. ❜
❛ do you ever stop being so serious and dull? ❜
❛ it’s rare to see your kind around here. ❜
❛ you remember me. that’s good. ❜
❛ you’re a terrible flirt you know. ❜
❛ are you kidding me? we’re not ‘fine’! ❜
❛ right now i wish i was dead. ❜
❛ i guess i should’ve told you. ❜
❛ you’re not alone. i’m here. ❜
❛ you’ve been so quiet. what’s on your mind? ❜
❛ knowledge is power. ❜
❛ you scared me. ❜
❛ well, what’s so strange about that? ❜
❛ don’t look at me like that. ❜
❛ i want to be there when you get what’s coming to you. ❜
❛ just who do you think you are? ❜
❛ you look… amazing. ❜
❛ we’re safe, aren’t we? ❜
❛ you know, i really hoped i’d never see this place again. ❜
❛ don’t touch me. get away from me. ❜
❛ i thought you’d like this. ❜
❛ it’s too dark, i can’t see anything. ❜
❛ what’s that smug look for? you think you can do any better? ❜
❛ who did you piss off this time? ❜
❛ you should’ve thought about that before you got into a fight. ❜
❛ i only wanted to help. ❜
❛ you knew and you didn’t tell me? ❜
❛ you don’t scare me. ❜
❛ wow, look who remembered my existence. ❜
❛ change isn’t easy. ❜
❛ why did you help me? ❜
❛ why do you hate me? ❜
❛ i can’t even trust myself anymore. ❜
❛ i was making sure you weren’t dead, since you never called. ❜
❛ you look awful. what happened? ❜
❛ are you here to kill me? ❜
❛ you know you aren’t allowed in here, right? ❜
❛ was that a friend of yours? ❜
❛ two years later and you haven’t changed. ❜
❛ you look like you just saw a ghost. ❜
❛ nobody tells me what to do. ❜
❛ you’re too scared to do it, aren’t you? ❜
❛ come on. it can’t be that bad. ❜
❛ i hope to repay your kindness someday. ❜
❛ just let me do this for you. ❜
❛ why were they coming after you? ❜
❛ how many people have you killed? how many? ❜
❛ how much do you value your life? ❜
❛ you don’t know when to give up, do you? ❜
❛ don’t lie to me. ❜
❛ i’m not sober enough to talk about this. ❜
❛ have a drink with me. ❜
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