4Ever always;

* 「 — for @ikdahee *

boyoung covered her mouth with her hand, trying to not show how ( somehow ) shocked she was ( oh and how much she wanted to laugh ). ‘’what did you do? are you for real, dahee?’’, she asks purely trying to understand if this was a real situation or dahee just playing around with her - which wasn’t something unusual. 

Dahee blinked her eyes as her unnie covered her mouth and she pouted “ Unnie don’t laugh “ she whined “ I didn’t mean to make this mess but I forgot to put the top on the blender when I was going to blend and this happened “ she replied pouting more as she looked at all the mess 

“Thank you. I agree. That’s what friends are for but I don’t take it for granted.” Rose smiled and nodded her head.

          is this conversation over yet ?? because yeji has a lot of stuff to do right now and this is frankly just a waste of her time. ❛ i’ve been doing okay. making my way up that trainee ladder, paying my dues, the usual stuff. ❜ she doesn’t even ask the idol how she’s doing because, again, yeji doesn’t care.

“Thank you so much!” Rose smiled and titled her head to the side. “I’m happy to get so much support from the company and friends. Definetly.” She sighed and nodded her head.

Instant relief filled the maknae as the older girl let it go. Zoey appreciated that Dahee cared enough to ask her if something was wrong, but she couldn’t say a thing. It was a silly and stupid thing anyways. Zoey nods and moved her feet a little faster now that she could see the park from where they were, “Gloves and a hat and maybe even some of those hot pocket pads.” She said trying to sound a bit brighter.

“ Ohh hot pocket pads sound good know “ she replied with a giggle and got a bit excited but nervous as they got closer to the park. She hadn’t been there since she had slept walked there so she wasn’t sure how she was going to react but she didn’t show that she was nervous as it seemed Zoey wasn’t feeling too good and she didn’t want to cause her to worry

      “ you do realize the fact you’ve been practicing dance since you were kid isn’t special here right ? half the people who debut now start since they were kids, so you’re gonna have to step if up if you want to be better.” the choreographer was unimpressed, no bothering to seem any less annoyed. “ don’t say sorry get better.” his words were short, his arms crossed. “ you’re an idol, don’t you understand what that means ? revered by the public, admired at least, but are you showing your worth right now ? you can do better than what you’re doing.”

          the conversation had barely even started and yeji was already desiring to leave. with a forced smile, the trainee shook her head at the female. ❛ i’m glad to know we both have a mutual understanding of that, then. ❜ of how boringly irrelevant the idol is, yes. even after her debut as well. 

She actually dreaded the question, are you okay? Of course she was okay, what could she say other than that? If she ever said the reasons why she stayed up late, the reason why she went on late night walks, the reason why when she hurt herself during the summer, she enjoyed every second of. “Yeah, I’m okay.” She says trying to make her smile more convincing. “I’m great. It’s just cold out here.” Zoey takes her hands out of her pockets to blow on the and rub them together.

Dahee watched the younger and decided not to push it. Obviously the girl didn’t want to talk about so why would she keep at it? “ Okay if you say so “ she replied and smiled “ Yeah it is quite cold..we should have brought cloves “ she added laughing lightly

At Dahee’s suggestion, Zoey looked over to her quickly and then away. All seven of them. Doing something all seven of them meant her being uncomfortable to entire time but having to hide it. And she hated that feeling the most. Zoey shrugged and kept walking, “I suppose that would be fun.” She said smiling over at the other, a real fake smile but Zoey was smiling all the time so could a difference really be seen in it?

Dahee tilted her head to the side as Zoey spoke, she seemed happy about it but why did it seem so off? Spending a lot of time with the girls made Dahee able to pick up the little things that they did. “ It would be yeah...Zoey are you okay? “ she decided to finally ask.

* 「 — FOR @ikdahee *

even though boyoung is hard to approach sometimes, the fact that she doesn’t really open up to others in a blink of an eye.. that doesn’t make her relationship with her members bad. actually boyoung likes the younger girls just like they’re her little sisters, someone she must protect even though she’s the fragile one. ‘’dahee’’, she gently calls out the girl, her hands going to her untied shoes. ‘’don’t you miss being on stage? now that queen is having a subunit i think it’ll take a while until we have a comeback.. but i miss our fans so much’’

Dahee looked up from her phone as Boyoung spoke and she nodded slightly “ I miss it too unnie...yeah we probably won’t have one until next year since we have had two already “ she replied pouting a little, that was one of the reasons why she joined EXTRA because she missed being on the stage and she missed their fans as well “ I miss them as well...maybe we can do a live stream soon? “

bong ki didn’t really care what the trainees and idols thought about him. he was being paid for a reason, he wasn’t here to be friends with them, bong ki was here to teach these kids routines. so it may be cruel but he didn’t care on whatever they thought of him. “ practice isn’t going to help a lot if you can’t see your own mistakes, you’re an idol, not some dumb ass trainee, you’ve been what ? an idol for two years ? you should understand the basics of timing.”

Zoey shook her head, smiling barely enough to even call it a smile. “You know.. the usual…” She spoke quietly as she heard some dogs barking a ways away. She hadn’t been up to anything aside from the few photo shots every now and again or writing some songs she thought could use a lot more work. Life was dull for the girl right then which gave her far too much time for her brain to actually think.. which was why she felt so down for the first time in awhile. With lots of daily activities it was easy for the maknae to forget things that bothered her or to push them out of the way for the sake of the daily activities. But since the group wasn’t promoting and she didn’t have all the much today it was harder for her, she almost wished she was the lead dancer just so her time could be consumed with being on EXTRA. However, Zoey was sure after spending the night at the park things would be better for her.

By her her not so smile and short answer Dahee could sense that the girl wasn’t feeling very well. She seemed off and it was really starting to bug Dahee as she didn’t like seeing her so dull. The older looked over at the younger and smiled “ Ah I see! Maybe we can do a live show on the V app again soon or us 7 can do something all together when we all have time! That would be fun “ she replied trying to bring bright facial expression back to Zoey’s face.

         ❛ you can just call me byeol, sunbae. i am younger than you. ❜ being the maknae of maknaes under prism entertainment, she felt weird being addressed so formally. ❛ i’m good !! && thank you, it’s all been very hectic but i’m enjoying myself. ❜