Ikakké

I have no fear of anybody or anything for what can they do to me?

I have died multiple times in my mind and I resurrected again and again and when I die again, I’m still gonna rise.

I’ve grown to see death as a blessing and a release when it comes, till then, I choose to live the life I was given and I love it.

Adaptability has become my greatest weapon. To apply myself,

To adjust quickly and efficiently without attachment, changing direction when necessary, to evolve constantly because staying the same is not an option for one like me with no safety net.

I’m pushed to explore my talents and identity,

To move with purpose and think with clarity.

I am aware of the abyss of isolation while thriving in my independence.

Curating the narration of my journey with self love not self loathing.

I’m so in love with life.

I have no regrets, I have no entitlement to anyone or anything whatsoever yet I enjoy the company of those I keep around me.

I anchor myself to a vision beyond my emotion.

I live different versions of myself in a constantly changing world.

I stopped sleeping to turn my dreams to reality.

I’m the art, I’m the artist, I’m that creative guy.

To live a life that changes lives.

Other times, I crave support, reassurance love and I’m weighed down by my feelings and yet it’s always so silent but I’ve learned to thrive in that emptiness with a certain sense of fulfillment and confidence in myself.

I am the primary source of my happiness.

With the assertiveness that it’ll all work out.

For in my persistence, I shall succeed.

It’s all in time.

I’m learning not to be controlled by what I feel and it doesn’t mean I feel less.

To act, to ascertain and discern in choice.

I’m learning to build in silence and take responsibility for the path I walk as I viciously pursue the transformation of my being for I know one thing;

NO ONE IS COMING TO SAVE ME.