i see purple ants

It's been years since I last I lived in Europe. It is only now that there's this inexplicable ache to run away back to hiding. Do I need to finish my JD. PhD is looking attractive. Utrecht is looking attractive.

Once upon a time, I remarked how I’d miss the temperate flowers when I return back to the PH. To my delight, I was brought to a garden full of roses in SG.

putting 8 books on the nightstand to give myself the illusion i am literate

Re-arranging my law books and the illusion that I am well read.

Spring is near. Hang on.

As an eldest daughter, I enjoy cooking for people. I love seeing their faces happy because haha I cook well ofc it's going to be delicious.

Stepping into hundreds of lives and being confronted to reconcile with its many realities. No wonder it is exhausting. No wonder one doesn’t walk out the same.

All my friends are academic achievers who are scattered all over Europe. We VC instead :)

Imagine it being October 1st. you wake up to crisp air and the smell of rain and leaves. You get out of bed and put on your favorite cozy sweater, fuzzy socks and make a cup of your favorite warm autumn drink. This is what I’m dreaming of 🍂

Sometimes you stress yourself out to the point of tears and then u have to coax urself off the ledge by reminding urself that nothing is ever that fucking serious . It works out how it works out the point is we put in the effort

why stress. no one will get here out alive.

The purest form of love is consideration. When someone thinks about how things would make you feel. Pays attention to detail. Holds you in regard when making decisions that could affect you. In any bond, how much they care about you can be found in how much they consider you