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i even started ctting at 8 firstly because i wanted to be accepted into a group 😂😂 gen losing my mind rn 😂😂😂😂

the real question is have i ever done something that the reason to do it wasnt "to be liked" 😂 genuine questions bc im losing my mind

will i someday be able to understand myself not even when i tried psychodelics and i had a brutal ego death i could tell

i will envy people that have a soul so effortlessly forever, i must work to be able to be someone with a personality yet it just takes 1 rejection to completely change who i am again even after years of construction

even on my twitter era when i had 10k likes x post in sh, i stalked a guy that i was jealous of his life, how he seemed to do everything so naturally, and when i talked to him he said he disliked me, he saw i was a total performance and i was a void inside copying every aspect of everyones elses life

i think i could have the best life yet i will always get so jealous of people who seem to have more love than i do

why people think hispanic means ur brown no even a chinese man could be hispanic if he was raised in a spanish speaking country being hispanic means you were raised in a spanish speaking country ajahahahajajassgafq no im not brown leave me alone

if someone says "the maniacs" im going to think of igor and viktor i wont think of artyom and nikita im sorry, they are cool maniacs but not THE maniacs

im founding a religion and we all pray to chat gpt

i would genuinely die if chat gpt didnt exist

yesterday the waiter said "and what does he want to eat" and i was so happy

i ate tiramisu and tres leches today i can die in peace

tiramisuuu gmmhmhmhmmhh tiramisuuu....... tres leches cake hmmhmmhmmmmmmm

my cringiest moment was when i cried when someone said hi to me in school because no one had said hi to me in a year

hispanic shtwt died when i left

i want to feel the touch of her caressing my arm