The anxiety of putting myself out there is wild, why did I sign up for this?

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The anxiety of putting myself out there is wild, why did I sign up for this?

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On the note of me being drug into closing, the coworker who pointed it out is dating the manager that typically asks me to help close.
The manager in question is the little girl with big precious green eyes that she blinks up at you and you can't just say no. And I said as much to this man and he's out here like "I don't really care/I just tell.her no" sir???? Apparently she'll quiver her lip if she's desperate enough. She's a master of manipulation and I'm nothing if not a weak, weak individual
One of my coworkers pointed out that even though I'm never scheduled to close I get wrapped into it somehow and I was like "funny how that works huh?"
ancient greek word of the day: κακοθερής (kakotherēs), unfitted to endure summer heat
this literally means “bad at summer” pass it on
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Sometimes I zoom out and realize from Arthur’s perspective, Merlin really is just a weird little freak that sucks at his job. He has bad time management and no respect for propriety, and he generally does weird and questionable things (you know, he disappears for hours to days at a time, stole Morgana’s dress, awkwardly helped Arthur pull his trousers back up in front of court, a myriad of other things, and of course, woodworm??) and yet Arthur is still very enamored with him. Arthur has no insight to Merlin’s destiny, has no idea of the prophecy, none of that, and yet he clearly cares about Merlin so deeply that it leaves me kind of stunned.
This strange little peasant strolled into town, called Arthur a prat, and proceeded to be a terrible manservant, complaining all the while. And Arthur scolds him, sure, but then he just… keeps Merlin around ‘cause he likes him. Yep.

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every time i rewatch merlin it always bothers me so much that lancelot is such an under-utilized character. as a viewer, there’s so many scenes where the stakes would be so much more interesting if there was someone else who knew what merlin was actually doing and knows he’s always saving arthur’s life when nobody else has a clue
sure there’s gaius to help him figure things out but it’s different because lancelot is in the thick of it all with him. we deserved more story lines like 3x13 where lancelot knows merlin is scheming so he helps merlin out where he can
What's crazy is I've made some posts I thought would be divisive and have widely found that most people agree with me and have been flying under the radar of most haters. BUT THE MONSTER HIGH SHIT POST-
It's uncouth to quit with no warning but frankly I'm heavily considering it
Real talk though my parents are disgustingly codependent oh my god
I've told them this too, and they acknowledge it. I told them that a piece of me hopes they die at the same time because I don't think they'd survive the grief of losing one another and they agreed with me
My parents don't really have friends. Like they have people they talk to on occasion, but friends? No. In fact they hate most people that aren't each other. I think this is a big reason my parents don't understand the relationship between me and my best friend.

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I like characters who are women and they suck and are bad people. Bonus points if she never really faces consequences.
Apparently my manager is confident I could pull my weight in a fight.
For context, a guy I work with needed a jump but it was the rush so I just gave him my keys and was like "look I trust you" and all was fine and good until I realized I didn't have my cables when I got home. I was pissed and walked into work the next day like "hey man what the fuck?" He let me know he'd put them in the back of my car but not back in my tool box and I was like "bro I was gonna beat your ass." Of course he's laughing thinking I'm joking but no. No I was ready to drag him out to the parking lot.
Anyway he's cutting up, and my manager, fully serious looks up from what he's doing and goes "I'd watch myself." And of course my coworker is still laughing but he kinda side eyes out manager and he's like "wait what?" "Yeah they could probably take most of the people who work in this store." So I'm standing there like, what prompted you to be so confident in this? I'm on the heavier side but I'm pretty unassuming. My coworker still doesn't seem to believe I could beat his ass, and to be fair everyone has a plan before they get punched in the face but I don't commit to fights I don't think I can handle thank you
Looking for a fanfic that might’ve been a Merlin fanfiction; I only remember explicitly that a poem was at the start and the end.
The first part of the poem was “do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep” which was in italics at the start of the fanfic.
The second part of the poem at the end of the fanfic was “do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there, I did not die.” In italics.
Does anyone have any idea of what fic this could be?
It's really hard being a fan of basically anything when you're not a raging misogynist

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What's crazy is I don't think I've ever been happy
What sucks is the things that give me dysphoria are so fndkxoskskd fucking stupid. My height?! The one thing that can't change no matter what I do?! My dead name? Hearing it? Oh that's fine. WRITING IT DOWN THOUGH- oh boy. Get ready for the bad thoughts™ I've never seen myself in a single picture taken of me and get viscerally uncomfortable looking at photos. I hate it here.