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The anxiety of putting myself out there is wild, why did I sign up for this?

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I will never forget the time I was talking to an Uber driver and he mentioned he worked with YouTubers. He explained what he did and how he helped massive YouTubers farm engagement and such, it was really interesting but the highlight of this interaction was when he was like "yeah. I think the best gig was this one guy...he was a little weird but I mean the world was chill. Damn who is he? Huh. He's like kinda pushy, into beauty, kept flirting with the straight guys even when they were uncomfortable."

And I was like "well you said he was cool for the most part so it can't be James Charles." To which he replied "No! Yeah that's him! James Charles"

"brother James Charles is a pedophile."

The look of horror on this man's face, he turned around to look at me and was like "are you serious? Please tell me you're joking." And I had to be honest with him and tell him that James Charles is a pedo.

#this was back when everything first came out #so the news was still circulating

I'm a bad person because I'm looking at this guy and every time he opens his mouth to piss me off all I can think about is how I could probably get his girlfriend to break up with him.

Not even to be with me, just in general. I could end that man's relationship.

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I'm actually scheduled to close tonight which SUCKS cause I closed last night when I wasn't supposed to and I know. I know for a fact I'm gonna have to close on the 4th. I'm not scheduled to, but they're going to need help and it's gonna be me.

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Guess who was rightttttttttttt

gifted the power of prophecy but at what cost

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Big green eyes are a weakness of mine and I think I got that from my dad

I'm too unserious for people to send me hate

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i thimk trans women and trans men and nonbinary people and everyone whos not cis should all love eachother forever and embrace eachother and listen to eachother and protect eachother. we should all be eachothers' shield

I'm chronically out of the loop on things

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Being a multishipper in a toxic fandom is like being the one singular person who doesn't take a family board game seriously

#this post will randomly make the rounds every so often #what's with that

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Sorry for making everything gay and trans. Except no I'm not that shit will keep happening 💃

But when you really think about it transfreya makes a lot of sense.

Rejected by her own minority community cause she's seen as an extreme and outright hunted by the majority

Has to fear going out into the world and hiding where absolutely no one can see her save one person. But even he doesn't understand fully/know the truth.

And the rejection of the dress from Merlin when she realizes what's going to happen. Shedding the idea of what even he thinks she is, and this being the final thing she does before dying.

#bbc merlin #freya #bbc freya #trans man #transfreya #we could probably work a transfem reading in there #as well #merlin emrys #merlin #merlin fandom

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Fucking noooo they're cute and in puppy love THIS IS WHY SHES IN SO MANY FICS

I'm in tears how dare this show make me love Freya in like ten minutes tops

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Bringing this back cause I think it deserves to be here for......reasons

#my live reaction #to Freya #freylin #Freya x merlin #bbc merlin

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you are not immune to inventing an arbitrary set of rules that only you have to adhere to

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it’s interesting how gwencelot and freylin are narratively very similar (fast intense connection, as opposed to a slow build like arwen) yet fandom seems to respond to them so differently??? freylin tends to get framed as shallow or rushed and “they barely even know each other” while gwencelot gets read as fated, instant, meant to be. like….why is this… i get that some of it is just the whole guinevere lancelot mythology and also screen presence (them getting more cumulative scenes across more episodes) but also it is bizarre that the same speed of attachment gets coded as sincere/romantic in one case and questionable/convenient in the other

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If we want to go solely by the show and what we're given, I think part of the problem is that I can't think of a time outside of Freya's introduction that we're presented with their romantic feelings. When Lancelot returns we're immediately reminded of the love between him and Gwen. This is not the case for when Freya returns to fulfill her role as the lady of the lake. Granted she's given like....four more minutes of screen time (Sigh).

This definitely isn't the only reason since most people just elect to forget about Freya point blank and say that Merlin is gay. And I can get behind transmasc Freya propaganda but I have a sneaking suspicion these people aren't on my side 🙄. Even still, the bisexual erasure is crazy *cough* who said that-

But also, Freya's presence and her romance with Merlin is disruptive IN canon. And that leads her death to feel like a direct punishment for Merlin daring to go against what he's been told is his destiny. Which a lot of people can and do use to put their merthur shipping goggles on.

#throwing my two cents in #it's not a lot #freylin #deserves better #they were so cute

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People never say normal things about me like "you look like -insert celebrity-" or something mundane it's always off the wall shit like "you look like a pinup" or "phone sex voice" or "you sound like gps" or "you don't feel white" what are you people talking about

#where did you get pinup from?????#I don't understand #and what is it about my voice #I'm just #keyboard smash

My coworkers told me I have a "gps voice"

What the fuck does that mean?! Like what???????? One of them told me it was a good thing??????? And that she would set her gps to my voice?????????? I'm so beyond confused.

#they specified that I'm not robotic but I have one #then someone called me Alexa #the audacity #istg #this is the second time someone has said something about my voice #I simply can't wrap my mind around #cause wdym I have a “phone sex” voice #what is that #what does that mean

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