Clueless Thoughts

These are just a few things on my mind. Some people become cruel because life makes them that way, hardships make them that way. I want to be that person that is nice no matter what happens, and I’ve been through some shit. I want to be someone’s hope that there is good people in the world. That there’s not just assholes. I want to be understood that way.

Submit your application please. 

Lets pretend we never happened. Lets forget that night, those drinks, that kiss. Remove the memories of how your bed felt, how your body felt, how you made my body melt. Like a, fire, no that’s cliche, like a hot pot on a summers day. It’s not right, and yet I craved it, I, craved that heat. The rebel in me secretly cried out for you. I love him, do I love him, I can’t do this, WHAT, have I done. You created these thoughts that I fought with. As if I were split into two different people that would gladly kill each other for what they think is correct. Fought for the sex whom they felt was right with. You did this. So why do I love you? Why did I choose you and throw away everything I knew for something new. Something foreign, I felt like a tourist in your home, lost and the only thing I could trust was this voice coming from a dark cave. And so I ventured into that cave, searching for that voice. Ignoring all warnings, risk was my choice. And the further I walked my bare feet into that cave I felt warm. These unknown streets became my new home, they became an area that I was an elite at. They made me feel above and beyond everything and then I remember. I remember that that night was all worth it. I remember the comfort of a hot pot on a summers day. It’s always there whether mother nature agrees with it or not. And in a dark cave as cliche as it is youve become the fire that leads my way. So let’s not pretend that we didn’t happen. Lets be grateful we did. I’m not a tourist anymore and I now know this grid. -idkhelski

Him: Because you're the exception. There's always gonna be one person where that doesn't apply. There's something about you that I can't find in any other girl. You're my exception and I'm your exception, I think we were meant to be.

College snack favorites while I'm waiting for class to start

Okay. So I just watched the last episode...Loved it BUT!!! I would have at least liked to see one of the couples kiss or something idk, that would have satisfied me. Ugh ): Oh well.

He’s kind of everything to me. As exaggerated as it sounds, he’s done so much for me through the months we’ve known each other. More than anyone’s done through my whole life. He gives me insight on a lot of things to make me a little bit less clueless in life.

Just stop please! >_< I want to rip my heart out!!! I was already dying when this show began, what with all the love complexes. Next week is the last episode. God it's like Clannad again, I'm crying in like every other episode.

Food with my brother from another mother (: