𝕾𝖙𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖊

What’s the fastest you ever told someone ‘ I love you ‘ ? How long did y’all stay together?

I thought I’d love always meant pain… until I found you.

If everything I’ve been through was supposed to bring me to you then every forsaken second was entirely worth it 😭

Did you ever even love me? Are you capable of loving anyone?

I crave nothing but Maryjane and money

I am still so fucking angry with you. I think I always will be. I never deserved anything you put me through and I wish I could hate you, but I don’t in fact, I still love you very very much but I’m still so fucking angry and I hope you get your karma, but for your sake, I hope you don’t have to end or what I did what you put me through but I hope you get a taste of your own medicine so that you can learn to be a better person to be a better lover to be a better friend to be a better relative just to be better in general I fucking hate you, but I love you.

Sometimes when I miss the feeling of touching you, I caress my own thigh and I reminisce about all the days we spent on your bed or mine playing video games, watching anime, reading, or painting and I think about how content I would feel during those peaceful moments.

I still can’t believe after three years you just say I abandon you rather than reflecting on your own behavior and ways as a human being. Instead you never change and expect me to endure the life I have when you’re around. I love you. I don’t know how many times I have to say my love is unconditional, my tolerance is not.

Fuck you for all that you did to me and still leaving me saying I was a bad partner