all of my forgotten dreams, i draw again inside my heart; i collect all of those times i've withdrawn and swallow them. β β‘ μμμ‘°, 22 + aurora's main vocal.
slowly she stepped aside so she could let the girl pass, never once taking the smile off her face. ββoh you even brought your guitar with you. thatβs wonderful, but you didnβt have to. i have a few here. all you had to do was pick. however, iβve also made us some tea and cake. i do hope you like strawberry cake.ββ
βthe greatest singer of the new generationβ β a title that was daunting to possess, and though eunjo appreciated that many netizens found her talents remarkable enough to grace her with such a bold statement, she knew that she couldnβt let those syrupy sweet comments go to her head; she needed to work harder to become even better, to make the weight of these remarks feel lighter on her shoulders. after all, she was in an industry flooded with vocalists that were far superior to her in every way, and she acknowledged that their years upon years of experience was what made them iconic, and she could only hope to be as good as they were; to embrace the magic that they had. there were many moments in her life where she found herself caught up in listening to plenty of divas belting high notes, or even extending their range lower than she was able to comfortably hit presently, and she couldnβt help but be a bit envious of their skills; wishing she could reach that level someday. now, though, that she was going to be given somewhat of a masterclass by lee sunjung herself, one of her many idols, she was confident that she was taking steps in the right direction.
when the older woman greeted her at the entrance to her home, and immediately pulled her into a sweet hug, the younger grinned from ear-to-ear β reveling in the seraphic energy that she exuded so naturally. she was beautiful to behold, and even when she spoke, her voice sounded like a choir of angels, and eunjo couldnβt help but be taken by her. hopefully she wouldnβt make too much of a fool of herself in this process, and though theyβve met a few times before, midasβ new darling couldnβt help but still feel starstruck.Β βoh, unnie, itβs so good to see you! itβs been so long, hasnβt it?β she cooed, returning the affection in droves, and when their grasp broke apart,Β she passed the barrier into sunjungβs home; the scent of a freshly baked cake tickled her nose, and she felt so at home already.Β βyou really didnβt have to bake anything special for me, unnie, but thank you so much. strawberryβs actually my favorite kind of cake!β she replied, setting her guitar down for a moment.Β βi thought itβd be best if i came prepared, but iβll know for next time that youβre a step ahead of me! i really do appreciate you taking the time out of your schedule to meet with me, unnie. promotions are in full-swing and, as per usual, the vocals are only getting more complex,β the chanteuse shook her head, not necessarily complaining, but more-so suffering from nervousness.
βi honestly have no idea how you do it, to be honest. the choreography, for me, at least, is so hard that it puts some strain on my voice whenever i try to sing. itβs... strange being in a group thatβs known for dancing, but at the same time, they make the melodies challenging, too.β shrugging her shoulders, she didnβt want to appear ungrateful, but the woes of being a main vocalist in a movement-based collective always burdened her.Β βwe win so many awards for choreography, so i constantly feel like my focus needs to be there, but truth be told, thatβs my weakest skill. is there ever a way to find a perfect balance?β she queried, hoping that her questions werenβt making the other feel stressed out or uncomfortable in any way.
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ββ Β february 2019.
ββ Β impromptu voice lesson withΒ πππππππ.
ββ Β word count, 618.
with promotions for auroraβs latest release β time for the moon night β under way, eunjo was left nervous due to the difficult vocals the song contained; the height of its pitch, and the dance that accompanied only continuing to make it more complicated. normally, she didnβt have any problems with standing on-stage and delivering a powerful performance when it came to how she handled her live singing β her intonation, power, and beautiful timbre clear standouts in every single song that her groupβs released. however, whatβs more about this one is that, like with the others, sheβs been tasked with handling most all of the daunting upper belts; especially those that are sustained for multiple seconds back-to-back-to-back. whenever it came time for her to blow audiences away with her signature vocal symphonies near the bridge, all eyes were on her, and while the thrill of getting it dead on and being applauded always seemed to follow suit, she was always nervous that, someday soon, sheβll completely miss the mark and be stripped of her title asΒ βthe best female vocalist of the current generation.β it wasnβt at all official, no, but netizens β and members of the borealis fandom β were convinced that sheβd go down in history as one of k-popβs darlings; one with a stunning instrument that not only conveyed emotion, but was technically superior to others in her bracket. however, while she might have been a rising star in that regard, she was nowhere near the level of popularity as one of her all-time favorite sunbaes, the incomparable lee sunjung, or as others knew her, heavenβs belair.
not only was her senior her bias within 99β²s current girl group, but she was also becoming a close friend to to theΒ β96 liner; one that she couldnβt believe that she had. for as long as she could remember, primarily during her trainee days, she played heavenβs music on repeat; singing along to their main vocalist as her notes embellished each track with sheer perfection. she even went so far as to perform an acoustic rendition ofΒ βgive it to meβ for an evaluation at her company. being that she metamorphosed from a die-hard fangirl into a colleague made her happier than words could describe, and now, she simply couldnβt wait to meet-up with her once more. it had been quite sometime since theyβd gotten together in an informal setting, so she was bubbling over with excitement. with her guitar in tow, she made her way over to sunjungβs home, and hummed little tunes here, and there, to begin the warm-up process on her vocal chords. not only were the two of them going to catch up on all of the lost time they had with one another, but her unnie was going to assist her in approaching the climax of this new comeback with precision, and comfort, so she wouldnβt tire out her voice mid-promotion cycle. while she did have some tricks up her sleeve that aided in the protection of her vocal chords, she knew that the older woman had a lot more, so she couldnβt wait to learn some new tips. sheβd do anything to ensure that her most prized possession β her voice β wasnβt in any sort of danger. lords knows her world would come crashing down if she couldnβt sing anymore.
shaking those horrifying thoughts from her mind, she had managed to amble over to the otherβs door with no one recognizing her, and once there, she balled one of her hands into a fist and placed a few knocks upon the wooden barrier; stepping a few paces back afterwards as she waited to be greeted β eager to wrap her comrade up into a big bear hug!
ββ Β january 2019.
ββ Β on-set of romantic and idol.
ββΒ Β word count, 1,152.
ββ Β points earned, +5 exp, +5 sp.
"what's my ideal type of man...β
eunjo repeated in a murmured breath, pupils dilating ever-so gently as she dreamed up specific traits and attributes that she deemedΒ βidealβ in a romantic partner. these questions were already beginning to feel so shallow and silly, but she knew that they needed to be answered as finding love was the sole purpose of this newly green-lit televised event. being that aurora as a group was known for mediocre variety appearances, their main vocal had a lot riding on her shoulders; midas media placing her in this position in hopes of changing the minds of the general public. truth be told, she was glad that she was apart of a female collective that was regarded for their voices, and their dancing, as opposed to their visuals or personalities, but she understood that having the full package in any predicament was optimal... she was just questioning why she, out of all the beauties in her group, was the one who was carefully selected to embark on this wild journey to change the minds of the general public. despite being given an image that marketed her as the damsel-in-distress that all heroes longed to rescue from peril, or as the pixie dream girl thatβs easy to fall for, she wasnβt at all confident in her approach to dating β the opposite sex often intimidating her more than intriguing her.Β
sheβs always considered herself a romantic at heart, but sheβs seldom had the opportunities to explore that side of herself. after all, she started the her trainee experience at the fresh of thirteen β at the very beginning of where most girls would begin to navigate their way through rosy pools of hormones, or where theyβd start to receive love letters from boys who longed to get to know them. with that in mind, she genuinely had no clear idea as to whatβs worked for her, and what hasnβt. sure, a minimum amount of ex-boyfriends have accumulated within the last few years, but not enough to make a difference on her thoughts toward the matter. so, while the query seems simple enough, for eunjo, itβs a bit more complicated, but alas, with all of those thoughts in mind, she inhaled and exhaled a deep breath; shrugging her alabaster shoulders delicately as a mellifluous chuckle lilted from betwixt her peachy, glossed lips.
βi suppose, above all else, iβd love a man who listens to me well, and who is more caring in his nature.β she began, long lashes fluttering closed for a second as she painted vivid imagery in her mind; the thought of sharing evenings with someone that showed her attention making her smile.Β βwhat matters the most to me is a man that is earnest, and kind; someone that iβll happily introduce to my father and brothers who i know they will like. iβd like to think that iβm not really particular when it comes to someoneβs exterior appeal, but of course, someone who dresses well and takes care of himself is an added bonus!β the chanteuse divulged, a roseate blush painting over the apples of her cheeks; revealing itself even through the layers of bb cream and powder that enhanced her features.Β βreally, though, iβd like anyone that is in touch with his inner child and his feminine side. i wouldnβt want someone that was afraid to show emotions, or who was afraid to have fun. i hope this doesnβt seem as if iβm asking for a lot, but... overall, to me, a golden heart and a diamond personality matters a lot more than dashing looks.β
was this going to be a great circumstance for her to show off her variegated charms? truth is, she had no idea... but she did her best not to make an absolute fool of herself during this first filming session. her first few takes seemed to have a nice flow to them β at least in her own opinion β so she hoped that the audience received her well. that was the whole point if this, after all. then, in what seemed to be a lot sooner than she realized, she was led to the final portion of what she was asked to do: to select a date location to enjoy with an unknown partner. of all the options listed, one seemed to fit her interests a whole lot, so with confidence, she smiled wide and nodded her head. βof all these great choices, iβm going to have to choose the vr room and arcade. iβm a huge lover of video games, and i think itβd be fun to play them with someone else! i just hope i wonβt end up being too competitive...β eunjo lamented, eager to see who she will eventually be paired with, and hoping that this venture wouldnβt besmirch her squeaky clean image. the last thing sheβd want is to be the cause of drama but sheβs doing her best to remain optimistic β knowing that this should be more fun than stressful. so, sheβs looking forward to dipping her toes into variety more, and who knows? maybe sheβll emerge as auroraβs new variety queen when all is said and done!
it had been a wild ride in a way, feeling satisfied that her nerves didnβt act up on stage, and then when it had finally sunk in that it was over sheβd been hit by what at first had felt like a weird mix between a sugar rush and a panic attack.
despite only being active in the wildly tumultuous entertainment industry for nearly three and a half years, aurora was already entering a new dawn: their member lineup changing in a fashion that was slightly terrifying, but also, extremely welcome. eunjo expected backlash, of course, as upset supporters of their former lead vocalist had become attached to hearing the sound of her voice coloring their tracks up until now. it was easy to admit that sheβd be missed, especially by the girls that she trained with, but the groupβs main vocal knew that she needed to remain strong and show open arms to the changes they were undergoing. when they were told that heo minyoung of produce project and pro.logue fame would be the missing piece of their decadently rosy and soft pastel puzzle, she knew that the borealis fanbase would treat her well. what made her concerned, though, were the almost inevitable comparisons that were bound to be made, and she hoped that her dongsaeng wouldnβt feel too pressured or burdened. so, whenever she saw the opportunity to, sheβd be sure to pass along words of sincere praise to her; only wanting her to feel as though sheβs been apart of aurora since that fateful spring day whenΒ βglass beadβ hit the airwaves for the first time.
so, she hoped that by starting up a conversation with her, sheβd be able to build their bond even stronger β making it unbreakable in almost no time at all. when the smaller spoke up, she let a fond smile decorate her countenance; her gentle approach hopefully bringing out a serenity in her after such an important night of her career. reveling in the sweetness of each sugary syllable that reverberated from betwixt minyoungβs lips, eunjo nodded her head and chuckled lightly; leaning into her a little. βoh, sweetheart, before you know it, weβll be on that stage together showing the world how talented you are!β she reassured, already feeling the need to almost protect her and she had no idea why. for now, though, she listened in and completely empathized with her; the same jitters that she described were still bubbling about in her own body.Β βoh, trust me, i know exactly how you feel. itβs almost always going to feel daunting, but iβve found that all of those feelings only exists in the moments leading up to a stage, and in the aftermath, too, but itβs kind of as if they vanish completely when youβre up there. i think itβs an addiction to applause, and to stage lights, personally!β the chanteuse teased, gently nudging her cohortβs shoulder with her own; hoping to lighten up the mood a little. after all, she wouldnβt want to make her new member relive any past tension.
deciding a subject change was necessary, eunjo decided to bring up the query that piqued her interest, and in a graceful manner, gestured towards the accessory hugging minyoungβs wrist. she hoped that she wouldnβt be seen as nosy, but she just couldnβt help herself.Β βthis is cute, young-ah! i see that youβre matching with a handsome someone thatβs here tonight, too.β the raven-haired beauty continued to taunt playfully, emphasizing her mood with a wink. βis you-know-who your boyfriend, or are you two just close? i hope iβm not assuming anything! i just thought it was adorable and wanted to ask you, thatβs all.β
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humming lightly, she did just that. a sink was easy to find, as the toilets had yet to be filled with people either puking or having sex. mini-fridge with something decent, well, that was a bit more difficult. after a minute or two of wandering, minyoungβs humming and gone from happy to rather annoyed. did someone steal all the decent bottles? huffing in anger, she set out on a new mission. this was after all an after-party - there had to be champagne somewhere. given who had rented these rooms, it should be at least half-decent, right?
curious, she kept the thought in mind as she worked to get her hoobaeβs attention; hoping that she wouldnβt startler her. βminyoung-ah, my love, howβre you feeling after all of that, huh?β eunjo inquired, resting one of her delicate palms on the otherβs upper back.Β βare you still experiencing that addicting rush of adrenaline? i know that, whenever i get off stage, it takes me a while before i feel completely normal again, hah. i hope that you had fun with all of us up there. on behalf of the other girls and i, we certainly loved having you around!β
thoughts such as those are what keep her awake at night, and the instant they enter her head, even for the millionth time, she shakes them free; setting them ablaze within the caverns of her mind before they rot and fester. sheβs got music to write, after all, so sheβd rather not dwell upon each insecurity that paints her rosy - hued world into deep shades of onyx. so for now, she hums along to the mid-tempo instrumentation that sheβs composed; finding a key appropriate for her voice as she begins to concoct a melody suitable for her full-lyric soprano. eunjoβs learned in the past that starting off lighter, or lower, then leading to something louder, and higher, is what makes a song come alive, itβs what gives it texture, so sheβs following those same old rules; hoping they wonβt be too watered down and played out. so, without further hesitation, she begins in a-major and gleams down at the paper sheβs been writing on all this while; doing a first little run-through of what she has thus far, and when itβs time for her to begin with the first line, she inhales a proper breath and proceeds.
λΉμ μλ sky
κ·Έ μλ μ i
κΏκΎΈλ―μ΄ fly
my life is a beauty
as she transitions into the first part of the verse, she recalls upon the inspiration for what sheβs written so far: her take on the life of a celebrity, the one of an idol that many admire, and even aspire to be like someday. eunjo knows that, although sheβs only human, she needs to walk this flowery path with good intentions; the curious eyes of the young now on her and watching her every move. growing up as the smallest in a family loaded with older brothers, sheβs never had the pressure to lead anyone to be their best selves, but this new opportunity has offered her a large amount of responsibility; one that she takes incredibly seriously. so, within this track, she hopes to let her supporters into her personal life a bit β how sheβs gone through rough spells, but in the end, she wouldnβt trade this golden existence in for anything else. why would she? sheβs been training for this very moment since she was thirteen years old β her childhood spent learning new pieces for evaluations, and now, her adulthood was to be had on stages. many have claimed that sheβd regret racing into such rigid schedules at such a fresh age, but sheβs never felt that way, no. in a sense, sheβd rather work hard now that sheβs young and able to, and when sheβs older, sheβll settle down and catch up on all of the rest sheβs missed out on. she hopes that this song will inspire her devotees to do the same; to chase their dreams now, and retire later when all goals have been accomplished. with that in mind, eunjo continues; lazily singing along in a soft, almost hushed timbre so she wonβt wake her housemates.
pleased with how everything is moving and how each line leaps onto the next, she dons a smile as she goes; allowing her eyes to shut for just an instant as she reminisces upon the day she was told she was to be in aurora β that same feeling of warmth flooding her chest right now as it did back then. god, over two years have flown by at light speed... and she has no idea how all of those recollections were fit into such a short amount of time, and she canβt wait to make more, especially with some of her favorite people by her side throughout all of this. this journey wouldnβt be the same without the camaraderie, and sheβs scared to go solo for that reason, but she knows that, even if she were by herself during a live stage, she still wouldnβt be alone. sheβd have the cheers of the audience, the undying love of her family, and her friends, swathing her, and that, in the end is whatβs most important. the smiles that tug upon the corners of her lips are making her tone brighter, and she absent-mindedly begins to pick up the volume with which she plays; wrapping up what sheβs written so far.
after repeating the same bit for emphasis, she ceases immediately when she hears footsteps coming from the hallway; her head bowing over slightly in laughter as she quickly moves to rest her guitar on the floor near her bed for a second as she stands up herself, then she places her beloved instrument on its stand. within a singular second, her whole demeanor changes, and she knows right then and there, especially after looking at the clock, that itβs about time to make some coffee and get prepared for rehearsal β the release ofΒ βremember meβ only a few mere weeks away. how she was going to make it through today so tired she had no idea, but she hopes that, in the next few hours, sheβd be able to get home and catch up on rest... if her mind and body allowed her to, that was.
β¨ ππππππππ: living life one high note at a time.Β βΒ (Β +5 expΒ )Β /Β feat. taekyoon.
eunjo tends to take all of her social media platforms quite seriously. aside from allowing fans a sneak peek into some bits and pieces of her personal life, she loves that sheβs able to communicate with them in a way thatβs sweet and wholesome most of the time. most of the time, she posts aesthetic pictorials of herself, locations sheβs visited, desserts, and various flora. sheβs gaining quite a bit of followers thanks to her visual appeal, and she hopes to be able to reply to as many of them as possible ( if midas media allows her to, of course ) !
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πππππ, ππππππ ππππππ ! it feels fantastic to be back on the dashboard, and iβm super excited to reacquaint myself with all of you. β‘ my nameβs ππππ, and iβm the writer behind the main vocal of aurora,Β πππππ πππππ. iβve decided to revamp her, and in doing so, sheβs now aΒ β96 liner ( making her a sweet twenty-two years of age ) and sheβs picked up a brand new skill: playing the guitar ! sheβll sing you lullabies if youβd like her to β free of charge ! anyway, like my original intro post stated, if youβd like to plot with her,Β ππππ ππππ ππππ π ππππ and iβll reach out to you via tumblr im ! that, or feel free to request my discord account and weβll talk there. youβll find the necessary links to get to know my precious girl below. if you have any queries, please let me know and i canβt wait to write with you allΒ !
