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After clearing his throat, Danny glanced around his surroundings and behind the camera; from his first viewing, Bruce knew whatever he'd disclose next was highly sensitive. His body lost most of its tension once he confirmed he was alone, but any trained eye can tell he was still on high alert.

“Hello, Bruce. I don’t expect you to recognize me, let alone be aware of my existence, yet I had to reach you anyway. My name is Danny Fenton… but what it would’ve been is Abdan. Abdan Thomas Tate, or I guess more importantly, Wayne. A few years back I found out I was adopted, given to my parents by a woman named Miranda Tate—a name that might ring a few bells. I figured she must’ve decided it best to keep me a secret, otherwise I’d probably be living in the manor with your other children. Right now, I’m sure you’re thinking ‘Even if this is all true, why now?’—why am I contacting you after all this time? The answer is simple: I need your help. It's pretty bold of me, I know, but please hear me out. I have a feeling you’ll offer the help I’m asking for once I finish.”

“There’s no easy way to ease you into this, so I’m just gonna break it down as best as I can. To not jeopardize your safety, I have to be vague about Miranda Tate's other identity; a rather dangerous one. It might sound crazy, but please believe me when I say she’s part of a murderous cult run by her father. I can’t exactly tell you the name—the less you know about it, the safer you’ll be—but I know you have ties with someone who more than likely does. Even if you’re merely funding Batman, I believe you two are close enough to call in a favor this important. His choice on whether or not he’ll accept will make or break this whole ordeal, so I beg you to convince him on the off-chance he declines. And as much as I hate springing up more surprises, you need to know that I’m not Miranda’s only son. He’s younger than me, and I believe he’s still with our mother—which finally brings me to the main reason I'm reaching out. I need Batman to save my little brother. Please. I’m aware blood relations don't mean shit without a bond to go with it, but I'm begging you to send help for him. I’m not sure if he’s also yours, but in the face of an endangered child, I think we can agree that's not important. He deserves to live a life outside of endless bloodshed like how I was able to. I don’t know why I was spared and not him, or the difference between our mother from sixteen years ago and the one now, I can’t say. But please… please help save that boy.”

Danny then took in a breath and wearily sighed, casting an apologetic look to the camera. It’s obvious Danny didn't want to trouble Bruce, however, the determination shown through his crystalline eyes clearly pushed him on.

“In all honesty, I wasn’t going to bring you into this. Regardless of our relation, you and I are strangers; I could’ve handled living out the rest of my life with no contact. The only reason why you’re even seeing this is because the likelihood of me either being dead or M.I.A in the near future is extremely high. Sounds seriously messed up, huh? I wish I was kidding, but I’m, like, ninety-percent positive I’ll be on some obituary or missing poster by the time this message gets to you. I won't get into detail—whatever happened on my end isn't the point of this message—but I feel like I owe you at least this much. A lot went down that caused me to gain several enemies who'd stop at nothing to get their hands on me—dead or alive. I don't wish for anyone to get caught up in it, so the only takeaway I want you to get is that this was simply a case of a guy that had to step up for the town he loved; nothing more, nothing less.”

It’s this part right here that has Bruce’s heart cracking. Logically, he knows Danny is right, he knows, yet it still hurts to be called a stranger. That’s his blood, and he knows as much of this boy as he does a person he could’ve happened to talk to in passing. It pains him to have lost so many years of Danny growing up. He was robbed of them, just like with Damian.

It isn’t fucking fair for Bruce to have to go through this again.

To make matters worse, Danny had somehow followed in his footsteps. He wasn’t even there to inevitably fuck up with him and Danny still managed to take up this endless crusade. Not only did Danny resemble him, but it seems their similarities run deeper than the superficial ones. The apple truly didn’t fall far from the tree.

After a moment, panic flashed in Danny’s widened eyes at some realization he came to—like an important thought had suddenly struck him.

“Sorry, I… I shouldn't have even said that. It really wasn’t an invitation to do any digging, I promise. I only wanted you to know why I won’t be available in the future, not for vengence or—I'm not even looking for justice! I’ve made my peace, and I hope that you'll be… sorta… okay? Maybe?… ha, who am I kidding? Nobody sane would be after hearing that. Dude, I'm—this is stupid of me. I’m all over the place right now. Just… be careful, okay? Let whatever you end up finding be enough for you, Bruce. Don’t get wrapped up or force Batman to take up my case, not when you both have constant matters to deal with in a city like Gotham.”

Danny's hand ran through his hair as he inhaled a shaky breath. In the background, cicadas began to sing as the falling Sun set in the horizon—its golden light casted a warm glow over Danny.

“Whatever ends up happening to me, happened. Sometimes it’s best to let dead dogs lie. My living brother is the priority, and I wouldn't have it any other way.”

If he were any less composed, Bruce would’ve barked out a half-rattled laugh. Danny might’ve had a good read on him, but he didn’t know (couldn’t have known) how he could get. He’s definitely not going to let this go anytime soon.

“At the bottom of this email, there’s a file linked there. In it is all the information Batman will need about the cult that I think would be helpful. When my brother is saved, he’ll need a lot of help undoing the brainwashing he was subjected to—this is where my request that directly requires you comes in. It’ll be a lot of work, time, and above all, understanding to properly care for him… and I’m hoping you’ll be the one who takes him in. Or if that’s not possible, then to help Batman house him and be an active part of his healing. With your resources and care for those not even biologically yours, my brother can have a fighting chance of adjusting. Please give him that chance. Allow him to learn how it is to feel cared for outside of what could be gained from him. I’d be there to help, but well… the circumstances didn’t allow it.”

He then checked the watch on his left wrist (it doesn’t look like a name-brand one, but it’s well-worn; sentimental item or just well-loved?) and his eyebrows slightly pinched before immediately smoothing out.

“Shit… I don’t have a lot of time. I’m gonna have to wrap this up, but before I go, I have some words for you and the people you’ll likely show this video. You’re free to end it here; I’ve said all that I needed. You're not obligated to hear what might very well be my last words. If this is where you stop, then let me give you my thanks. Thank you for hearing me out, Bruce. Thank you for all the hard work you’ve done and will continue to do. And thank you for making it possible to do the very thing I wasn’t able to do while alive, even if it’s only by asking for help from a notorious hero. It’ll be more than I ever did.”

His eyes sting as Danny's sheer amount of gratitude weighs itself over his heavy shoulders; there are enough barely-formed tears to blur his vision. Pressing pause, Bruce takes a second to collect himself and casts a quick look at the expression he paused on. He feels undeserving of such a soft, compassionate gaze.

Not when he failed Danny—the boy bound to Bruce by nothing but their shared blood.

With a gentle exhale, he resumes the video.

“First, to Mr.Pennyworth and my would-be siblings. It’s—It’s kinda embarrassing, but oftentimes when I felt my loneliest, I'd wonder what it’d be like to be apart of the whole flock. I’d dream of all the ‘what-ifs’ and questioned if we’d be anything like the way I imagined, but unfortunately, it's not in the cards for any of them to be a reality. A large part of me still mourns the lost chance. It would’ve been an honor to know the family Bruce had chosen and who, in turn, had accepted him back—I wish you all well. Now, I’d like to address you, Brother. There may be a chance Mother told you about me, but if she didn’t, then I’m sure this must be a huge shock for you. I’d know because it was just as big of a shock for me to learn about you.”

A wry smile graced his face, fondness in his eyes as he stared directly into the camera—it was as if he could perfectly imagine Damian regardless of not knowing what he looked like.

“I don’t know why Mother gave me up or why she most likely kept me hidden from everyone she knew, but whatever the reason, it doesn’t matter. What matters is that she had given me a secret blessing, and it's something I wish for you to have. Living as someone’s weapon, never seen as anything more than the role given to you, is no life at all. No matter how well it was sugar-coated, you would’ve been bound by the invisible shackles Mother and Grandfather placed on your ankles—you wouldn’t have recognized that heavy weight for what it was until it’s too late. And I’m… aware… I’m probably some nobody bastard who’s the cause of you being ripped away from everything you knew, but I swear, all I want is what’s best for you—even if it doesn’t feel like it. What you’ll come to understand in time, little brother, is that the dead have a way of coming around when you’d least expect it. That the way Grandfather’s cu—organization conducts itself has a high price. Maybe I’m not making much sense to you right now, but I don’t want that for you. Your youth shouldn’t be wasted being molded into an instrument of Death under a cause you had no real choice in. Even if Death has already been dealt out by your hands, you still deserve the chance to learn that the grass is truly greener on the other side. If there is one thing I dare to ask of you, it’s to be open-minded. Question if what was taught is actually a better way of living your own life than this new alternative. Most of all… try to see a future where a version of you can be genuinely happy. Which path will be the one you'll find yourself laughing whenever you please? Where there’s no major repercussions for not meeting unwanted expectations? I know the answer, and over time, you’ll see that I’m right. I just wish I could be there for you. As your elder brother and the one who caused everything to happen, I am so sorry I can’t take responsibility… I hope one day you’ll forgive me.”

His deep remorse bled into a more melancholic expression—his eyes aged him by several lifetimes. They look like what stares back at Bruce when he looks into a mirror; the same tired, heavy blue eyes.

“And finally, to Mr.Wayne—my father in nothing but DNA. It was a huge risk, me doing this. So many bad-case scenarios constantly played in my mind as I willed myself to sit here before this camera. Would it be too late? Would my request be fulfilled? Would you even bother to open the email? I initially didn’t want to reach out because what I’m asking for is a lot for a civilian; it’s something I’m very much aware of. Even I had to ask myself if I’d be able to give what my brother would need once I learned of his situation. But what ultimately had me pushing the record button was one thing—Faith. Faith in you, me, and that things will work out. I don't need to know you personally to know you’re a good man. You pour so much into Gotham, the city every outsider and probably a good chunk of Gothamites deem as hopeless, but what they don’t realize is that even the hopeless deserves a fighting chance. All things worthwhile are hard; I recognize that just as much as you do. It’s due to this—to the fact that you don’t shy away from challenges if it means it’ll at least help someone—that made me believe you’d help me. Maybe you can’t take my brother in—which is completely understandable, you have other kids to worry about—but I hold the faith that you’ll do your damndest to make sure that little boy is with someone who can. I hold faith in my decision to entrust you with this… and I deeply hope it’s proven true.”

No matter how tentative the small smile grew on Danny’s face, it did nothing to dampen the hope he had for his single wish to ring true; he genuinely held those views on Bruce. The next words are spoken so softly, said with such tenderness, that makes Bruce’s jaw clench hard enough to hurt.

“I wish you well and goodbye… Father.”

The video ends.

Putting his head in his hands, Bruce pushes down the strong urge to destroy everything around him. With no little amount of difficulty, he calms the surge of volatile emotions. Letting them take over won’t help anything, so for now, he’ll compartmentalize them in order to focus on the more important matters. The tears and inevitable spiral can be put off for a way later date.

First things first, he needs to thoroughly re-check what Danny had disclosed. Then he’ll have to share with the others what has been discovered; fresh eyes and clearer minds are advantageous in case Bruce, in his shocked state, glazed over something. Lastly, depending on what they find, will be to solve Danny’s case and give him rightful justice (that, Bruce can promise).

… He… he should call down Tim. Tim and Damian.

Oh, Damian—

With a sharp inhale, a pang of deep, raw hurt guts him and leaves him hollow. How will his youngest handle it? To know that he had an older biological brother?—or has, he's not forgetting the potiential cover-up Danny implied is possible. Not for the first nor last time, he curses Talia. She has hurt him so irrevocably that he can hardly believe she had ever loved him; the knife she long lodged in his back twists once more.

After a few shaky breaths, the years-long pain ebbs away and allows him to think more clearly.

He’s well aware the news of Danny will no doubt stir up complicated thoughts within his youngest, but what about the others? What would this mean for the family to learn of the fact Danny is the child he believed to be gone? Outside of Dick and Alfred, nobody knew of the child he had thought he lost all those years ago—the child Talia had led him to believe she miscarried.

For years, it'd leave a small block in his throat when he thought about it for too long. But now? it’s downright devastating to learn he could’ve spent those years he mourned with his fucking son. Pure hot anger and hurt flare in his chest, though he immediately stamps it down. He’ll need to have it suppressed as best as he can if he wants to get through the upcoming meeting with a relatively clear head.

Reaching for his phone, he doesn’t bother to check the time when both boys are still awake, and sends them a text that he has something important he can't say over text. With them currently serving their week-long benching and are well-aware he’s in the bat-cave, Bruce is sure they’ll come down fairly quick.

With a heavy sigh, Bruce leans back in his chair and rubs at his eyes as the gravity of everything starts pulling him down. It’s yet to be seen what the domino effect this entire situation will cause, but regardless of the outcome, he knows his family will pull through—this is just another tragedy they’ll heal from together. No matter what they’ll uncover, what new enemies they might make, they’ll make things right for their missing family member.