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Guess who’s growing up, and OFFICIALLY signed her own apartment lease and  could start moving in like..now!? if you guessed me you’d be right

@briezymartin: but wow like, i used to be an emo, tyrant bitch, with like the world's worst attitude and did whatever i wanted to and now i'm settled down with jake, crazy in love, and with a two month old and i'm actually happy. what a glow up.

Things in Cam’s life were rarely easy. It always felt like he had the weight of the world on his shoulders, whether that weight was put on by himself or by others. He had the tendency to get himself in insane situations, so waking up in the woods when he was damn sure he’d died? This was just another thing he couldn’t deal with.

He had to, though. So he forced himself to get up and tried to ignore the too-much-too-fast feeling that the sounds, scents and sights of the world were thrusting upon him. It felt different, way too different to be normal. 

It was like he was half in a trance as he stumbled through the forest. He just wanted to go home, to bury his face in Maya’s neck and stay there forever. Maya.

Maya. 

He had to get to her. Part of him questioned whether or not she’d be in their apartment, but he figured it was a good first stop. There weren’t hundreds of places for her to go, so the small list would be fine for him to work through even in this state. Selfishly, he hoped she would just be at home. The less mental effort he had to put into finding her, the better. 

When he finally arrived at their apartment he slipped the spare key from out of the loose spot behind the doorjamb and let himself in, jumping when Clover & Zara’s barking caught him off guard. It sounded like they had goddamn megaphones, right in his ears. 

Cam didn’t usually go out this late, but the freakin’ dog was a menace and had chewed up his laptop cord with two hours until his final paper for a class was due. So, he’d hauled his ass up off the couch, put on actual clothes instead of the pug onesie Brie had jokingly gifted him, and headed his ass straight to best buy before it closed to get a new one. 

Maya had already been out cold, of course. He’d told her to head on to bed midway through his paper and he’d silenced her phone and then shot her a text before she left, assuring that he’d be back in no town. But, per usual, his fucking car got a flat and the deadline for his paper had already fucking passed. He was screwed, so royally screwed.

He’d just gotten his tire on when he started feeling woozy, falling to his knees in the snow completely from where he’d been squatting to finish tightening the tire bolts. God, he felt so drained lately. But this was different, this was a bone-chilling exhaustion that was hitting fast and hard. 

Was he crying or something? He felt coolness running down his cheeks, from his nose too? He coughed, a weird taste coming from his mouth and the sight of a silver liquid on his hand had him terrified. Fuck, no. This- No, this couldn’t be happening. He’d almost died a few years ago at his own hand, he couldn’t go out like this. Not when life was worth living. 

A chilling voice a few feet away from him had him looking up as streetlights flickered and three impossibly tall, scary figures came forward. 

“His condition is terminal.” One said, before a sharp instrument was plunged through his chest, directly through his heart. 

He fell to the ground lifeless, nobody there to find him for hours. That is, until a familiar face stumbled out of his apartment complex to head to work. A horrified gasp filled the otherwise silent street, and all a wide-eyed Zig Novak could say was:

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gotta thank one of my favorite dudes for hooking me up with these beauties over the past two months. they’re freakin amazing. i need more immediately.

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@briezymartin: WHAT THE FUCK? I'M OBVIOUSLY THE BETTER HALF OF THE BRAMPBELL FRIENDSHIP AND EVERYONE CAN FIGHT ME.

Maya: A really bad one, that i really don't want to talk about Cam

Maya: Just, I love you a lot okay? And I'd miss you a lot if you were gone.

Maya: I just had a bad dream okay?

Maya: no no no, i didn't do that.

Maya: I just wanted to let you know that.

Maya: I Love You

Maya: that is all

Campbell: I love you too

Campbell: did you pull a clover and eat one of my vinyl's or something?

Cam: error 404: pug not found

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i’ve only been in love once and it’s all i’m ever gonna need. #wcw

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