Insomniacrobat: A life thru lyrics

(One Year of Song: Day 113 of 365)

I found it hard

Tried to reserve

I'll get it right

When I am hurt (hot for me)

The man's his own (hot for me)

And to her he´ll go (hot for me)

But I`ll be fine (hot for me)

`Cause I know

He´s in her heart on the floor

Thinking that I´ll never know

I´ll be up, going through crazy shit I did for you

In my mind, in my head, seeing all the words unsaid

Honey, honey, I am never coming home again

I´ve been lied to.

So what´s the truth?

Now I´m not gonna hide it all, keep it all from you

I´ve been dying to know what you´ve tried

You´ve been lying

So, honey, I´m not your honey pie

He's in her heart on the floor

Thinking that I'll never know

I'll be up, going through crazy shit I did for you

In my mind, in my head seeing all the words unsaid

Honey, honey, I am never coming home again

If you want to take me, baby, please

Been holding on for eternity

Save you only for me

Missing you never led to much of anything

If you wanna know, if you wanna show me

What it means, what it seems, seems to be

Held by a thread,

Tried to forget

But I´ll never let it go

Honey, I´m not your honey pie

Tried to be like a god

I'm too here on the rise, I’m trying

Tried to be like a god

I’m too here on the rise, I’m trying

He's in her heart on the floor

Thinking that I'll never know

I'll be up, going through crazy shit I did for you

In my mind, in my head seeing all the words unsaid

Honey, honey, I am never coming home again

I've been lied to.

So, what's the truth?

No, I'm not gonna hide it all, keep it all from you

I've been dying to

Know what you've tried

You've been lying

So, honey, I'm not your honey pie

(One Year of Song: Day 112 of 365)

At Cavanaugh Park 

Where I used to sit 

All alone in the dark 

And dream about things 

That I cannot say 

You always said denstiny 

Would blow me away

And nothing's gonna blow me away 

At Cavanaugh Park 

Where you used to take me 

To play in the sand 

And said to me, "Son, one day you'll be a man. 

"And men can do terrible things." 

Yes they can 

And there was never any place 

For someone like me to be 

Totally happy 

I'm running out of clock and that 

Ain't a shock 

Some things never do change 

Never do change 

At Cavanaugh Park 

We used to get high 

Watching teams as they fought 

They loved my friend Adam 

But he always got caught 

Man, that kid made fucking up look cool 

Aren't we all so cool? No, No...

And there was never any place 

For someone like me to be 

Totally happy 

I'm running out of clock and that 

Ain't a shock 

Some things never do change 

Never do change 

Never do change 

Never do change 

Never do change 

At Cavanaugh Park 

Where I used to think 

That this life would be good

And I would do things 

That I thought that I should 

And no one's going to tear me down 

And there was never any place 

For someone like me to be 

Totally happy 

I'm running out of clock and that 

Ain't a shock 

Some things never do change 

And there was never any place 

For someone like me to be 

Totally happy 

I'm running out of clock and that 

Ain't a shock 

Some things never do change 

Never do change 

Never do change 

Never do change

(One Year of Song: Day 111 of 365)

Every day's a new day

Every way's a new way

On the edge of darkness

Finding out what it means to love

And to think we've found the time

All my brothers we stand

For the peace of the land

Is there meaning

I've got love in my heart

For an army apart

I am bleeding

[x2]

Always searching for love

Always searching for light

What the world is made of

When I'm thinking it's right

And to think we've found the time

All my brothers we stand

For the peace of the land

Is there meaning

I've got love in my heart

For army apart

I'm bleeding

[x2]

Yeah, yeah...

I've got love in my heart

For army apart

I am bleeding

All my brothers we stand

For the peace of the land

Is there meaning

I've got love in my heart

For army apart

I am bleeding

...

(One Year of Song: Day 110 of 365)

If the sun refused to shine,

I would still be loving you.

When mountains crumble to the sea,

There will still be you and me.

Kind woman, I give you my all.

Kind woman, nothing more.

Little drops of rain

Whisper of the pain.

Tears of love lost in the days gone by.

My love is strong,

With you there is no wrong.

Together we shall go until we die.

My, my, my.

An inspiration's what you are to me.

Inspiration, look, see.

And so today my world—it smiles,

Your hand in mine, we walk the miles,

Thanks to you it will be done,

For you to me are the only one.

Alright, yeah

Happiness: no more be sad,

Happiness: I'm glad.

If the sun refused to shine,

I would still be loving you.

Mountains crumble to the sea,

There will still be you and me.

(One Year of Song: Day 109 of 365)

Look, you're standing alone (Standing alone.) 

How ever I should have known, (I should have known.) 

Never before, never again, 

You will ignore, I will pretend. 

Never before, never again, 

You will ignore, I will pretend. 

In your world, you're alone in your face. 

You're alone in your world, you're alone in your face. 

How you said you never would leave me alone, oh. 

How you said you never would leave me alone. 

Now you're just walking away (Walking away), 

When you said you always would stay (Always would stay.) 

Never before, never again, 

You will ignore, I will pretend. 

Never before, never again, 

You will ignore, I will pretend. 

In your world, you're alone in your face. 

You're alone in your world, you're alone in your face. 

How you said you never would leave me alone, oh. 

How you said you never would leave me alone. 

Never before, never again, 

You will ignore, I will pretend. 

In your world, you're alone in your face. 

You're alone in your world, you're alone in your face. 

How you said you never would leave me alone, oh. 

How you said you never would leave me alone

(One Year of Song: Day 108 of 365)

There's no money, there's no possessions

Only obsession, I don't need that shit

Take my money, take my obsession

I just want to be heard, loud and clear are my words

Comin' from within, man, tell 'em what you heard

It's about a revolution in your heart and in your mind

You can't find the conclusion,

Life-style and obsession

Diamond rings get you nothing but a life long lesson

And your pocket-book stressin'

You're a slave to the system, working jobs that you hate

For that shit you don't need

It's too bad the world is based on greed

Step back and see, stop thinking about yourself

Start thinking about

There's no money, there's no possession

Only obsession, I don't need that shit

Take my money, take my possession

Take my obsession, I don't need that shit

'Cause everything is nothing and emptiness is in everything

This reality is really just a fucked up dream

With the flesh and the blood that you call your soul

Flip it inside out, it's a big black hole

Take your money, burn it up like an asteroid

Possessions ‒ they are never gonna fill the void

Take it away and learn the best lesson

The heart, the soul, the life, the passion

There's no money, there's no possession

Only obsession, I don't need that shit

Take my money, take my possession

Take my obsession, I don't need that shit

Money, possession, obsession

Present yourself, press your clothes

Comb your hair and clock-in

You just can't win

Just can't win

The things you own, own you now

Take my money, take my possession

Take my obsession, I don't need that shit

Fuck your money, fuck your possession

Fuck your obsession, I don't need that shit

Money, possession, obsession,

I don't need that shit

(One Year of Song: Day 107 of 365)

Ladies and Gentlemen, children of all ages

Step right up and get your tickets to the greatest show on earth

Where you'll witness death defying feats and acts of whisky Guzzling debauchery

I wanna see you

So get the fuck up!

It’s high noon when you step into the pit

It’s a monster's ball and their digging a ditch

For the sunburnt the weary, the ones who won't last

In this cyclone of flesh with this cathartic mix

When the broken limbs are leading the match

It’s the ring masters itch we’re amassed to scratch

With the crack of the whip the carnies rush in to devour

The beast that beats on drums of flesh

Blistered embattled

You fall to submission

To complete the mission

You rally and rise

2-3-4

Slack-jawed and entranced your torched by the sun

You've caught the fever

The day's just begun to burn. Ya!

No you can't stop moving

No you can't stop moving

No you can't stop

This monster's ball

Can't stop moving

No you can't stop moving

No you can't stop

This monster's ball

Hey you there in the neo-thrash prog math whatever metal shirt

And cut off jeans trying to sneak away don't leave yet

The best part of the show is just about to begin

It’s not over till the pretty ladies scream!

So get the fuck up!

Brothers in arms we shake our devil sticks

Together as we climb walls of jagged bones together

As you float away on a bed a callused hands

With the crest in sight now it’s time to go

Over the edge, you take a decadent fall

Behind the velvet rope you join the men on stilts

The juggler winks and throws you a ball

Before you know it you're part of it all

No you can't stop moving

No you can't stop moving

No you can't stop

This monster's ball

Can't stop moving

No you can't stop moving

No you can't stop

This monster's ball

Ladies and Gentlemen

Step right up and get your tickets

To the greatest show on earth

We've never felt this free

When I’m stepping blindly

Cause we’ve never been so free

My Acrobatic Army

Ladies and Gentlemen

Can't stop moving

No you can't stop moving

No you can't stop

Can't stop moving

No you can't stop moving

No you can't stop

Can't stop moving

No you can't stop moving

No you can't stop

Can't stop moving

No you can't stop moving

No you can't stop

No you can't stop moving

No you can't stop moving

No you can't stop

This monster's ball

Can't stop moving

No you can't stop moving

No you can't stop

This monster's ball

(One Year of Song: Day 106 of 365)

Oh - stop

With your feet on the air and your head on the ground

Try this trick and spin it, yeah

Your head will collapse

But there's nothing in it

And you'll ask yourself

Where is my mind? [3x]

Way out in the water

See it swimmin'

I was swimmin' in the Caribbean

Animals were hiding behind the rock

Except the little fish

But they told me, he swears

Tryin' to talk to me, to me, to me.

Where is my mind? [3x]

Way out in the water

See it swimmin'

With your feet on the air and your head on the ground

Try this trick and spin it, yeah

Your head will collapse

If there's nothing in it

And you'll ask yourself

Where is my mind? [3x]

Way out in the water

See it swimmin'

Oh

With your feet on the air and your head on the ground

Oh

Try this trick and spin it, yeah

Oh

Oh

(One Year of Song: Day 105 of 365)

I wear my sunglasses at night

So I can, So I can

Watch you weave then breathe your story lines

And I wear my sunglasses at night

So I can, So I can

Keep track of the visions in my eyes

While, she's deceiving me, 

It cuts my security (has)

she got control of me

I turn to her and say

Don't switch the blade on the guy in shades; oh no

Don't masquerade with the guy in shades;

(oh no) (I can't believe it)

You got it made with the guy in shades; oh no

I wear my sunglasses at night

So I can, So I can

Forget my name while you collect your claim

And I wear my sunglasses at night

So I can, So I can

See the light that's right before my eyes

While she's deceiving me, 

she cuts my security (has)

She got control of me

I turn to her and say

Don't switch the blade on the guy in shades (oh no)

Don't masquerade with the guy in shades

(oh no) (I can't believe it)

(cuz) You got it made with the guy in shades (oh no)

While she's deceiving me, 

she cuts my security (has)

She got control of me

I turn to her and say

Don't switch the blade on the guy in shades (oh no)

Don't masquerade with the guy in shades

(oh no) (I can't believe it)

don't be afraid of the guy in shades

(oh No) (It can't escape you)

(cus) You got it made with the guy in shades (oh no)

I said

I wear my sunglasses at night

I wear my sunglasses at night

I wear my sunglasses at night

I say to ya now

I wear my sunglasses at night

I wear my sunglasses at night

I wear my sunglasses at night

I cry to you

I wear my sunglasses at night

I wear my sunglasses at night

(One Year of Song: Day 104 of 365)

I have opened my eyes to see the world the surrounds me daily

I refuse to be led by the majority

Can't compromise I and I

To pass judgment

Judgment will be passed upon you

I will stand up for who I am

Never moved by condemnation

No one is placed higher than another

No matter race or creed or gender

We must teach forgiveness and compassion for all life

Through understanding of our differences

We will find respect for one another

We are all flesh and blood

I am not afraid to speak my mind

No matter the consequences

Stay true to yourself

Through the humble eyes of a child we will realize true equality

They can not take me from me

(One Year of Song: Day 103 of 365)

Three important rules for breaking up:

Don't put off breaking up when you know you want to

Prolonging the situation only makes it worse

Tell him honestly, simply, kindly, but firmly

Don't make a big production

Don't make up an elaborate story

This will help you avoid a big tear jerking scene

If you wanna date other people say so

Be prepared for the boy to feel hurt and rejected

Even if you've gone together for only a short time,

And haven't been too serious,

There's still a feeling of rejection

When someone says she prefers the company of others

To your exclusive company,

But if you're honest, and direct,

And avoid making a flowery emotional speech when you break the news,

The boy will respect you for your frankness,

And honestly he'll appreciate the kind of straightforward manner

In which you told him your decision

Unless he's a real jerk or a cry baby you will remain friends!

I'm head of the class

I'm popular

I'm a quarterback

I'm popular

My mom says I'm a catch

I'm popular

I'm never last picked

I got a cheerleader chick

Being attractive is the most important thing there is

If you wanna catch the biggest fish in your pond

You have to be as attractive as possible

Make sure to keep your hair spotless and clean

Wash it at least every two weeks

Once every two weeks!

And if you see Johnny football hero in the hall

Tell him he played a great game

Tell him you like his article in the newspaper

I'm the party star

I'm popular

I've got my own car

I'm popular

I'll never get caught

I'm popular

I make football bets

I'm a teachers pet

I propose we support a one month limit on going steady

I think it would keep people more able to deal with weird situations

And get to know more people

I think if you're ready to go out with Johnny

Now's the time to tell him about your one month limit

He won't mind, he'll appreciate your fresh look on dating!

And once you've dated someone else you can date him again!

I'm sure he'll like it!

Everyone will appreciate it!

You're so novel, what a good idea!

You can keep you time to your self!

You don't need date insurance!

You can go out with whoever you want to!

Every boy, every boy, in the whole world could be yours!

If you'll just listen to my plan:

THE TEENAGE GUIDE TO POPULARITY!

I'm head of the class

I'm popular

I'm a quarterback

I'm popular

My mom says I'm a catch

I'm popular

I'm never last picked

I got a cheerleader chick

I'm the party star

I'm popular

I've got my own car

I'm popular

I'll never get caught

I'm popular

I'm a teachers pet

I make football bets

(One Year of Song: Day 102 of 365)

Some might say that sunshine follows thunder

Go and tell it to the man who cannot shine

Some might say that we should never ponder

On our thoughts today 'cause they will sway over time

Some might say we will find a brighter day

Some might say we will find a brighter day

'Cause I've been standing at the station

In need of education in the rain

You made no preparation for my reputation once again

The sink is full of fishes

She's got dirty dishes on the brain

It was overflowing gently but it's all elementary my friend

Some might say they don't believe in heaven

Go and tell it to the man who lives in hell

Some might say you get what you've been given

If you don't get yours I won't get mine as well

Some might say we will find a brighter day

Some might say we will find a brighter day

'Cause I've been standing at the station

In need of education in the rain

You made no preparation for my reputation once again

The sink is full of fishes

She's got dirty dishes on the brain

And my dog's been itching

Itching in the kitchen once again

Some might say (Some might say)

Some might say (Some might say)

You know what some might say (You know what some might say)

You know what some might say (You know what some might say)

You know what some might say (You know what some might say)

You know what some might say (You know what some might say)

You know what some might say (You know what some might say)

You know what some might say (You know what some might say)

You know what some might say (You know what some might say)

(One Year of Song: Day 101 of 365)

Just take a nice breathe in. Exhale the breath

Just allow yourself now to relax more and more

Because the nicest thing about hypnosis

Is that wonderful feeling of physical and mental relaxation

That can bounce throughout your entire body

Because from this moment in time

There's nothing, nothing of importance for you to do

Except relax

Relax

Rela-la-la--

Rela-la-la--

Rela-la-la--

Rela-la-la--

Just take a nice breathe in. Exhale the breath

Just allow yourself now to relax more and more

Because the nicest thing about hypnosis

Is that wonderful feeling of physical and mental relaxation

That can bounce throughout your entire body

Because from this moment in time

There's nothing, nothing of importance for you to do

Except relax

Relax

(One Year of Song: Day 100 of 365)

Help, I have done it again

I have been here many times before

Hurt myself again today

And the worst part is there's no one else to blame

Be my friend

Hold me, wrap me up

Unfold me

I am small and needy

Warm me up

And breathe me

Ouch, I have lost myself again

Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,

Yeah, I think that I might break

Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend

Hold me, wrap me up

Unfold me

I am small and needy

Warm me up

And breathe me

Be my friend

Hold me, wrap me up

Unfold me

I am small and needy

Warm me up

And breathe me

(One Year of Song: Day 99 of 365)

Now darkness has come to the roses

The fire is reaching the end

The colors that I have created

Are suddenly flying away

I'm not fighting myself, will not follow

'Cause my choices are mine it's my fate

And I'll never bow down from the sorrow

I'll face all that is coming my way

Denying the devil of silence

Embracing the world on the edge

Let us burn

Let us burn and light up the skies here tonight

Let us burn

Let us burn in this fire that makes us yearn

Whoah. We're fighting our fear of the silence

We're running through walls where they stand

Let us burn

Let us burn

Let us burn

I'm searching no more for tomorrow

I reach for the skies while I can

The unknown will always be waiting

My last day I'll jump in it's hands

I'm not fighting myself, will not follow

'Cause my choices are mine it's my fate

And I'll never bow down from the sorrow

I'll face all that is coming my way

Denying the devil of silence

Embracing the world on the edge

Let us burn

Let us burn and light up the skies here tonight

Let us burn

Let us burn in this fire that makes us yearn

Whoah. We're fighting our fear of the silence

We're running through walls where they stand

Let us burn

Let us burn

Let us burn

Why, why don't you let me burn

Why don't you count down and break out and let me burn

Oh why, why don't you let me burn

Why don't you let me burn

Why don't you let me burn

Oh why chasing the demons in my mind

Oh why am I waiting for change

Throwing me to the ground

Now darkness has come to the roses,

The fire is reaching the end...

Let us burn

Let us burn and light up the skies here tonight

Let us burn

Let us burn in this fire that makes us yearn

Whoah. We're fighting our fear of the silence

We're running through walls where they stand

Let us burn

Let us burn

Let us burn

(One Year of Song: Day 98 of 365)

I found my love, it was just last week

She really had me turnin on

I fight for hours just to try and speak

Tell my babe I was the only one

don't you know how it feels

to get days and months and years

trapped inside a waking dream

I bet you you and I could sit back tonight and try

to make it more than just a fantasy

we are fast youth goin nowhere

burnin this town like we don't care

nothin you say could ever put out our fire

We could pretend, pretend for the weekend

We could pretend, pretend for the weekend

outside, the night's as young as us

tonight it's just the two of us

pretend, pretend for the weekend

I found my love, it was just last week

glasses on

I felt the fire in my feet

get away while the night's still young

don't you know how it feels

to get days and months and years

trapped inside a waking dream

I bet ya you and I could sit back tonight and try

to make it more than just a fantasy

we are fast youth goin nowhere

burnin this town like we don't care

nothin you say could ever put out our fire

We could pretend, pretend for the weekend

We could pretend, pretend for the weekend

outside, the night's as young as us

tonight it's just the two of us

pretend, pretend for the weekend

we are the ones that put on the show

I'm the one that never let go

I'm never alone when I'm around you, around you

we can pretend, pretend for the weekend

we can pretend, pretend for the weekend

oh, oh

oh, oh

oh, oh

nanananana

oh, oh

oh, oh

oh, oh

nanananana

oh, oh

oh, oh

oh, oh

nanananana

Nobody knows me like you

Nobody knows me like you

we got a lot to get through

Nobody knows me

Nobody knows me

outside, the night's as young as us

tonight it's just the two of us

pretend, pretend for the weekend

(One Year of Song: Day 97 of 365)

Finally we have seen some things 

Some awfully nice

Some dreadfully bad 

But we will sing 

Wash the blood off our knees

Cause our love breaks through rough seas our ship will sail

And I don't understand how this world would work

Cause time will tell us nothing

I'll take a chance on something

Feeling old, feelings this time take you 

Down river, down river, down river, down

Walk these stairs, put the pieces back together 

Go don't stop, go don't stop, go don't stop now, go

Finally, we have seen some things 

But bells in your hallways

Don't move you in the right place

So we will sing, cast our hopes out to sea

Though our hearts break, through violent winds our ship will sail

And I don't understand how this world would work

Cause time will tell us nothing

I'll take a chance on something

Feeling old, feelings this time take you

Down river, down river, down river, down

Walk these stairs, put the pieces back together

Go don't stop, go don't stop, go don't stop 

Go don't stop now, go....