May 13, 2020
I’m not really sure where to begin.
To say I love you would be understating how I feel about you.
To say I need you would be extremely selfish.
Why is it that I feel like I lost something that I never had?
Someone that I never had.
You know I have never been good using words to describe my feelings.
Other than ways that make you both happy and mad at the same time. It’s a bittersweet feeling.
I’m sure by know you truly know how I feel about you, I’m just not sure that you know how I feel. How I feel about us, even though there is no us. How I feel about myself.
I miss hearing your voice.
I dislike how we treat each other.
I wish we met at a different time.
