Things are making sense for the first time. You are starting to understand why you felt so obsessed with them. Why you kept going back despite of thousands of lie they told you, ditched you in thousands way. And why the highs felt euphoric and silence felt unbearable.
It was not weakness. It was not desperation. It was your brain, your body, your nervous system - wired by past experiences, craving love, safety, chasing hope and dreams and stuck in a biochemical storm that felt like love.
So now what?
Now comes the part that matters most - rewiring.
Listen, my friend.
To get salvation you donât need to hate them or donât need to hate yourself.
This is life and it comes with storm. It comes with illusions. And sometimes it comes with heartbreak wrapped in fantasy.
You donât always get what you want. You donât always get what you think you deserve- especially in this messy, beautiful and brutal game of love, longing and obsession.
But here what you must remember and make urself believe -
You are not chasing love. You are chasing biochemicals that have attached themselves to a dream.
And dreams are meant to be woken from. Even if it is beautiful, you deserve to live fully awake.


















