At The Bottom Of Everything

i’m done reaching out first, i’m done desperately clawing after your shadow.

I will put up with it for a very long time. I will endure your nonsense.  But when I’m done? I’m done.

Break me into pieces and let me walk away. I don’t mind because one day I know you’ll come back with a sorry that no longer means anything to me and when it happens, you’ll realise how much I am worth it.

I stopped missing you when the exhaustion from waiting for you to come back overcame my desire for you to return.

Your actions made it clear that I wasn’t a priority in your life. You shouldn’t be so surprised you are no longer a priority in mine.

I’m still the only one who’s been in love with me