Roro ☆

I realised there is in fact noone I can talk to.

I don't feel like there's anyone.

I want just everyone gone yk? Fucking gone.

Nobody has ever liked me, so how could even a friend love me?

Leave! Just leave already! All of you will eventually leave so leave now! I don't want you here! LEAVE!

Why am I like this? Why can't I believe I could be loved? You could never love me. You could never like me. I just want this pain to stop. So I am going to end this before it starts. I don't deserve you.

They can breathe and I will take it as flirting.

Me now telling myself I am actually better makes me better until I realize it always makes it worse.

I feel like I won't ever find anyone with the same expectations from a relationship.

I am running out of oxygen.

Fp really fucks with your brain.

No matter how much I say, noone knows me. Noone cares for me.

And I don't believe myself even now. I have fever and don't believe myself I am not just pretending it.

I feel like a bad person and I want to be good again. To be pure. I want it so bad even though I have no idea how to do that or how am I even a bad person.

I am NOBODY's number one

I really hate the way you make me feel.