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Still struggling, can barely walk. Arm has much improved! I’ve learnt to photograph everything; which really saved me from a Dr that was so certain. Relaxing and resting; doing all I can to get the hell outta the hospital. (at Ædinburg, Æden, US) https://www.instagram.com/p/CfHyKd5O_4T/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I really hate neck #catheters (for #dialysis)! Kind of enjoy straight catheters (just feels really good getting that #urine out). Not sharing a photo of the straight catheter 😏. 👀 how this neck catheter just keeps 🩸, not supposed to #bleed like that 🤔. Dr said gonna try to get a tunnel- more permanent- catheter for dialysis placed. 🫤 throwing up a lot today. Appetite has been so good too 😔. Finally back up to 53 kilos (that’s 116.6 pounds). I wouldn’t mind being 130 pounds at least. (at Saint Vincent Hospital) https://www.instagram.com/p/CfACvRSuFN7/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Hate these in my neck! (at Ædinburg, Æden, US) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ce-pFbcqfCh/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I truly love the city, the city I live in, the city she loves me too. I watch the Sun rise and I watch the Sun set. Wether the weather, always a beautiful view. (at Erie, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ce95_DpqCBJ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Starting a new poetry album, 😏... (at Ædinburg, Æden, US) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ce94NPyuHvy/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Checkout these and other amazing 🤩 new additions @vampirefreaks (at Ædinburg, Æden, US) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ce8aJ6IujcJ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Aren’t these just darling! Get ‘em @vampirefreaks #RXPillBottlesSaltAndPepperShakers (at Ædinburg, Æden, US) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ce8ZYFpu6oA/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Poultry gravy w/ rice and meatloaf?! 😬… actually turned out to be pretty damn good 😌! (at Saint Vincent Hospital) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ce7SG3OOT4N/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

🤘 w/ these 🤩 new additions (and many others) recently added to @killstar!!! Here featuring a selection from the #HauntedGarden Collection 👍 😈 (at Ædinburg, Æden, US) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ce7AS5EOb62/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#Infection #Edema (at Saint Vincent Hospital) https://www.instagram.com/p/CewZkPPuxsU/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

The #swelling on my swelling finally drained. Thick #pus to light pus, little bit of #blood 🩸 #clot. #ICK! Damn #IV in my foot is already starting to go. At least the one- last- #vein that’s returned in my hand ✋ is even better! (at Saint Vincent Hospital) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cevo5H_u-nx/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Even my #swelling has swelling now! (at Saint Vincent Hospital) https://www.instagram.com/p/CesGE99OuzM/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Say hey 👋 to my my newest @kreeptures_net from @killstar baby! Came out of the bag to show off, now back in plastic and keepsake bag. Meet #Hellhound: #Spellbound #1251/3000 (at Ædinburg, Æden, US) https://www.instagram.com/p/CermblGOdQA/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I maybe bouncing back to life in the hospital (ever be it sooo slowly)… But, still looking 👀 - beautifully devastating it in @vampirefreaks #QueenOfHearts zipper hoodie! Also in T-shirt & pullover. I just prefer the zipper hoodie because- as you may know- I am on dialysis (waiting for fistula to be placed in arm) and have dialysis catheter in my chest. Dialysis centers are freakin cold 🥶. BTW, these hoodies are darn warm and ever so comfortable! AND THIS DESIGN!!! 🤘 (at Saint Vincent Hospital) https://www.instagram.com/p/CemsFi-lLRn/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

What do you think 🤔 of my new hair color? Not everyone can pull off red. Yet, I have the green eyes and pale complexion that allows for it. Hell, even some natural Ginger’s are unable to pull off red hair. (at Ædinburg, Æden, US) https://www.instagram.com/p/CdzOHLnF0my/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

@the_cainmonroe #CainMonroe #Cain #Monroe awe 🫢 the last of my #cute 🥰 black eye 😔, 😏. (at Ædinburg, Æden, US) https://www.instagram.com/p/CdPIxwZpuTQ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Wanted one of these for YEARS… MINE!!! Thanks again @killstar (at Ædinburg, Æden, US) https://www.instagram.com/p/CdOZDoVJ76l/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=