I become

Not as good as yesterday, but still above my average, so I've got that going for me.

Today was great ! Woke up not quickly but I didn't really lose time afterwards. I didn't took a lot of break but two of them were too long. I felt productive. Tomorrow is gonna be the same.

Today was a bit unusual. My boyfriend was completely stressed out because he got an exam tomorrow. We are on the same boat: we don't study things we love and (therefore) have difficulties to motivate ourselves. I didn't do better today. I probably did worst. I mean, I didn't even do the dishes or any chores. I feel bad about it and I emphasize with my boyfriend. Not the best day.

Fuck off to myself.

Woke up late, began to study late. But : I organized my trip to Paris to take an entrance exam for a journalism school. I bought all my tickets, made sure I had a place to stay. I spend some time interviewing someone for the soon-to-be free room in our flat. Beginning to study wasn’t that hard. I also worked on my project that is a video CV. I’ve got some ideas I like. I run some tests and defined the “storyboard”. It has to be under a minute and I have like 50 seconds figure out. I’m not so sure how I should end it. I also have to be careful and not forget about the other assignments for the contest.

Of course I didn’t write yesterday. I was to busy studying last minute. I am a good sleeper. I rarely need more than 15 minutes to fall asleep. If I wake up during the night, than it is so slight and brief that it is enjoyable. Last night I didn’t sleep very well for my standards. I’m pretty sure, that, if I had more reasons to be confident about my exam, I would have sleep well. I want it to be the case next week, before my next exam. Today it went ok. Let’s wait the results. I already know it will be incredibly stressful to look at them. I didn’t do anything for the uni this afternoon, I have to begin again tomorrow. I decided to try a new thing : I’m allowing myself in the next days an hour just to work on the contest I mentioned two days ago. This way I can concentrate on game theory and microeconomics and still work on something which stimulates me. I just don’t know when this hour should be to be efficient. Also I want to go back doing yoga 4-5 days a week.

I need to wake up earlier.

Studying was frustrating today. Still didn't began early enough. I hate needing hours before getting to it. I spent some time thinking about a project for a contest. It is exciting but should definitely not be my priority right now.

Today was okay. I finally sent documents for the university. Now I'm just hopping they're the right ones and I'm done with it. It was something I was putting off for months and I don't know why. It was stressful; people kept emailing me about it, giving me a shitty feeling. I studied for my next exam. It's good but it was not enough; I began too late. Tomorrow I have to work way more.

Let’s not just try but actually become better.