Not afraid of dying I'm afraid of not living

I started out with the smallest of desires... This shit has worked for me by following the design. The universe listens to us.

Because now someone else gets what was once yours... And they are so happy to receive the love I have.

I wanted to be unbothered by you, but you were in my head. You were under my skin. You were everywhere. You were all consuming. You were like a disease. Thoughts of you were constantly multiplying. I was losing control and it was eating away at me. Loving you was killing me – and still, I couldn’t shake myself free of you. I hated the way you made me feel, because loving someone should never make you feel sick.

I finally can say were...

SAD BUT TRUE