Sabr

I love taking away people's access to me. Like the trial is over and your card is declined

Ya Allah, don't let my eyes crave for something that isn't meant for me. Don't let my heart ache for the history that has passed by. Don't allow my mind to worry about the things over which I have no control, and don't let my sadness diminish the joy of happiness.

very funny that an older woman living alone with a bunch of cats was always such a negative stereotype. god forbid women experience peace

I really feel tremendous grief for friendships that kind of petered away in the face of life's currents. There are people with whom I formed deep, unique, vibrant, life-changing connections, and then we had to go our separate ways and it was too hard to maintain long-distance. There wasn't a fight, it just sort of faded. And I feel like I have more friendships like this than friendships that have endured, so maybe I just have to get used to it. But if grief is all the love we have left over - well, I never did get to finish loving them. I love them, and I miss them, and I probably always will.

When you were falling apart nobody helped you except Allah .

how grateful i am to not be a teenager during the era of tiktok

so grateful to have been a teenager on tumblr