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A little Fassbinder...
Fassbinder Screening Intro_07.20.24
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And now... Who was Rainer Werner Fassbinder?
A German, Gemini, Bisexual, Libertine, Terrorist, Tyrant. A Genius.
My very first Fassbinder was his last, Querelle, which youâve just watched the trailer for. Herr Fassbinder was 37 years old, the age I am now. He had already made over 40 feature films, one motion picture every hundred days for the past 13 years. He died in June, most likely from a tragic combination of poor health, a drug overdose, and suicidal ideation. In February he had won the Golden Bear at the Berlin Film Festival with Veronika Voss, he hoped Querelle would take the Golden Palm at Cannes, and planned for his next picture to take the Golden Lion at Venice -- a âhat trickâ that would culminate in an Oscar and the cover of TIME magazine.
âGrow ugly and work. Then, and only then, let them come. I want to be ugly on the cover of Time-- itâll happen and Iâm glad about it and I admit it--when ugliness has finally
reclaimed all beauty. That is luxury.â
He was planning a biopic about Rosa Luxembourg, which would eventually be made by Margarethe von Trotta. He wanted to do a remake of Joan Crawfordâs Possessed. He had a slate of films ready to go.
Tracing Rainerâs influences during childhood can be just as dizzying a task to get a hold on as is his filmography. He had been named for the poet Rainer Maria Rilke. As a child he wrote a theater piece about flowers falling in love. He went to a Rudolf Steiner school, brought up by anthroposophists, he watched hundreds of movies, many American ones, he had murderous fantasies toward his mother and was often surrounded by pimps and sex workers. He and Udo Kier would later become a pimp-prostitute pair (iâll let you guess which was which). Rainer seduced where he could not strong-arm. He inserted himself into scenes and gathered collaborators around him the way Andy Warhol was doing at the Factory, in service of one unifying vision--his own. All of this despite Rainerâs crippling shyness, even around Warhol himself, who Rainer referred to as Andreas. He had a way of making people his though, getting them to change their allegiances. His Action Theater groupâs headquarters was bombed out by a member of the Baader/Meinhof gang, but not for any political reason, it was personal. The manâs wife had left him to go live with Rainer and another one of the directorâs revolving cast of actor-come-lovers. He renamed most of his male friends, often giving them womenâs names. For Rainer, the women in his life were all surrogates for different parts of himself. His pictures abound with female characters, and he told his own stories through them. He loved women, and men, sometimes simultaneously, though he made statements such as Love is Colder Than Death. Much was made of the suicides of Rainerâs former lovers, the bouts of violence, his cool, promiscuous indifference, the long periods of melancholy. âThe feeling was mutual. They said that I exploited them and I said that they exploited me...I reproached them for having made me do so much, simply because I was the only one ready to do it.â Rainerâs relationship to his growing cast of friends, lovers and film surrogates became monarchical, some would say even tyrannical, but others remember him gently, the boy who would not come down from the altar. The boy who would quote Thomas Mannâs âI am often weary to death of portraying humanity without participating in what is human.â Rainer made a choice early on, that his work, his stories, were the most important thing to him. It cost him everything, and those around him plenty, but for their efforts we have Lola, The Marriage of Maria Braun, The Bitter Tears of Petra von Kant, Effie Briest, Martha, and World on a Wire.
Without further ado, here is Fassbinderâs 1966 short A Little Chaos, followed by the 1982âs A Man Like Eva, with Eva Mattes playing EVA, aka RWFassbinder.
[Presented as an introduction to a night of films I programmed at Whammy Analog in Los Angeles, July 2024]
HOSTILE SPACES: MALL MADNESS
Welcome to the first in a programmatic series Iâm callingÂ
HOSTILE SPACES. This is MALL MADNESS:
Liminal environments at the intersection of consumer culture and the uncanny, just down the escalator from the food court.
So, what is a mall? For me, my local mall was an adolescent playground.Â
Growing up in Miami, Florida, my mall of choice was Aventura, Spanish for adventure. Aventura is where I bought my first book, first CD, stole my first book and CD. Itâs where I had my first kiss, tried my first orange chicken on a stick. I was chased by bullies, and mall cops. I would play tag, the teen version of hide and seek, with my friends between the clothing racks of JC Penny. My mall had a pet store, a dentistâs office, a hot topic, a movie theater, a Johnny Rocketâs, a Rainforest Cafe. Aventura had everything: awe, wonder, spectacle, temptation, drama, humor, and lust. And sometimes, when we were least expecting it, our mall had offered other things: anxiety, disillusion, abandonment, and fear.Â
Joan Didion said:
âThey float on the landscape like pyramids to the boom years, all of those Plazas and Malls and Esplanades. All those Squares and Fairs. All those Towns and Dales, all those Villages, all those Forests and Parks and Lands. Stonestown. Hillsdale. Valley Fair, Mayfair, Northgate, Southgate, Eastgate, Westgate. Gulfgate. They are toy garden cities in which no one lives but everyone consumes, profound equalizers, the perfect fusion of the profit motive and the egalitarian ideal, and to hear their names is to recall words and phrases no longer quite current.â
The shopping mall was created as an environment of idealized hyperreality, a sense of safety communicated through an over-planned feeling of disorienting familiarity. One steps into a mall and becomes delighted, overwhelmed, forgetting why we came inside. It is not the place for the casual purchaser, the one-item grocery store run. Rather, it is the promenade of the beguiled, impressionable consumer. Donât worry where the exits are, youâll be just fine as long as you keep shopping.Â
Imagine yourself standing at the dim edge of a beautiful, expansive atrium, with wings extending like arteries from a central Consumerist core. Itâs difficult to tell the time. Thereâs no one else around. The shop windows arenât boarded up, but theyâre not beckoning open either. Thereâs a strange, recycled stillness in the air, upon which a slowed-down version of mall singer Tiffanyâs âI Think Weâre Alone Nowâ floats over to you in an infinite wave as the overhead fluorescents buzz and pop out of existence, suddenly plunging the mall into an unreal darkness.Â
The filmmakers tonight give us a glimpse into the afterlife of these shopping centers, when they cease to function as originally intended and become âdead mallsâ, vacant of their once glittering dream-projections, but lugubriously repopulated and reanimated with the nostalgic reflecting pools of our formerly limitless belief in the power of products and capital to push civilization forward.Â
These new zombie malls are the crypts and the cemeteries of ideological innocence, the centers of fiscal forensics. They are the buy-rial grounds, and mall-soleums of our sense of personal freedom and independence. It is we that have become artificial, and the mall itself that is intelligent, sentient. The mall is now a place where people come to mourn, to pay their respects by revisiting, remembering, or to take (as in a souvenir â looting, grave robbing) what they once gave so willingly, throwing loose change into the fountain, a supreme example of our confidence, our trust, in these urban-designed safe spaces that honed and channeled our aspirations while forming a bulwark against our xenophobic fears.Â
We return, almost unaware that the shops have all closed, or moved out of town. Ruefully surprised to find that the shelves are now empty, the gates are now closed, not realizing that the avenues and hallways around the fountain remain stocked with resources: US.Â
âThey come out of some sort of instinct. A memory, of what they used to do. This was an important place in their lives.â - Dawn of the Dead 1978
Prepare yourselves to Mallhard with multimedia artist Cecelia Conditâs 1983 murder musical, queer love, based-on-a-true, story POSSIBLY IN MICHIGAN (shot on 3/4-inch U-matic and Super 8mm film)
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Backrooms filmmaker / wunderkind Kane âPixelsâ Parsonsâ 2023 chat room sensation The Rolling Giant (The Oldest View Part 3), which was made entirely on the computer graphics software Blender, based on photographs and layouts of an actual abandoned mall in Texas, for which he has been offered a development deal with A24. Â
Thank you to Whammy!, Erik, Jessica, our wonderful volunteers, Cecelia Condit, Austin Wolf-Sothern for the supercut âShopping is A Feelingâ, D.J. McHale creator of AYAOTD, my camera brother Jonny for showing me Kaneâs film, Micah Gottlieb of Mezzanine for his advice, my witch sister Claire Kill for designing some posters, the Abandoned America photo project, Addie Rae for the inspiring chats, the TAPE programming workgroup for their support, all of you for coming out, and my parents for allowing me to lose myself, as often as I found myself in our local malls.Â
This one is for: Aventura, Dolphin Mall, Dadeland, Sawgrass Mills, CocoWalk, The Falls, and Sunset Place.Â
Enjoy the show.
[Presented as an introduction to a night of films I programmed at Whammy Analog in Los Angeles, August 2024]

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Santa Ana Winds
Body bags, breasts, and bubbles.
A shot-on-video slasher psycho drama, 1984âs Santa Ana Winds is a little slice of home movie hell. A fragment from what was to have been a new distribution arm of EZTV, this 9 minute film by Robert Hernandez captures the serial killer zeitgeist of the era while providing a new twist to the mother-son family dynamics that so often enabled these individuals to continue preying upon marginalized people. In S.A.W., the annual meteorological event localizes the action in Los Angeles, but the winds blowing through this brisk and gruesome narrative portend great fun and unfamiliarity as âPatrickâ (a Bates meets Dahmer schizophrenic) confesses a triple murder to his actress mother then points her in the direction of two more still living victims. Will she, like Batman, make it in time to save them both?âŠ
âSanta Ana Windsâ, 1984 (dir. Robert Hernandez, Betamax)
- written by Ian DeleĂłn 2.24.25 Published in print at the T.A.P.E LA's monthly zine (March)
Gun Control February | Double Feature at the New Beverly Cinema
Peter Bogdanovichâs Directorial debut TARGETS (1968, Paramount) and Larry Peerceâs big budget thriller TWO-MINUTE WARNING (1976, Universal)Â
Targets begins with an end credit. It is a film debut unlike many others, confident and calibrated, but still with plenty of room for play. The first of these players we meet is an old familiar face, Boris Karloff, here playing the clumsily named role of Byron Orlok, a worn-out but certainly not washed-up mirror image of himself. This flick is hyper-meta, and we not only get Karloff ruminating on his legacy as the various âmonsters of filmlandâ, but also youthful director Peter Bogdanovich himself, playing a petulant upstart filmmaker with a great new script but a reluctant elder star. Itâs incredible how natural Bogdanovich is in front of the camera and how frank Karloff is behind the rookie filmmakerâs poignant words. The opening of the film sets up the fascinating behind-the-scenes tale of the movie that almost wasnât: a tired Karloff re-tread produced by Roger Corman and given new life by Bogdanovich and his then-wife/collaborator Polly Platt (also the Production Designer on the film). Karloffâs Orlok cringe-watches the film that might have been from the darkness of an executive screening room in an act of cinematic doubling that becomes a theme within the film: actors watch themselves act, and directors watch themselves direct, fully in conversation with the past as if there is no doubt of their place in film history. Despite his thespian-laden doubts, Karloff has certainly earned this level of assured introspection, but what about newcomer Bogdanovich? Where does he get off making a movie this goodâand knowing it too!Â
The filmâs exciting Drive-In movie climax (in Reseda) is cinematic gold, and its trappings should be very familiar to fans of the New Bevâs foot-loving benefactor Mr. Tarantino, right down to the voice of the local DJ coming from the car stereo. In this terrific third act, we get Orlok at the drive-in, watching himself in a movie starring Boris Karloff and Jack Nicholson. Behind the screen, firing through a tiny hole in the film image is Targetsâ malicious sharpshooter, a disturbed and dissatisfied young man picking off filmgoers in the dark. That is, until Orlokâs pretty young assistant gets hit. The moments-from-retirement Orlok strides up to the shooter, fed up, ignoring all dangers. He takes a bullet-grazing shot to the side of the face like a champ, cane-whips the gun out of the sniperâs hand and proceeds to bitch slap the trigger-happy serial killer across the face until he slumps pathetically to the floor and curls up into a fetal ball. We know from his later feature Whatâs Up, Doc? that Bogdanovich is a big fan of Bugs Bunny tropes so the comedic nature of the gesture here feels intentional, but also earned. Somehow, Bogdanovich has managed to tie this all together, the failed gothic horror picture, the timely exposĂ© on wonton gun violence in America, the complex angst of a typecast movie star weighing the artistic merit of a long and unchallenging career. It all somehow works, and by the end of it, we feel completely sure that Orlok is a worthy enough action hero. Better yet, Bogdanovich has made him into what contemporaries of Karloff and the actor himself always dreamed of: a leading man. This feels like Ed Wood + Bela Lugosi, Tim Burton + Vincent Price. Bogdanovich + Karloff as a duo landed on the silver screen first, and theyâre definitely a thing. Itâs the kind of rehabilitation of a Hollywood legend that would become the driving force behind many of Tarantinoâs own future casting choices. It feels appropriate to be watching this movie here at the Bev, where these cinematic references and inspirations can come full circle and pay homage to one another. Bogdanovich and Platt really nail it with this one. Targets hits right on the mark.
Two-Minute Warning, much like Dirty Harry five years earlier, begins with a cold and calculated long-distance murder of a random innocent set to a groovy 1970s score. Just a warmup for our highly organized killer. Here, tv composer Charles Fox is no Lalo Schifrin, but he nonetheless manages to conjure up one of the coolest and creepiest musical motifs of the decade with the sniper killerâs ominous (proto Law & Order) theme set to some impressive POV steadicam shots that rival the eeriness of Halloween 1978âs infamous opening. Peerceâs oversized mainstream blockbuster of a film is a swollen, star-studded spectacle and likely a logistical nightmare. The true intentions of the soon-to-be mass murderer at the center of this picture are never fully revealed, but his plans at least involve claiming a marksmanâs perch atop the scoreboard at the LA Coliseum during a Super Bowl game and towards the end of the match opening fire. Why does he wait so long? Who are his targets? These questions preoccupy the law enforcement heavies in the film played by Charlton Heston and John Cassavetes, but as an audience, youâre not prepared for the grim reality that there may be no such answers. The situation just is what it is, no one knows how it started, some may think they know how it ends. But Two-Minute Warning works on you, like a seasoned boxer going for your gut up against the ropes, knowing heâs got a helluva knockout punch waiting around for just the right moment. The directing is tight, meticulous, and explosive, carving out intimate portraits from within the endless marble of crowd shots in a straightforward style of filmmaking that is reminiscent of Robert Bressonâs A Man Escaped or Pickpocket. The pacing here is methodical, literally edge-of-your-seat, making it one of the most suspenseful and thrilling of the big disaster movies Iâve ever seen. An almost unseemly amount of screen time is given to developing a bevy of ancillary characters whose importance to the plot we assume will ultimately be revealed. But this never happens. And what could be more authentic and diabolical than reminding us watching that there often are no recognizable patterns or obvious connections between killer and victims. This guy wasnât sent here by anyone. He came here to kill, and to chew Baby Ruth candy bars (bizarrely, a confectionery predilection shared by the killers in BOTH films). The fact that we have spent so much time getting to know these characters has meant nothing extraordinary beyond the fact that they were all people and they were all killed, and that makes us feel something, precisely because of their mundanity, regardless of how we might have felt about them as individuals.Â
Here, unlike Targets, there are very few attempts at humanizing the killer, who John Cassavetesâ hard-boiled SWAT character Sgt. Chris Button calls a âfreakâ (read: queer). More money = less nuance. And when you consider the filmâs message in conversation with its other leading man, long-time champion of the NRA Heston, it becomes clear that this mainstream blockbuster, while technically exceptional, has less to say on the subject of prevention. How are people like this made? Where do they come from? When and how do they ultimately snap? The killerâs last, breathy dyingââand in fact, onlyââwords in the film offer precious little clues, but seem to validate Sgt. Buttonâs assumption: âDonât hurt me. Donât hurt me.â
As you may have already predicted, there was a noticeable lack of strong female characters in both of these films, but also amongst the crowd that came out to see them. To my surprise, however, the projectionist that night was indeed a young female and I was delighted to overhear her giddy experience of showing the pictures, particularly Targets, which features the brutal on-screen murder of a film projectionist. That death in particular felt so taboo in a place like the New Beverly that I expected its loyal audience to boo loudly and protest against such a âcrime against cinemaâ. Well, despite her apprehension during the scene in question, the projectionist did a fantastic job and the studio prints that night looked sparkling and luminous.Â
In the end, in terms of their relationship to the topic of gun control, Targets leaves you with the following impression: âActors donât retireâ and âguns are for cowardsâ. Two Minute Warning leaves you with: âOf course weâve got a lunatic with a rifle, but why on a Sunday?!â
written by Ian DeleĂłn 2.25.25
Unspooling
If I am a pair of rumpled trousers, the tattered overnight shirt, or a too toe-worn shoe, yours would be the hand that mends, the steady heat of glowing iron, a phantom thread for shifting strands. From thine needle and forefingers, a delicate insect music, symphonies of broken bobbins, silent choirs of torn caftans. You are the patch beneath my wings, the guiding stitch along the folds, beneath the seams. Off the cuff, bold. Yours is the name sewn and secreted behind the breastplate, a thin veil of kerchief for one who is so close to my heart. Tailor, costumer, dressmaker, it is you who is the fabric, the textile and I so often the dummy. You who should have suits, skirts, garments all your own, cut and drafted by a million tiny rodent hands, stitched by the soft beaks of a thousand sergering songbirds. But I know better still, what it is your considered heart would most desire, what from this ragged pen-man might issue to stoke and reawaken your native fire. Be it ink or thread or sand that unspools and spills and spans, take with thee always the name of this pleated patchwork penitent and keep it close upon thy lips, thy ears between your strides, for our names are ever interwoven and without your love this fit is little more than ill-tailored disguise. - August 2022
[UPDATE]: Honorable Mention in the Poetry Competition for the 25th annual LACC English/ESL Department Writing Contest - May 2025

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Growing Up Creepy: the Films of Ana Torrent
If you were to go right now and look up film stills from 1973âs The Spirit of the Beehive, the majority of the images you would first encounter would be of the seven year old lead Ana Torrent, making her screen debut as the sensitive and precocious âAnaâ in Victor Ericeâs Spanish drama masterpiece.
In this film and in others to follow, the slippage between character and actor feels quite loose. Ana, with her dark, wide open, and dewy eyes recalls Daniel Kaluuyaâs paralyzed âChrisâ falling into âthe sunken placeâ of Get Out (2017). Ana likewise sinks into her characters, deploying a style of acting so naturalistic that filmmakers themselves have capitalized on these congruities to form an almost thematic continuum amongst some of her biggest films.
In Beehive, Ana is luminous and incorrigibly curious. Living at the borderlands of Spainâs Republican defeat and Francoist future. The majority of characters around her are dejected and despondent, caught between a liminal space of their own making: her father, the feeble academic beekeeper; her mother the hopeless pen-pal of a distant lover; and her slightly older sister, whose burgeoning sexuality beguiles and excludes Ana.
Ana herself is concerned primarily with looking. She is a prime example of that classic aphorism, that âchildren should be seen and not heardâ. But Ana quickly learns to weaponize her creeping silence. When a mobile cinema comes to her village (remember the film is set in the 1940s), Ana joins dozens of her neighbors in watching Universalâs classic Frankenstein (1931). Her large, moist eyes, as reflective as ponds on summer evenings, are glued to the screen and afterwards, they are as if she has âceased to look at anything in particular and is looking at the world.â (Gaston Bachelard, The Poetics of Space)
Entranced by the images of Frankensteinâs monster fatally interacting with the little girl by the lake, Ana fittingly recreates this sub-narrative when she discovers a wounded Republican soldier hiding out in a desolate sheepfold which her sister âIsabelâ had said was the home of a monster. A profound and complex relationship develops between these two outcasts, one that mirrors Frankenstein in the interplay between spiritual innocence and worldly maturity, but differs in that it is the Republican soldier who is sacrificed for the folly of their friendship, and Ana who suffers and is ultimately hunted down by the torch-bearing villagers.
A few years later and now ten year old Ana Torrent is once again playing a young girl called simply âAnaâ in 1976âs CrĂa Cuervos by Carlos Saura. The Spanish title refers to the first part of an old proverb, âraise ravens... and theyâll pluck your eyes outâ. This brings to light a few of the primary concerns of the film, namely the themes of seeing/witnessing, and revenge.
âAnaâ in Cuervos may as well be a spiritual cousin to the âAnaâ of Beehive. This is a girl who has seen too much, and before she has the language to discuss and confront what she has seen, she has decided to act. With her skulking back to the silent walls of her Fascist fatherâs home,
Ana is a voyeur to several powerful and damaging âprimal scenesâ, her fatherâs undisguised infidelity, and her motherâs resulting debilitating illness.
In taking revenge, Ana, who is convinced she was able to poison her father to death, has enacted the well-known Oedipal fantasy of patricide. But the sexual conquest of the deceased mother is not her concern here. Instead, Ana and her sisters reenact troubling family dramas, donning their parentsâ clothing and embodying their most painful moments. In the dramatization, Ana, though not the oldest sibling, portrays her father, implying a connection that runs deeper than inter-family dynamics of power.
In Powers of Horror: An Essay on Abjection, Julia Kristeva poses the question: am I âafraid of being bittenâ or am I âafraid of bitingâ? She goes on to underscore the Freudian conclusion that Oedipal fantasies and childhood development were not a cause and effect machine, but rather, part of a complex network of âinfantile, perverse, polymorphic sexualityâ that already carried a want for desire and death. If fear does in fact hide an aggression, as Kristeva suggests, then the locus of Anaâs revolt is not simply a vindication of the cuckolded mother, but a fierce assertion of her own sexual awakening in the face of her fatherâs crude exploration of his own. There is a productive aspect of jealousy here that will lead us nicely into the next phase of Ana Torrentâs cinematic career.
In Tesis (1996), thirty year old Ana plays âĂngelaâ, a university student struggling to articulate the parameters of her graduate thesis on the impact of audiovisual violence on the nuclear family. Her research is given a burst of life when, on the underground subway, Anaâs train is stopped after an unknown person commits suicide along the tracks. As an audience, we never see the grisly aftermath, and neither does Ăngela, but that is precisely what she longs to do.
She channels this urge into her work, befriending fellow cinephile and gore enthusiast âChemaâ to help her source snuff films (actual depictions of death on screen). What follows is a fascinating dive into the realms of extreme imagery and underground cinema, sprinkled with an engaging whodunit narrative involving a murdered professor and missing women. But the real engine of the film is once again Ăngelaâs awakening. What at first can be seen as a fairly performative, pearl-clutching attempt at repulsion and the preservation of her middle-class values, gradually blossoms into a palpable pull towards what is happening on screen.
Similar to James Woodsâ character âMax Rennâ in David Cronenbergâs Videodrome (1983), Ăngela identifies so strongly with the in-camera violence and the surrender of these victims that there emerges a perverse desire to become the mediated violence, prompting fantasies of cosplaying as both victim and victimizer in ever entwined reveries of subjecthood-objecthood dialectics.
This flirtation with feelings of excitement and exclusion are the hallmarks of abjection. Where a child-adult such as âAnaâ/âĂngelaâ experiences participation envy as well as scopophilic impotence in the face of the âoverwhelming unknownâ (Otto Fenichel), the artist Ana Torrent emerges as a singular adept of what makes a young actor appear creepy on screen. That which
â[D]isturbs identity, system, order. What does not respect borders, positions, rulesâââ what approaches the human, while appearing all together separate and other-worldly to the rest of us, this is the nature of abjection, of creepiness, of horror.
Having begun with Anaâs film debut at the age of seven, it is only fitting to conclude by coming full circle, with 2014âs La Ropavejera by Nacho RuipĂ©rez, where Ana, now credited pointedly as âMotherâ assumes the role of an early twentieth century killer of infants and young girls at a Jeffrey Epstein-style house of pleasure. Filled with peep holes and whispered secrets, the film plays up familiar Torrent territory by emphasizing the role of seeing/watching in childhood development, sexuality, and often, the death drive. In the short, which echoes feature length explorations such as Psycho (1960) and Peeping Tom (1960), voyeurism and sex appear inextricably linked with the filmmaking process itself, not to mention its exhibition, where consumption cannot be divorced from participation.
Ana, as âMotherâ has created a house of horrors full of young women who dream of either murdering her, or emulating her. Similarly, with her large body of work, the creepy kid that was Ana Torrent has left audiences with a toy chest full of nightmares from which we must choose to either be bitten, or to bite back!
Ian DeleĂłn January, 2024 Published at NIghtTide Magazine
Trauma Dentata: A Brief History of the Tooth in the Popular Imagination
Since the mid twentieth century, North American children have likely been brought up with some rudimentary understanding of maturity and commerce vis-Ă -vis the shedding and growing of our teeth. We leave them under a sleeping pillow in the night for some unseen benefactor, a so-called fairy who gladly takes away our cast-off molars for a sawbuck or gold coins if weâre lucky. Thus, teeth become intimately linked in the collective unconscious with the physical and emotional development of our young bodies, not to mention the mystical realm of dreams and nightmares, economic pressures, and sexual fantasy.
Freudâs landmark case study of Little Hans draws upon many of these same connections in detailing a young boyâs struggle to understand sexual difference in light of an increasingly complex worldview conflating the mysterious nature of female reproductive organs with a crippling fear of well-endowed horses and their monstrous teeth. But how should we begin to step back and trace such powerful associations between our enamel-covered food grinders and evolving notions of sexuality, sexual maturity â where do we start?
Sobek, a crocodilian deity of ancient Egypt, might have been one of the first to concretise this understanding between vast rows of sharp, regenerative teeth and ideas of fertility, sexual prowess. To date, scientific research on the self-rejuvenating skeletal system of animals like sharks, gators, and crocodiles, continues to centre around its application toward the restoration of youth and vitality in humans. Powdered potions purporting to contain the remains of crocodile teeth, for example, have been marketed for years as aphrodisiacal elixirs within spiritual contexts.
It is no surprise then that amongst poachers, acquisition of the large, teeth-like tusks of elephants and sharp horns of the rhinoceros is a lucrative business, transforming these amputated appendages into highly sought-after totems of phallocentric pride and conquer-lust.
As early as 700 BCE, Monetaria moneta â a species of marine mollusc commonly known as the money cowrie â was used throughout China, Indiaâs Malabar coast, and Africa as a means of trade. The smooth, egg-shaped shells typically feature a narrow, slit-like opening with toothed edges. Later, similar cowrie, along with elkâs teeth and assorted Dentalium â the genus containing toothy, tusk-shaped marine coastal shells â found their way amongst the indigenous peoples of North Americaâs Great Plains, forming part of a rich textile history that saw the embellishment of formal garments with such fashionable items, for which âthe number of teeth symbolised the prowess of the husband-providerâ and denoted âa family of means.â1
In the English language, a thing with sufficient teeth is a thing endowed with the necessary power and authority to see its will carried properly out. High-profile entertainment contracts have teeth, as do robust laws and amendments. Civic ordinances, federal arrest warrants, and court-appointed injunctions â all of these have teeth.
To be long in the tooth is to be considered old beyond oneâs useful years. The phrase derives from the sobering fact of a horseâs physiology betraying its age through the mouth. To look a gift horse in the mouth, is thus to verify a horseâs viability through the close inspection of its teeth. Some length, of course, is desirable, implying a young, virile horse at peak levels of performance, but too much length raises cause for concern, and would no doubt spoil the success of any deal or trade.
In a gross pantomime of such practices, kidnapped Africans throughout the Trans-Atlantic slave trade were reported to have had their teeth inspected by would-be proprietors searching for signs of malnourishment and disease. A deeper look at this grim custom might go beyond its obvious reading as an oral-sadistic exercise in power, highlighting an implicit aspect: the outsized, neurotic fascination and trepidation projected onto the male Africans and the long tooth of their sex â historical site of pain and suffering at the hands of domineering whites.
But notions of masculinity being what they are â an ill-fitting confluence of prejudice, objectification, and subjugation â these insular whites elected over time to get their hands dirty less and less. The clear and present danger of the black phallus had become so taboo as to not even allow for mishandling. Genital torture was eventually outsourced to northern spheres of broader influence, namely academia and medical research institutions. There, at the turn of the century, the racist pseudoscience of eugenics allowed the tired lynch mobs of America to trade in their rusty banana knives in favour of a cleaner, silent program of genocide through forced sterilisation.
Thus the public castration of Black Americans now joined the symbolic order, becoming more insidious and covert, forcing the locus of traumatic violence to likewise make the migratory journey north, into the realm of the oral, where the perceived threat could take on a diminished capacity, becoming more bite-sized and digestible. In American History X, Derek (Edward Norton), a white supremacist, performs the heinous curb stomping of a black youth caught burglarising his truck. This extrajudicial suburban execution involves the placing of the prostrate victimâs teeth around the edge of a curb and, well, you can probably guess the rest. From here, it is no stretch at all to connect a death via obstruction of the orally-accessed windpipe, such as with the late Eric Garner.
The difficulties of navigating life with a mouthful of missing teeth were not lost on legendary silent film director Tod Browning, whose weird tales belied a lifelong interest in the obscure and the abject. Back in Hollywoodâs early days, Browning found himself cast in the role of imprudent driver in a real-life narrative involving the fatal collision of his own speeding car and a service vehicle loaded with iron rails. Shot through with formidable arrows, like a steely version of Saint Sebastian, the beleaguered automobile delivered a tragic closing monologue in the form of untimely death for one and a host of grievous injuries to the others. Browning survived the cinematic ordeal with a shattered leg and the complete loss of his forward-facing teeth, necessitating a lengthy, albeit productive convalescence away from the industry.
During the 1927-1931 transition into talkies, Browning lent a trained eye (and newly mustachioed post-op countenance) to stories of Trauma Dentata, defined here for the first time as scenarios evincing the locus of psychological trauma within representations of teeth, or teeth-like apparatus.
His now lost masterpiece London After Midnight and the classic Dracula foreground a crepuscular phantasmagoria of razor-toothed wraiths whose centers of violent gravity, their power, emanate from the stylized gothic cathedrals of their oral cavities. Browning, a sometime alcoholic, was reported to have removed his painful and taboo dentures on at least one solemn occasion when, during a public altercation, he hurled the blasted things like a terrifying new species of porcelain bat, yelling at the offending party: âHere, why donât you go and biteyourself!â
While consumers of vast quantities of blood, the nosferatu, pale, undead beings with unnaturally cold skin, technically have no blood actually circulating through their veins. This lack of blood flowing to their extremities renders the male vampire impotent by definition, relegating his entire erotic nature â like the black male of the repressive white imaginary â to the area of the mouth, a hell of pearly gates punctuated by a powerful set of retracting beast-fangs hidden beneath the gum line. As the Vets say: âIf you ainât got it in the hips, you better have it in the lips.â2
Marcel (Pierre ClĂ©menti) in Belle de Jour is a man who certainly has it in the lips. The handsome gangster, oozing with silver screen sexuality, enters the filmâs quaint brothel with a triumphant black trench coat, moppish head of hair, and glossy, patent leather short-boots. He can definitely get it. With director Buñuelâs staging and ClĂ©mentiâs deft characterisation, the ease of Marcelâs masculine station is complicated through his use of a walking stick â classic symbol of infirmity, impotence â and a mouth full of surgical-grade chrome dentures standing in for a missing row of teeth knocked out in a recent street fight.
But despite the presence of these traditional signifiers of the castrated man, ClĂ©menti is able to weaponise Marcelâs shortcomings, making of them instead surprisingly queer and alluring fetish objects, prefiguring the rise of customisable luxury cosmetic grillz popularised by African American Hip-Hop artists.
Early on in the quarantine of 2020, Netflixâs documentary phenomenon Tiger King roared across our timelines, introducing viewers to a bevy of beguiling subjects, including John Finlay, who became an unwitting internet meme in the wake of the showâs meteoric rise in popularity. As the erstwhile, salt-of-the-earth ex-husband of titular King Joe Exotic, Finlay bared his innocent, interrupted smile for the judgy eyes of the movie cameras.
The result of persistent drug use, Finlayâs remaining, candlepin-like teeth were the source of much merriment. That is, until the movie cameras caught up with him again. In the years since recording the documentary footage, Finlay had bought himself a brand new set of teeth, lifting a sort of collective fog for audiences who suddenly found the man uncompromisingly attractive, making him the internetâs latest celebrity boyfriend and providing a tidy dramatic arc for the rookie heartthrobâs well-earned fifteen minutes of fame. John Finlay went from being a zero to hero, not in the space of a few months, but in the close distance between two canines and a handful of premolars.
But can we have too much teeth? For this writer, who was born with no less than six now-extracted wisdom teeth, the consequences of being full in the tooth are all too familiar. Mind the gap as we continue to probe the dental politics of lack and excess.
At the dawn of the new millennium, blossoming actor Christian Bale found himself ready for the next stage of his professional life. A new, potentially career-defining opportunity was waiting for him. All he had to do was get rid of his ginormous teeth.
Upon the release of American Psycho, Bale admitted to having had to make the somewhat difficult decision of having his teeth fixed for the iconic part. In order to better fill the role of literal American psychopath Patrick Bateman, Baleâs supposedly âvampiricâ incisors and âfeminisingâ gap between his top teeth would have to go.3 Although rebuffed by statistical facts, humans draw comfort from imagining our criminals as somehow monstrously different from the rest of us. To convincingly play the narcissistic, insecure Wall Street man-child butchering sex workers amidst a Reaganomic fugue state in 1980s Manhattan, Bale would have to conform to popular conventions and make of his teeth an uncanny valley.
His noticeably reduced tooth-line certainly adds to his menacing portrayal as the bloodthirsty Bateman, a Valentino-suited power broker with a raging, ambiguous sexuality to go with that eerily short smile and cabbinalistic ideations. The many insecurities and violent appetites swirling within Bateman are mirrored in the boundless accumulation of wealth and personal prestige found in our society.
Perhaps the most surreal and telling manifestation of this despotic worldview has its cinematic apex during a fatal three-way that ends with a naked (save for pristine Nikes) Bateman chasing a young woman through the quiet halls of his indifferent apartment building, the locus of his dento-phallo power momentarily shifted back below the waist, where a designer chainsaw discreetly covers up his exposed penis. An edenic Adam for the slasher age.
Women too experience anxieties of excess and lack in regards to dental appearance. In Gap-Toothed Women, the âfeminisingâ gap occurring between the upper front teeth is explored in relation to the Western male gaze, and its historically negative appraisal of women taking up too much space, even if itâs in their own goddamn mouths. Women with these pronounced gaps in their teeth have had to fight, literally tooth and nail, for their right to appear on billboards, in television commercials, and across the covers of magazines, flouting prevailing standards of beauty.
Because if thereâs one thing humans struggle with itâs the abject, the in-between. That thing that is neither one, nor the other, ambiguous. What was true for Finlay and Bale is also true for women. Theyâve got to go in one direction or the other: either the gap is filled, patched and smoothed over like a section of drywall, or the pillars that define the offending gap are dissolved altogether, crumbling like columns upon the temple floor.
In the popular imagination of the heterosexual male, there exists a fear of womenâs reproductive power that renders the vagina a site for potential trauma dentata, making the oral cavity an attractive substitute, despite the literal presence of dentata. Here, the male engaged in oral sex subsumes the threat of phallic violence as long as his experience reproduces a conception of the mouth as a toothless spectacle. Locker room talk has indeed ventured into the erotic possibilities of bedding senior women, in the hopes that their removable dentures allow for a more enjoyable, friction-less fellating experience. It is no wonder that the intended chastity belt of orthodontic braces creates such consternation for the adventurous adolescent male.
The mouth of women has been a critical battleground for the dominant patriarchal order since time immemorial. From those parted lips, jettisoned upon flashing tongues, such secrets might be revealed, injustices given voice to, as might disturb the whole delicate balance of the carnivalesque male power structure. Here, as in the cinema, silence was golden.
Consider the scoldâs bridle, an archaic instrument of wearable torture used as a form of punishment and public humiliation against women deemed âriotousâ or âtroublesomeâ in their speech, gossipy in their manner, or simply, common old ârude nagsâ and âscoldsâ. The muzzling iron framework of the bridle pinned the womanâs tongue against her upper palate, preventing her from speaking, and resulting in a variety of unpleasant side effects, including fatigue of the mouth and excessive production of saliva. In other words, a self-lubricating wet dream scenario for the vagina phobicâs oral-displacement, an ovipositing face-fucker of Alien imaginaries.
To wash down the above image, letâs re-focus our discussion toward the realm of popular serial killers and their fictional counterparts. For Ted Bundy and Richard Ramirez, a well documented history of trauma dentata factored heavily in their apprehension and later convictions. Bundy had a mouthful of poorly aligned teeth and a proclivity for biting. Ramirez (The Night Stalker) was the stuff of oral nightmares. After a lifetime of neglected hygiene and excessive sugar intake, glimpses of Ramirezâs rotted, foul-smelling teeth became his calling card. Both used their abnormal dental situations to great effect in their predations, but lest we forget, there is no on-to-one ratio between bad teeth and sociopathy.
While a bruised self-image may have contributed to their growing sense of alienation and emotional decay, it is unlikely that any amount of corrective dental surgery early on would have prevented them from committing their crimes. This is correlation versus causation. It is the popular imaginary at work again, telling us what to look for, what to believe. So letâs look at an example of an individual punking the profile, nearly out-witting the G-men.
Thomas Harrisâ novel Red Dragon and its cinematic adaptations feature a wholly compelling serial killer archetype that rivals the sophisticated charisma of series heavy, Dr. Hannibal Lecter. Here, a brutal antagonist with unexceptional teeth takes up the mantle of trauma dentata to reclaim the oral cavity as a site of vengeance, enacting a kind of denticular dĂ©tournement against a previous source of trauma. Â
Francis Dolarhyde, dubbed âThe Tooth Fairyâ by the press, is mischaracterised by the feds as an âimpotent homosexualâ on the strength of his faggy crime scene signatures, which include strange, Bundy-like bite marks, the smashing of mirrors, and the mutilation of eyes. Harris is obviously poking fun at the often simplistic psychoanalytic associations found in popular police procedurals and their pat profiles of criminals more sketchily drawn than Dolarhyde or Lecter.
We learn later that Tooth Fairyâs peculiarities actually have their roots in childhood abuse suffered at the hands of a browbeating grandmother, a mould of whose teeth Dolarhyde re-appropriates in order to create the grizzly bite marks left on his victims. Personal prejudice and a misapprehension of history or language can often lead to poorly drawn conclusions carrying disastrous results. The persistent, colonial hold-over teaching us about the bad teeth of our astonishingly loyal allies across the North Sea may attribute its longevity to such failings.4
Luckily, language is a mutable thing, and whilst one voice may be easy enough to silence, a whole group of the disenfranchised, working in concert, can be as thunderous and unwavering as a Lacanian typhoon.
In Les Dents du singe (Monkeyâs Teeth), some patients of a French mental health clinic work in collaboration to create the scenario for an animated film. The resulting short, with virtually no mediation from the creators, involves a ruthless dentist who steals the teeth of the poor and, reverse Robin Hood, gives them to the rich. Until a magical monkey magician exacts revenge on the peopleâs behalf.
Freudian cinephile Mary Wild has analysed the film through the lens of Lacanian psychoanalysis, describing each stolen tooth as representative of âa distinct signifier that, in a sequence alongside other teeth/signifiers, forms the symbolic order (i.e., language).â The dentist represents the superego, the father figure, who profits from the pilfering of impoverished teeth, in essence robbing the patients of their language, their identity, and their access to it, plunging the patients into âloneliness, isolation, and sufferingâ.
At the critical moment of extraction, the dozing filmic patient imagines his teeth personified â as himself, his friends or family members, maybe fellow patients â sitting around a table, one by one being plucked into obscurity by an indifferent, omnipresent hand of fate. Later, the void left by a missing tooth takes on an apocalyptic dimension, resembling a barren wasteland littered with corpses. For the psychotic real-world patient, transgressor of boundaries and language, the deceptively simple silent libretto becomes a scathing critique of their own place in the world, âostracis[ed] from normal society and alienat[ed] from himselfâ, the toothless, animated figures become âhalf person[s]â, depleted of their lifeforce (castrated), pursued by law enforcement, and folded into the brutal machinery of everyday life. In essence, chewed up and spat back out, only to endure the whole thing again in some novel way.
When the magic monkey returns the stolen teeth into the patientâs mouth, there has occurred a âreclaiming/reorganization of banned/repressed signifiers in the psychotic imaginaryâ, culminating in a successful and healthy return to society that points to a happy way forward, a passageway to speech and identity forged through a brazen bypassing of the despotic oral cavity. Universal cinematic language as a revolutionary detour on the road to trauma dentata.
For more examples of TRAUMA DENTATA on the screen check out:
Straw Dogs, 1971
The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, 1974
Jaws, 1975
Marathon Man, 1976
Vampireâs Kiss, 1989
Sleepy Hollow, 1999
Teeth, 2007
Hannibal (S2E9 âShiizakanaâ), 2014
Possessor, 2020
**this essay was originally published on Screen Queens

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The Kaiserâs Sextant
Our future lies upon the water.
Wave-beat of an angry ocean
rapping at our timid door.
The sword-edge thrust
through trembling fingers,
quenching thirsted gardens,
drowning infertile shores.
Oh tattered berth
grown lush with secrets,
Sow now the seeds of loversâ dearth.
The bed we salted with our passions,
forsaking soiled sheets
for fruitless earth.
A hard-won harvest,
this ardent lust,
this greed for conquest. Â
Driven on, like the great warring queer Alexander and that impish prick Napoleon.
How through a swamp of tears and her bloodwarmth,
a single pair of parched puckered lips soldiered on.
Welcomed was brine that flowed freely,
for it slaked a cruel thirst that ever was our Christian norm.
Knowest thou how I fear god and little else?
Coddled with-in lapis arms of blue,
arresting gentle lifting crest, hearts of subjugation, adrift, eschewed
âneath a crimson wake, her battered broken cleft
renewed.
I stared too long at the eternal,
daring its azure brilliance into a blinding seduction.
With stinging sextant gaze so upturned,
these tired eyes spied a-listing nightward
screed, churning toward a sea of nations,
gloried armies fallen stone asleep.
Drunk from the second-hand wine of our love-making.
Decrepit in the post-coital flames of our bliss. Im-po-tence the steady work of thrifted romance,
Concealed in raw capitulation to our tryst.
How can I, a sudden want for words,
grip now that subtle scalpel of a pen,
appease the passing heat of luxuries, and settle in to burnished fens?
âTis a gross dereliction of my duty.
A soreness retributed from on high.
Smited then becomes our unionââ
yet this dead too may rise.
Like leavened bread sprinkled with the ash of dust and bone,
our colors lay all broken piece by piece betwixt the gilded thrones.
We who know how to die like heroes
fall upon your sharpened bayonets,
brave your well-oiled cannons,
spill the blood of young cadets.
Yet from the low dug ground of half-filled graves
we press down upon our shields,
laying low we say, âCome what will!â
to a world of flames licking our bootheels.
We say âWherefore art thou?â
to a life of dueling, clashing rapiers,
whittled down to bruising bristled broom hilts, for they mark the passing of be-cherished years. Â
Back-draft of our fucking.
A wisp of seaspray flows from the tip of white-hot blade. Our love is but a ragged footnote danced across a cutlass stage.
My, that the ink does bleed.
And how the pen falls short,
unsheathed. Crimes of circumspection, tender-slung virilities.
She that conched Madonna
wherein you were I and I were thee.
A mélange in her troubled waters.
toward a more perfect liquid unity. Â
Blessed be our sex,
Endowed, we are but vexed. Mercilessly I am next. A collision course uncharted, our futures nonetheless. Lie upon the sea. Lie again for me Lie and sing my feet. Â
Yet there is stillness still below, of a time as yet unspoken, a turbid destiny sleepless and slow. Â
Stalking cool breadth in the dimming light of fathoms new.
Go there and wait for me,
as I have long ago kept watch for you.
Now dive!