Call Me DarDar 🪷🧘🏻‍♀️🍀

Yea why not

I’m dope anyways

Great talkk!

Genuinely I’ve started liking my own company more than being in my friends company and that sounds kinda like “u hate ur friends” but every time I hangout with them all, I literally feel like I’m just spectating there. So it’s like draining putting in effort when it feels like they’re all talking amongst themselves and lowk ignoring me. But then again I might be overthinking this again. But also since I’ve been in this like bettering myself journey since the start of 2026 I think my mindset has actually changed a lot compared to last year. So now like interacting with them feels off? Idk how to explain it, I don’t want to say I’ve matured more than them, but it feels like when I hangout with them I’m taking more steps back than I am forward. Which sucks cause I don’t want to feel like that about my friends like I love them to death, but I actually can not be around them for too long. And like the other day we had a hangout and normally hangouts should leave u more fulfilled when it’s over but I actually felt drained and like crying. Idk I need to sees therapist for this I’m confused.

Thx for reading if u read it all 💋🪷🧘🏻‍♀️🦄🍀

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I was genuinely shocked when I heard about it this morning, it’s so sudden too 😭

like I’m actually devastated