Begin to Believe

It’s insane to think that someone you were so close too is a complete stranger now.

on losing friends-

The reason why I don’t talk to you anymore is because I keep telling myself that if you wanted to speak to me, you would.

I hate the fact that some people mean a lot to somebody and then suddenly, one morning you wake up and don’t find them in your life anymore.

I guess feeling friends fade away from your life hurts. It hurts because you don’t connect with people often but with them it just clicked. It hurts because you could feel the distance growing. They stopped texting you as often. You felt you were annoying them. You watched them post on social media with their new friends, and felt a pocket of envy in your stomach. It is so much harder to let go of someone when you are a quiet person like myself, when you know that friendships do not come often or easily. They do not sprout like flowers. They are rare occurrences, like twins, the Grand Canyon, or dogs with two different coloured eyes. So I am sorry, my friend, that my friendship did not satisfy you, and I’m sorry my friendship to you wasn’t as rare an occurrence as yours was to me. I’m sorry you got bored of me, I’m sorry we grew apart.

Sometimes we let go of people, even though we still want them in our lives ,because we realized they let go first -Unknown

Losing people or growing apart from them is difficult. Break ups are simply terrible heart wrenching things, but ending things with a best friend? Nothing compares to that. Nothing can hurt worse than realizing who you are as a person doesn’t fit with your best friend any longer. All those years filled with memories and laughter and tears and promises of a friendship that will always last, suddenly seem so distant. There’s just this huge gaping hole in your past that no one can fix or fill. Yeah, that’s something you’ll always carry with you for the rest of your life. I’ve had my heart broken before, but nothing hurts like losing your best friend.

One of the hardest things is to watch someone slowly lose interest in you.

One by one they slowly fade away. Don’t hope. Don’t hope for a even minute that they won’t. They all do.

I want to text you. Just to remind you that I’m still here. But then I remember that you know I’m here. You just don’t care.

When you loose a best friend, it’s worse than breaking up with a boyfriend. Because you lose more than a heart, you lose a little bit of yourself.

It actually kills me when we don’t talk, it kills me when you ignore me, it kills me when you’re busy with your life.

Losing a good friend is never easy, especially when you don’t understand why you lost them in the first place.