“Am I lonely? Or Am I alone? ”
Recently, I suddenly realized that there is a difference between these concepts. And this difference is quite large.
“Am I lonely? Or Am I alone? ”
I’m afraid to be alone. More precisely, I’m afraid to be alone with myself. Therefore, it is probably better to feel lonely. To think that this emptiness is only because there is no one around me. That I don’t have Somebody. And that Someone doesn’t have me. It’s easier to feel lonely, then there is a ghostly chance that someone will be able to pull me out, occupy my head, do everything so that I am not alone with myself. That there will be no such a terrible tete-a-tete.
Me and I.
It is easier to be lonely. Then you don’t have to dig into yourself, because everything is so clear. It’s easier to grab the first person you meet, to be attached to him or here, to think that he or she will solve everything, but somewhere deep inside to understand that this person will not help. It’s easier to think that I’m just lonely. But not alone
“So lonely or alone?”
