ri

stuck between being overemotional and emotionless at the same time

sorry for trauma dumping, it will happen again 

In another universe I don't feel like a failure

sometimes it feels like I should just shut up forever and not do anything at all

What doesn‘t kill you makes you lose your hobbies.

i feel like a stray cat that has lost trust in humans

To look after and be looked after

I hate that when you’re stressed enough your body just starts falling apart. I think it should realize you’re already stressed and don’t need that and start functioning better actually

"it's just stress" oh thank god, it's just the silent killer that slowly kills you, perfectly harmless, no need to worry

Intimacy isn’t always touching sometimes it’s the feeling that someone sees your soul without you saying a word.

sorry i cant talk rn im busy thinking about how i should have done everything differently