i want you to stay

Dopo di lui ho cercato qualcuno che gli somigliasse, caratterialmente, fisicamente, una battuta uguale, l'accento. Qualcosa. Qualunque cosa pur di non perderlo del tutto. Dopo di lui, ho cercato ancora lui.

Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with the feeling that they are all alone in the world, and that nobody loves them now and that nobody will ever love them, and that they will never have a decent night’s sleep again and will spend their lives wandering blearily around a loveless landscape, hoping desperately that their circumstances will improve, but suspecting, in their heart of hearts, that they will remain unloved forever. The best thing to do in these circumstances is to wake somebody else up, so that they can feel this way, too.

Don’t worry if you’re not where you want to be. Great things take time.

You left a huge mark on me. One you’ll never imagine. I cant even go to the movie theater without remembering all our memories we shared there together. I cant go to the park without thinking about the long days we spent just acting goofy together. I mean its gotten so bad that even when I walk onto my own porch, I still remember your face of how scared you looked when you first came over. we had some good times, and it hurts that you’re letting them go. I know I wont, but I’ll let you think I don’t remember. I’ll let you think that i don’t know you think about them too. I know you do, I know when you see me, or the next time you come up on my block. you’ll remember, you’ll smile and you won’t realize it. but i’ll never let you know I can tell you still feel it.

He estado pensandote como se piensan las cosas que nunca suceden.

Anything you avoid in life will come back, over and over again, until you’re willing to face it—to look deeply into its true nature.

Millones de personas en el mundo ¿y sufrimos por una?

E’ uno di quei giochi che sai di perdere, ma giochi lo stesso. Non si sa mai.