I am Ðetöx

Honestly, so much has happened. I made things, with my hands, and also online, lots of things in fact. I've put things together and taken things apart and written things out and accomplished a whole bunch of neat little projects. Gandalf invited me to their birthday weekend ~ loved it Met another guy, ended up being a lil trio of homies for a hot minute The other guy even paid for us all to go to the One OK Rock concert the other month T_T we've all also bought each other some lovely shtuffs but the best is in store >:D (soon as I stop the coughing and phlem I can get the materials and make the things :3) I also made a cloud ~ a discord server called Xenos' Cloud where I can file dump all the photos / tings I want to save easily, as a backup for wherever else they also go I tend to spend a decent amount of time with the homies, like every other to every fourth day. Little less rn, especially since sickness, and before that it was teeth pulling ~~~ ouuu, I'm getting new teeth, lil vamp teeth, because hell yea. I was saving to do it but then someone offered to pay for most of it, so I ended up upgrading some stuff and getting a tattoo :D ---- anyways, lil less because reasons and the groups shifted away from the game in common and fragmented again. Still, the little groups that make up the cloud still exist :) But yeah, tattoo is a very public thing, with a very not-public meaning. Have I been overly difficult about it? Yes. It's been a very long time since I've had a secret that nobody knows, the downside of being an open book for so long. Oh right, I've also decided to shore up branches of sentimentality, and be less of a forward book and more just normally open. The reasons aren't for here, but the results are generally good so far :) we'll see how I feel in another year or two though.

Gandalf and I talked a bunch :) said we'd like to go an old classic diner ~ might never happen but super wholesome and exciting :) Bonding with a bunch of people over Baldurs Gate 3, super stoked. Seven other people that play, and five of them I have campaigns with. (Even though we're like two months in and still on session one or two for basically all of them except the main one because of time constraints xd) I looked at my FB profile from the public view-as setting and its really nice to see a collection of my rants/lessons so readily available. I should've put all the posts in an album or something ~

Dante was super excited to see me for the first time in like 4 months :D

Getting my first client was suuuuper validating and awesome

BSG Invitational :3 (though prob not gonna do it)

Started getting sushi with the mumsy again

May have another option of a place to move to at the end of summer :3 CSC goes well - a tiny bit over 25% through, then I can work for a bank while still doing my thing on the side.

Crossed Karaoke off my list of things to do ~ person aced a lot of songs since her voice is remarkable, she also complimented my hair&beard - new to her since we haven’t hung out in forever. So that was validating too ~

Dante offered me some of his food :)

Adam. Just Adam. ^_^

Some people hit me up to be homies :D :D :D

Invited more people I stressy-depressy kicked out of my life and a lot came back. Bunch of em were even concerned for me when I apologized for the stressy-depressy removal.

One of the monog people that said “they’d turn me” (huge red flag I know) started showing a bunch of poly-like mentality. Obviously still not gonna date this person, but it’s neat anyways :)

I told an ex that though I’d like to be close to her again, I had absolutely no intention of ever dating her again, and she took it pretty well. We’re talking still, we went to the Canada Day thing together, it seems like she might end up a relatively close friend :)

Uncle is visiting from overseas - will be staying here at the end of the month // before going back

There’s only been one “This week on immoral shit Gary does” in the last few weeks. (I actually think it’s been a month but I haven’t double checked the timestamps). I might need to change my saying about it :3 D&D is scheduled to happen soontimes for the first time in. . . . I kind of want to say like half a year?

Friends coming out party next month :D 

A friend/fam friend hit me up about waving the cover for a concert which was super cool of them to do ~ tho I ended up finalizing plans for Karaoke w/ the bois instead ^^; There’s also another concert next month :D but... that’s the coming out party xDDD

I missed my escape artist and my lil dumbass again but I made them the background to my phone and now it feels much better and I’m thinking about betraying some values I have regarding having pets ^^;