sweet&cold

Hey, it's me. The new me in my new journey.

I can't handle the pain anymore. can't breath. help me out

Where are you? I keep waiting on your blessings? I'm very patience but why?

I don't have enough money. Hope you understand.

life is black

I don’t know anymore

I’m drain now.

: here busy.

when you say see you I hope you mean it. I’m waiting, it’s been a long time since we’ve talk. And you just ask if i’m okay here. NOOOOO

5th list of good routine. I often talk with Him when I’m alon, sad, depress & anxiety. I feel bad with myself how I become like this which is not supposed to be. I don’t know how it starts and but all I know it just happened. If he listens to me, ever since then I found the answers to my prayers but no. I rather let my mind overthink that makes my brain explode. Even to him, I rarely talk also with my friends which is just my true friends. 

4th list of a good routine. I wanted to rest forever. I am mentally, emotionally, spiritually draining on this complicated world. Hard to breathe and think.

3rd list of a good routine. I am trying to learn to say no sometimes. But sometimes people ask why and I am trying to figure what is the reason behind my answer saying "no". Why is it hard for me to express the real emotions that I have inside me? Things get complicated and the relationship I have now is sinking trying to find ways not to get drawn but rather float.

2nd list of the good routine. I take time seriously but sometimes we can't avoid the rush. I truly make double-time as much as possible enable to catch up and manage. Things right now are I need to rush enable to achieve but I'm about to lose hope.