Huge fan of Happy endings...

slightly overwhelmed with the dreams iam getting. so i searched a dream of mine. "missing a bus". missing something is always i get. so i searched in chargpt to find out and it gave me exact meaning logically. i need to work on my negatives. i cant stay put them anymore!

every morning after i woke up i wont get up immediately. there will be introspection session for some time followed by prayers to god. i attended an important interview few days back and performance was average(told by interviewer). i had a bit of excitement and fantasy that i passed the interview and life after it. it's so good, all my problems are solved. being an individual before marriage life is so different than being a married man. i wish that could happen

just few days passed after i heavily prepared for the interview. It's not like i'm not pressure free. I want to work efficiently under extreme pressure. I want to grow. I dont want to sit in the same place earning the same thing over and over. I failed in so many things, atleast i tried to change myself for the things i'm not capable of. while the people younger than me are in working in good dev roles and traveling in foreign countries, why i'm still sitting in this seat? 💺 the current situation definately not helping me. I want to be a good developer.

Sampadinche time lo emo skil skil ani kurchunnaa

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