a virtual diary

Lord, I know you're listening please heal my mom :(

just tell me if u want me gone already

you're not coming back, aren't you? is it time?

my weekly discovery on spotify is what makes me look forward to mondays :D !

im so terribly pathetic

i don't understand how im always to be blamed when i set my boundaries, when i get tired of the things that simply just makes me feel trampled up, when i want to correct the wrong, when i want them to realize the things their doing, why am i to be blamed when i did nothing wrong

i don't wanna lose people that i love— i don't think i can handle it, not now, not any sooner, please

i hate my broad shoulders, big chest, big calves, my height, my super straight hair that literally has no volume, my nose, my body shape, and my asymmetrical face and yet i still try to find love over my whole appearance because i want to love myself fully, someday

i want smthn like beach and sunsets getaway

gnna finish forecasting love and weather and business proposal this week + sasaki to miyano then i might continue bad and crazy /happiness / devil judge / fruits basket :pp

i don't think im gonna get over from 2521

i was getting butterflies all over my stomach because of sasaki to miyano that i even fell from my chair, they're SO CUTE LIKE >_<

what was that roller coaster ride ?! i still have so many questions so hell nah its ending like that omygod i cant believe this u guys T_T

2521 is ending later and i just caught up with the latest episodes ... im speechless — i cant put my thoughts into words, everything was so new and i didn't know what to say after episode 15; im still hoping for my baekdo ToT