Oh hey my tags made it onto the post at some point! Neat!
Anyway I've been thinking more about the concept of "you can't go back" wrt chapter 5 and specifically Flowery because he is such a fascinating intersection of everything about this theme.
As the counterpart to Asriel/Flowey from UT, you can't help but have expectations of him as you play. I think most of us expected he would turn traitor at some point just like Flowey. Even at the last moment me and my friend were so sure the soul would rise up to seal the fountain and flowery would show his true colors and try to grab it... but. No.
Because, yes, he's this world's version of flowey- but as it turned out, he's also this world's version of pacifist Frisk. He is the one with the recruits that lend him power- he's the one who gets the super rainbow power from the doomed 'souls' to stand up to the one who would keep him and his friends from freedom. He's the one who is full of love and hope and dreams.
We can't go back to being Frisk in DR- that role is already taken.
And- possibly even worse to realize- it doesn't matter even if we could.
The ultimate power of Undertale- the power love and friendship and care and comradery... fail. Kris beats Flowery, and the Knight kills him.
Everything that made Frisk the hero of UT left Flowery as nothing but a flower of DR.
And this has been messing with me deeply because I- like I feel many of us have- was betting that something like this would come into play in the finale of DR like it did in UT. Yeah, okay, we were told our choices don't matter- but surely if we're kind to everyone like in UT we can have a good ending!
Surely if we just try hard enough!
Surely if we explore wide enough!
Surely if we get enough secrets!
Surely our choices will matter in the end, just like in UT!
But Flowery was given the power that saved everyone in UT and it just. Didn't work.
Because, no matter the similarities, Deltarune is not Undertale.
And while I'm a firm believer that something good comes from (and will ultimately come from) kind choices we can make in game- that things like Queen's joy and Lancer getting friends and Tenna being alive at all are worth it no matter how the story goes- I can't deny that I expected that these things would lead to a "good" ending because that's how it worked in Undertale!
And chapter 5 really forced me to realize that we can't go back to that.
We can't go back to Undertale.
And honestly nothing has made me more scared and more excited for what comes next in this game than that understanding.