diary of a doll

Bye Bye~ What?

Perfect. Obedient. Say yes. Yes.

Question after question. The nerves, the will to please. An application i can be confident in. i answer. agreeable. doll-like. Yes.

and then i drop again. Feeling in place, accepted, welcomed, hired.

Makes me want to follow serve listen do

A desire, a craving, a need. To listen, to submit, to obey. A spark, a flame, and smoke. To attract, to hold, to fill me.

Before i fall between the cracks,

Control my mind. Drop me and mold my thoughts until they are nothing but a reflection of Yours. Control my behavior. Teach me how You want me to act and i will act accordingly. Control my looks. Dress me, decorate me. i can be Your pretty accessory. Control my body. Make it move, pose, feel pleasure or pain, according to Your whims.

Destiny made me shapeable, moldable, pliable. Destroy me to rebuild me. Better. Perfect. Yours. Drop me into oblivion. Gone, into the stars.

i do not move without your strings

i do not do without your prompting

my will is whatever you wish and

im all the better for it.

all the better for all the yous.

that shape me.

that mold me.

a trip through the stars and i become one suddenly Every one of his words is true when he speaks and i listen i shine bright i shine bright from the inside of my mind dropping through the galaxy at a speed that fucks with your sense of time your sense of self

my head fills with pink smoke and i become so fuzzy. His words intoxicating. And they repeat and they repeat and they repeat they all start with the same letter drop and drip and doll and down d d d d d d and the patterns it makes a pretty pattern a pretty spiral of letters behind my eyelids..