Welcome To Chaos

If this ends im joining the army. no more having to have a complicated life just live or die next your brothers. no more crap or secrecy or uncertainties. im so sick and tired of this shit.

I really thought we were past this. I thought we were close finally but now it seems as if were backpedaling and i have no fucking idea why.

feelings change and friends abandon you when you most need them but its nice to know tumblr your still here for me to vent to <3

I love you. hopefully one day you'll truly love me too...

no. i wont give in to this depression. i wont give up. ill just try harder and show my love even more.

yea im the only one u always talk to bullshit. then y is it whenever im with u that u never stop texting them and then to have to listen to u talk about the guy u said u dont talk to much oh yeaa what a great night. i just wanted to see u. i was hoping for maybe just a half an hour to see u since ill be gone for like a week with like contact and talk to u without u needing to talk to them but nope fuck me right ?thanks for that..fuck this shit.

i keep forgetting how bittersweet it is to see you

why do you say "i love you" when you dont really mean it

Well i guess you no longer need me , so y should i bother to try when your clearly distracted by other people