Hello everyone! Just wanted to make a little introduction for moi.
But also an intro! My blog mostly consists or my yumeship (Xavier Ă Self), as well as just rants and reposts of stuff that seems cool to me!
My name is Emily, but I go by many nicknames (mily, mimi, ems, etc.) Feel free to address with whichever one :)
I am 22, and currently hanging onto life by a thread (not sick, just sick of being alive and breathing/J...srs) I am Gender Apathetic, so feel free to use any (appropriate, ykwim) pronouns.
DNI if you're: 18-, Close-minded, racist, just plainly rude, zoophile, D.T. supporter, disrespectful to any and all religions. (Will be adding more into the future)
DI: feel free to start up a convo with me! It could be about anything, or even just venting. I am here to listen and give my thoughts out if anyone likes! I may be introverted, but I Soften up gradually!
Likes: fav artists:
âȘïž Music. âȘïž Carmelo Grasso
âȘïž Art. âȘïž Lebanon Hanover
âȘïž Literature. âȘïž Plastic Tree
âȘïž Sleep âȘïž Cathedral Bells
Interests: F1, Horror and Thriller media, Love and Deepspace, CODM, Sleeping and Eating, Yumeshipping, Epic the musical, Manhwa, Manhua, Manga, Sketching, Human Anatomy, DCU, Marvel, Moon knight, Ironman, Batman/Batfamily, Hulk, Nightcrawler, Vkei, Metal, Alternative.
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things my dogs do that remind me of valko | random headcannons
a/n: for reference i have rescues â a husky and a doberman both are girls and are still young like they are both turning 2 this year. yes my house is kinda crazy but i love my girls and i love valko. i also have cats and a bunny so i kinda want to do this with sylus/zayne and xavier.
â nudges you â if you're working, reading, or paying attention to literally anything else, valko will bump his forehead or shoulder against you until you acknowledge him. he won't say he wants affection, he'll just keep nudging you until you finally look up. the second you do, he looks at you adoringly while you ruffle his hair.
â paws for attention â instead of a paw, it's his hand. he'll rest it on your knee, your thigh, your wrist, or cover your hand completely. if you ignore him, he'll lightly tap you over and over until you sigh and give in.
â lays behind you with his head on your shoulder â if you're sitting on the couch, valko loves laying behind you rather than beside you. he drapes himself across the back cushions, rests his chin on your shoulder, and occasionally wraps an arm around your waist. it's equal parts affectionate and possessive.
â "screams" in your face â okay maybe not actual screaming (usually). if he's excited or wants your attention immediately, he'll get way too close and dramatically call your name. sometimes if you are in the other room he will yell your name over and over until you go and see what he wants.
â plays with your hands â if your hands are dangling off the couch or table, they're fair game. he'll poke your fingers, flip your palm over, compare hand sizes, absentmindedly trace your knuckles, or intertwine your fingers just because they're there. sometimes he brings them up to his lips giving them a sweet kiss before.
â puts his hand in his mouth while thinking â when he's deep in thought, embarrassed, or trying not to laugh, he'll absentmindedly rest his knuckles against his lips or lightly bite the side of his thumb. it's a habit he doesn't even realize he has until you point it out.
â hides little treasures â instead of toys, valko has a habit of "borrowing" your things. hair ties, hoodies, books you're currently reading, chapstick, even one sock from a pair. he swears he was "keeping them safe," but somehow they always end up mixed in with his belongings.
â steals things he shouldn't have â if something smells like you; a sweater, blanket, pillow, or even your perfume bottle, there's a good chance he'll quietly take it. when caught, he'll insist he wasn't stealing it, just "holding onto it."
â you have to take things away from him â valko has a terrible habit of picking up random objects while talking. half the time he isn't even using it. he just likes having something in his hands. you constantly have to rescue your belongings from him.
â brings you gifts â like a dog proudly presenting a toy, valko occasionally shows up with snacks he thought you'd like, a cool rock he found on a walk, a flower growing through a crack in the pavement, or some random trinket that reminded him of you. he expects genuine excitement every single time.
â gets way too excited when you come home â valko always knows when you've walked through the door. before you can even set your bag down, he's already there. he wraps you in a hug so tight your feet barely touch the floor, buries his face against your neck, and peppers your cheeks, forehead, and temple with quick kisses like he's making up for every minute you were gone.
â interrupts you with kisses â if you're talking for too long especially if you're rambling about something he finds adorable, valko will suddenly lean in and kiss you mid-sentence. when you pull back with an offended, "i was talking," he'll just smile and say, "i know."
â on the flip side uses kisses as a distraction â the moment he realizes you're about to scold him for something, he'll cup your face and press a quick kiss to your lips before you can finish your sentence. it works more often than either of you would like to admit.
â acts like you were gone forever â it doesn't matter if you left for five hours or five minutes. in valko's mind, any amount of time apart deserves an enthusiastic reunion. "you're back," he'll say with the biggest smile, as if he'd been counting the seconds.
â dramatic about wanting to play â if you're busy for too long, he'll become increasingly theatrical. he'll sigh loudly, flop dramatically onto the couch beside you, lean against you with his full weight, and eventually ask, "are you done yet?" with the most impatient expression imaginable.
â always wants you involved â whatever he's doing; cooking, fixing something, playing a game, or even just watching a movie, he'll call you over to join him. it's less about the activity and more about wanting your company.
â gets excited over the smallest things â mention going for a walk, grabbing coffee together, visiting your favorite bookstore, or even just running errands, and his entire demeanor changes. he's already grabbing his jacket before you've even finished your sentence.
â head tilts when he's curious â whenever you're explaining something he's never heard before, telling him a story, or using a word he doesn't recognize, his head instinctively tilts to one side. he doesn't even realize he's doing it until you laugh and tell him he looks adorable.
â keeps an ear out while relaxing â even if he's half-asleep, the slightest unusual sound has one eye opening. once he realizes everything's fine, he'll settle right back against you like nothing happened.
â protective without being overbearing â he isn't the type to hover, but he's always aware of your surroundings. if you're walking together at night, he'll naturally take the side closest to the street. if someone makes you uncomfortable, he'll quietly step closer, letting his presence do the talking before a word ever has to be said.
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dad!valko who picks up your daughter by the neck of her fluffy onesie with his bare teeth, like how a wolf picks up itâs pup. heâd walk around the house with her like that, swinging around in the air and giggling as she gets a front row view of her dadâs laptop screen and this weekâs Eoncore tech reportâŠthat is, until you freak out and force valko to put her in a carrier.Â
dad!valko whoâs not super great at buying baby clothes for your baby girl. he keeps on coming back with sleepers that spell âPUPPY PRINCESSâ in big pink font, socks with grippy paw prints on itâs feet, sweatpants with a polyester tailâŠleast to say, youâve taken over buying the clothes for now. but you keep the little wolf onesie with wolf ears on itâs hood, because seeing your baby match your husband is too cute.
dad!valko who sleeps curled around you and your daughter, tail wrapping around the both of you, the same way heâd slept practically circled around you when you were pregnant. the baby disappears against him. you have to peel away from his muscular arms if you want to get up in the middle of the night. even if youâre being careful, his eyes would snap open and pepper you with questions of âwhere are you going?â before following after you dutifully to sit outside the bathroom to wait for you (or hold your hand through the door). it comes from a place of love, promise.
dad!valko who is aghast when his toddler daughter refuses a home-made chocolate cake for her second birthday. instead, she points to the picture of a cream cheese frosted slice of carrot cake with wide pleading eyes, her tail swishing behind her in the exact same way her fatherâs did when he wanted something from you.
âaw, but sweetie, donât you want a yummy milk chocolate gateuââ
âno!âÂ
âow, ow! okay, okay fine, carrot cake it is, now let go of daddyâs earsââ
dad!valko who likes to go on woodland hikes with you and your baby. you used to have to put one of those dog walking leashes on him so he doesnât get too excited and break off to chase a deer or a squirrel. but now, youâve got to put one on your daughter too (who recently started walking) so she doesnât run after him. like father like daughter. sigh.
dad!valko who likes to tickle your daughterâs teeny nose with his fingers to hear her laugh, and tickle her toes with the fluff of his tail. sheâs the cutest thing heâs ever set his eyes upon. the sweetest, though albeit a bit toothless smile heâs ever seen. every time she beams up at him, valkoâs heart clenches. every time her little paws find his, he canât help but to squeeze up next to you, give you those eyes, and askâŠ
âawwww, babe, do you think we should make our little pup another little brother or sister?â
I almost logged in. But I suddenly got a vision of Valko smiling warmly while looking back at me that I froze and told myself that I shouldn't. I feel like a husband yearning for his dead wife.