Director Stark

It seems on my Tumblr I went completely MIA since the whole hurricane ordeal last year. Now, after the hurricane everything seemed to go to literal shit. The day before Thanksgiving, I showed up at my grandparents and I have been here ever since. A lot of strange things have been happening in my life. Lately, I have been struggling with finding my own place in the state I have now "moved" to. In Florida, I was comfy and alone and that seemed to have made my social anxiety worse and more real. Now that I am surrounded by family, a family that has many expectations in the eyes of certain people who view us as the equivalent of literal Royals (we're not) I have had more difficulty with my anxiety and trying to overcome it. With my weight issue and the way people view me. With my preferred way of dressing, versus what others now expect of me. I am growing accustomed to the rules and certain obligations that now rest upon my shoulders and the respect I must show others that differentiate from my own views and personality. But I would like to move past that, because currently I would not care for messages/replies of "Be who you are" I am currently finding more ways to be just that. While also showing my family respect in dressing and acting the way they would like in their home. So that is a thing that has been happening in my life. Beyond finding a home and my anxiety/body image issues; internet is another problem. Lately, I have has issues with my phone plan among other things. So my data isn't the greatest right now. My grandparents DO have WiFi, but beyond always being in the presence of others holding me from replies, the fact that their WiFi is slow, holds me back as well. For example; Today. Using their WiFi. I successfully loaded a single photo on Etsy, after waiting an entire thirty minutes leaving my phone on. Currently, I'm hoping my data allows this to send quickly. Beyond that, I am hoping to come back soon because I think I have found a temporary place for myself and with that, will come better WiFi. Being gone this long has made me very upset and I hope to still interact with the same lovely people I did before because they are absolutely amazing. I know it has been long, but there are few threads/rpers that I am very interested in that I will list below. @infitixlis @lethallittlespiderx @turnmercforwhat @alulledmindandradiation ;; If you would be fine with continuing the thread we left off or interacting with me at all; please let me know in IM, if not, please also let me know in IM. Just so I don't drive myself crazy. Beyond that, for now. I am available to roleplay on Instagram (Insta: hydrastark) until everything is better. More people I care about and would like to see this; @violetxsilverxstark @starkwithsarcasm @ironpriincess

Tagging: @ironpriincess, @turnmercforwhat, @lethallittlespiderx, @violetxsilverxstark, @starkwithsarcasm, @sassysokovian